아즈레엔

Malaysian.

[anxietyproblem]

[moisemorancy-deactivated2022061]

[the-perky]

my problem?

with my own self.

[mentalhealth]

when you let go of people you are painfully seeking approval or love from, you return to yourself. you return to what feels truer to you and to what brings you happiness. you are reminded that life does not always have to feel bad, that you do not always have to feel like you aren’t enough, that what you want for yourself and your future goes beyond a single person’s regard of you. you notice the energy start to shift and flow more fluidly. pay attention to all of this.

[rai-r]

@dbsws2/instagram

[wallpaperprintery]

are you?

[alien]

[frawgs]

If you ever hear me breathe deeply it’s not because I’m annoyed it’s because I forget to breathe sometimes

[saintlaurence-deactivated202411]

URBAN // follow @layeon-boy

[the-perky]

closest people have been saying that I’m not pretty (ugly) for my whole life so who am I to convince myself that I am beautiful as the other women?

I just CANT.

the real thing is, I’ll never appreciate my own self unless if I have done something to adjust and improve it.

the question is, do I really need to do some physical changes so that I can finally accept and love myself as I supposed to?

WORDS. It does affect myself. I am a person that tend to hear criticism from others so I really take other words’ seriously.

that’s why I turns out like this.

[mysticalcoffeequeen]

When you thought it would be easy peasy lemon squeezy but it turns out to be difficult difficult lemon difficult.

[thegoodvybe]

[the-perky]

Do I always have a choice? Do I really deserve it? Why is it so hard to find someone that can understand this complicated person? 

[alext]

[1tangerine]

[the-perky]

[the-perky]

Another thoughts

A little update from you already makes my heart tingling I don’t know if this is really called as love. It’s already been 6 years that I let my guard up because of S, guess that he really gives a big impact in my life even though he might think me as a temporary person in his life. However, this new guy who I thought him as a plain crush well it kinda turns out I might have a serious feeling towards him.