Living The Broken Dream

This is just something I made because I have no one to talk about my feelings with.

[the-don29]

Fuck

[the-don29]

Whatever may come

I just want to say, whatever may happen, I’m sorry to my girlfriend and my band/best friends, i wish it didn’t have to end this way. But thank you for participating. You really have made my life all the better. God willing, I’ll be talking to my dad again soon... I love you all. Goodnight

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

It doesn’t even matter

Who cares what I do to myself, I should just fucking end it all and then I wouldn’t hurt anyone anymore. Nobody fucking cares anyway.

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

I hurt myself today,

but I know that I can’t feel

Anything but the pain

The only thing that feels real

matches leave blisters

Marks of a broken promise

The only thing that looks normal

Normal enough to miss

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

Hahahahaaaaaa

I’d be fucking lying if I said I don’t hate every single piece of myself.

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

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[the-one-thats-left-behind]

Is there anyone I can talk to about what’s on my mind?

No?

That’s okay, I’m used to keeping it inside anyway 🤷🏼‍♂️

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

All I want is someone to talk to without a cost because I’m just fucking sad as hell right now

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

I’m always in the wrong, and I just want to die, which is the only time, I ever find myself in the right

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

Why don’t I just die then?

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

Death Plans

The thoughts going through my head, truly aren’t pretty. And if I were to act on them, it wouldn’t be a pity. Because the truth is I’m a pathetic, sad excuse of a man. Who just wants to execute his final plan.

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

I’m full of selfish empty thoughts and feelings and the world is better off without me.

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

I’m tired of feeling like this, empty, abandoned, and slightly uncared for. They always want to be there for you, but when it comes down to it, they’d rather go out and party with others.

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

I have a feeling this will be the last turn of the decade I see, might just be a feeling, but it feels more true than my actual life

[the-one-thats-left-behind]

Oh shit, I almost forgot how much I hate being alive!

[iglovequotes]

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