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Still being passed around in circles between medical offices for tests that take no more than two hours. Dragging this shit out for months...let's not

#i expended all my allotment of patience the first 15 years. No More.#''

love 2 log on

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I already haven't played video games for what, 4 years now. And it really is like.......damn there is not SHIT to do. I read 10 pages of a book. I watch baseball, okay. The few things I actually want to do require my body not fucked up and falling apart and everything else is nothing

#''#i think this is exacerbated by the fact i can no longer taste sugar or 'umami' flavors which were my singular satiation #it's SUPPOSED to come back within 2 to 3 months but we're already going into the second month soooo helloooo

Can't even tell I had anything done, but I sure can. MY FACE AND EYESOCKETS DON'T HURT ANYMORE. When he pulled the stents out I felt air inside my face for the first time with such intensity since I don't know, maybe being eight.

#''#in the interim I've unfortunately learned i have POTS and some form of EDS because my vein almost tore while the nurse was trying to get #the stupid tube in. and then my body freaked the fuck out and BP plummeted almost passed out then it shot up to 190.#things were much easier when i just blunt forced shit but guess it's cripple era forever now