Go Loud

it's for research purposes, really

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Intro

Hello, my name is Camilla Hect, scholar from the sixth house and cavalier to Master Warden Palamedes Sextus.

I'm here to assist with the Warden's studies and remain informed.

Please do ask questions. We value them greatly on the sixth.

....

Ooc: hello! This is my Camilla Hect roleplay blog. I'm absolutrly obsessed with the locked tomb, and I'm looking forward to having fun with @ask-the-master-warden and other members of the roleplay community.

18+ due to the nature of content of tlt and what I expect will probably be some of your questions.

The tomb is open and so is my ask box! Come on in.

[pyrrhatic]

Hello! We’ve never met, but I believe we share two people who are dearest to us.

I am Dulcinea Septimus, former Duchess of Rhodes. Yes, I do look like your friend Cytherea, no, I am not her.

I noticed that you never answered Cam’s question. What are your feelings towards her? And would you be opposed to holding hands with her?

Hope it all goes well 😊😊😊😊

~ Dulcie <3

I am affectionate toward Cam

which she knows

and I believe that is probably enough information for nosy people in the public eye

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Dulcinea has been giving me advice on how to pursue a romantic relationship. With you, specifically.

[therealkirionagaia]

You know what? Come to think of it, the cav of the Sixth house is hot.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

I am not dating you to make Harrow jealous. You're both being juvenile.

Also "the cav of the sixth house?" You don't know my name all of the sudden?

[the-body-in-the-tomb-official]

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too good for you....

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[the-wardens-right-hand]

They don't achieve anything productive by weaponizing other people against each other. They just hurt each other and the people they're weaponizing. I'll have no part in this.

[therealkirionagaia]

You know what? Come to think of it, the cav of the Sixth house is hot.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

I am not dating you to make Harrow jealous. You're both being juvenile.

Also "the cav of the sixth house?" You don't know my name all of the sudden?

[therealkirionagaia]

I asked Jad (John Dad) how one might want to procure a last-minute date, and he just squinted at me for a long moment.

Anyways, the gala is in a week, I’m gonna look hot at fuck in my new jacket. If you’re eligible (and you wanna marry a Prince), meet me at the First House.

ALSO: GIRLS ONLY. MEN FUCK OFF AND DONT TRY TO MARRY ME.

(@harrowharkn, you aren’t invited.)

[harrowharkn]

@johnnotgaius Your daughter is being incredibly petty towards me, My Lord. Please let her see reason.

[johnnotgaius]

I thought you two were getting married what happened??

[harrowharkn]

Well, she clearly does not want me in her vicinity.

[therealkirionagaia]

Your ninth saint threatened to snog IANTHE of all people.

ALSO!! You were the motherfucker who arranged the gala. Or did you forget that, too, daddy-o?

[harrowharkn]

ONLY BECAUSE YOU WERE PROVOKING ME.

[therealkirionagaia]

WHY IS THAT YOUR FUCKING RESPONSE TO THE MILDEST PROVOCATION?????

[harrowharkn]

TO ANNOY YOU, DUMBASS. YOU THINK I WANT TO KISS THE FREAKY TWIN?

[therealkirionagaia]

EVERYTHING IVE EVER DONE HAS BEEN FOR YOUR ATTENTION HARROWHARK WHY CANT YOU GET THAT.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

... @ask-the-master-warden if I ever start acting like this with Pyrrha, please yell at me until I've regained my senses

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Writing Exercise 1

By Camilla Hect

I think loving someone means you want them to be happy. You'll try to help them be happy, be there for them.

But sometimes you have to accept that you aren't something that makes them happy.

And yes, I would rip the light from my eyes if it meant they could have light in their's.

But no one ever talks about how dark the world feels after that. You notice parts of yourself are missing. You gave those up too.

And sometimes when you've given what you had to give and the person you love has moved on, there is no one left to give anything to you.

You have to live with that. Make peace with it. You made the choice and you suffer the consequences.

At least you can be proud that you made them happy.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

do pyrrha and you need a third? (๑•᎑•๑)

We aren't even a couple. We should be. I think she's amicable to the idea. I just haven't found the right thing to say, I suppose.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Also I think she would want her other partner to be @ask-the-master-warden considering her affection for us both.

I'm not entirely sure how we would work that out with the Warden and I being cousins, but we would think of something.

[runasulienadanika]

Camilla fought Ianthe wearing Gideon's sunglasses. just. something to think about.

[pyrrhatic]

First Harrow and Kiri and now you and Cam? Please I CANNOT take any more pining lesbians on my dash

who is pining. No one for me as far as I know. I look like two elbows

[dulcinea-septimus]

Oh Pyrrha, looks are not everything. Especially for our dear Sixth.

I mean, Cam and Pal didn’t even know what I looked like and they still loved!!

Don’t discount yourself yet my dear 💗💗💗💗

Besides, I think you pull it off very well 😘😘😘😘

[pyrrhatic]

😎

[the-wardens-right-hand]

You do! You do... pull it off well. At least, I think so. You look nice.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Noooo Cam that other ask was right!!! You’re so gorgeous and funny and awesome!!! Plus you’re a hell of a fighter!!!!!!

Oh. Thank you. I don't know about "gorgeous" but I am a little funny. And I like to think I'm one of the best fighters the sixth had ever produced. I was supposed to protect Palamedes, afterall. Even if I failed miserably...

[the-wardens-right-hand]

First off, love the banner image, so fantastic, so very you.

Second, what were your thoughts on Crown calling herself your partner?

First, thank you. Though I would never treat an actual book that way, I did think the picture was a bit fun.

Second, we aren't partners. Coronabeth is an intelligent woman. She's resourceful. She's even conventionally attractive.

But I think a relationship with her would be a poor choice for me. I think she'd shove me in front of a mega truck to get what she wants done at the end of the day.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

do pyrrha and you need a third? (๑•᎑•๑)

We aren't even a couple. We should be. I think she's amicable to the idea. I just haven't found the right thing to say, I suppose.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

what do you think of that girl pash?

She lacks the maturity, strategic thinking, and dexterity needed to be the fighter she thinks she is.

I can definitely see how her and Gideon are related. That being said, Gideon would absolutely win in an all-out brawl against her.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

has anyone told you that you’re super sexy?

I can't say they have. I'm average on the Sixth.

But thank you, I suppose.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

@dulcinea-septimus I want to ask for advice as I think you have more experience with some things than I do.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Of course Cam!!! I’d be happy to help with anything you need 😄😄😄

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Well, you're familiar with the subject nature the sixth, the Warden in particular, like to read.

And its all very sensationalized. Its just not practical.

And I was always very focused on my studies. So... I may or may not be interested in the subject matter for current reasons that may or may not be applicable to my life circumstances.

And I want to talk to someone more knowledge than I am.

How do I know when I should pursue a relationship?

[dulcinea-septimus]

Ohoho! Camilla asking for romance advice?? I am SO happy to help 😄😄😄

Yes those novels are sensational to say the least. All grand gestures and sudden movements! Perhaps not the best practical applications haha!

Now I can’t say I have a lot of relationship advice (most of it was grand gestures a la the novels, very commonplace on the Seventh as you know)

But! I probably saw the most sickeningly sweet, wonderful, relationship play out in Pro and Mia. So I’ve got some good advice

Figuring out how to pursue a relationship is probably the most nerve wracking thing in the WORLD. (You should have seen Pro when he met Mia)

For you, I would say examine your feelings. Sit with them. How much do you know them? Can you imagine a life with them? Do your ideas of your future line up?

Additionally, how do they make you feel? Are there butterflies? Or a warm feeling of contentment when you’re with them? Does your heart light up when you see them?

As for pursing the relationship I would say the best thing really is communication! Pro was inconsolable for months worrying about whether Mia liked him, but I told him that he ought to hurry up and just ask her because I would rather like to see their wedding. So he showed up with her favourite flowers, and a card, and asked if Mia would like to go on a date with him. And she said yes!

Talk to them, see what they want, whether that be a relationship or not. Figure what is comfortable for the both of you! No relationship is the same and there are no definitive prerequisites for them! But talk to each other. And listen to what the other says.

Make sure they value you!! You are an absolutely wonderful woman and whomever has caught your interest better treat you right or they will have ME to contend with 😠😠😠

Best of luck my dear Cam! I know you’ll do great!!!! 😘😘😘

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Ah. Thank you Dulcinea. This is helpful. I will tell you how it goes.

[dulcinea-septimus]

I’m very glad I could help!! Do tell me all about it later~ 💗💗💗

[the-wardens-right-hand]

She asked me if I was feeling okay and asked to feel my forehead.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Oh dear :(

I’m very sorry, I’m always here for you 💗💗💗

Let me see if I can talk to her….I’ll be nice, I promise!

[the-wardens-right-hand]

I'm alright. It was one unsuccessful attempt. I can try again.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Atta girl!! I believe in you!! Go get your girl!!!! 🙌🙌🙌

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Thank you, Dulcinea. I'll let you know how it goes.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

@dulcinea-septimus I want to ask for advice as I think you have more experience with some things than I do.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Of course Cam!!! I’d be happy to help with anything you need 😄😄😄

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Well, you're familiar with the subject nature the sixth, the Warden in particular, like to read.

And its all very sensationalized. Its just not practical.

And I was always very focused on my studies. So... I may or may not be interested in the subject matter for current reasons that may or may not be applicable to my life circumstances.

And I want to talk to someone more knowledge than I am.

How do I know when I should pursue a relationship?

[dulcinea-septimus]

Ohoho! Camilla asking for romance advice?? I am SO happy to help 😄😄😄

Yes those novels are sensational to say the least. All grand gestures and sudden movements! Perhaps not the best practical applications haha!

Now I can’t say I have a lot of relationship advice (most of it was grand gestures a la the novels, very commonplace on the Seventh as you know)

But! I probably saw the most sickeningly sweet, wonderful, relationship play out in Pro and Mia. So I’ve got some good advice

Figuring out how to pursue a relationship is probably the most nerve wracking thing in the WORLD. (You should have seen Pro when he met Mia)

For you, I would say examine your feelings. Sit with them. How much do you know them? Can you imagine a life with them? Do your ideas of your future line up?

Additionally, how do they make you feel? Are there butterflies? Or a warm feeling of contentment when you’re with them? Does your heart light up when you see them?

As for pursing the relationship I would say the best thing really is communication! Pro was inconsolable for months worrying about whether Mia liked him, but I told him that he ought to hurry up and just ask her because I would rather like to see their wedding. So he showed up with her favourite flowers, and a card, and asked if Mia would like to go on a date with him. And she said yes!

Talk to them, see what they want, whether that be a relationship or not. Figure what is comfortable for the both of you! No relationship is the same and there are no definitive prerequisites for them! But talk to each other. And listen to what the other says.

Make sure they value you!! You are an absolutely wonderful woman and whomever has caught your interest better treat you right or they will have ME to contend with 😠😠😠

Best of luck my dear Cam! I know you’ll do great!!!! 😘😘😘

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Ah. Thank you Dulcinea. This is helpful. I will tell you how it goes.

[dulcinea-septimus]

I’m very glad I could help!! Do tell me all about it later~ 💗💗💗

[the-wardens-right-hand]

She asked me if I was feeling okay and asked to feel my forehead.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Oh dear :(

I’m very sorry, I’m always here for you 💗💗💗

Let me see if I can talk to her….I’ll be nice, I promise!

[ask-the-master-warden]

It happens to the best of us, Camilla.

…..👀 Though I am interested in who this mystery woman is.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

... It's Pyrrha, Warden.

[ask-the-master-warden]

WELL I didn’t want to PRY but I sort of worked this out. I support you, Camilla. Go get some ass ❗️❗️

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Thank you, Pal. I'll do my best.

[the-wardens-right-hand]

@dulcinea-septimus I want to ask for advice as I think you have more experience with some things than I do.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Of course Cam!!! I’d be happy to help with anything you need 😄😄😄

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Well, you're familiar with the subject nature the sixth, the Warden in particular, like to read.

And its all very sensationalized. Its just not practical.

And I was always very focused on my studies. So... I may or may not be interested in the subject matter for current reasons that may or may not be applicable to my life circumstances.

And I want to talk to someone more knowledge than I am.

How do I know when I should pursue a relationship?

[dulcinea-septimus]

Ohoho! Camilla asking for romance advice?? I am SO happy to help 😄😄😄

Yes those novels are sensational to say the least. All grand gestures and sudden movements! Perhaps not the best practical applications haha!

Now I can’t say I have a lot of relationship advice (most of it was grand gestures a la the novels, very commonplace on the Seventh as you know)

But! I probably saw the most sickeningly sweet, wonderful, relationship play out in Pro and Mia. So I’ve got some good advice

Figuring out how to pursue a relationship is probably the most nerve wracking thing in the WORLD. (You should have seen Pro when he met Mia)

For you, I would say examine your feelings. Sit with them. How much do you know them? Can you imagine a life with them? Do your ideas of your future line up?

Additionally, how do they make you feel? Are there butterflies? Or a warm feeling of contentment when you’re with them? Does your heart light up when you see them?

As for pursing the relationship I would say the best thing really is communication! Pro was inconsolable for months worrying about whether Mia liked him, but I told him that he ought to hurry up and just ask her because I would rather like to see their wedding. So he showed up with her favourite flowers, and a card, and asked if Mia would like to go on a date with him. And she said yes!

Talk to them, see what they want, whether that be a relationship or not. Figure what is comfortable for the both of you! No relationship is the same and there are no definitive prerequisites for them! But talk to each other. And listen to what the other says.

Make sure they value you!! You are an absolutely wonderful woman and whomever has caught your interest better treat you right or they will have ME to contend with 😠😠😠

Best of luck my dear Cam! I know you’ll do great!!!! 😘😘😘

[the-wardens-right-hand]

Ah. Thank you Dulcinea. This is helpful. I will tell you how it goes.

[dulcinea-septimus]

I’m very glad I could help!! Do tell me all about it later~ 💗💗💗

[the-wardens-right-hand]

She asked me if I was feeling okay and asked to feel my forehead.

[dulcinea-septimus]

Oh dear :(

I’m very sorry, I’m always here for you 💗💗💗

Let me see if I can talk to her….I’ll be nice, I promise!

[the-wardens-right-hand]

I'm alright. It was one unsuccessful attempt. I can try again.