The Alexithymist

I do not have time for things that have no soul.

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Because sometimes her wings are not strong enough to hold her together with all her dreams.The choice is withering

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STAY

‘Stay.’ It was the most beautiful word he has ever said to me. And without doubts I stayed. I have stood there, on the same place.. over and over again. I left my dreams. I left my hopes. I put my hands on my ears so I wouldn't have to hear their words (follow your brain..follow your brain.. foll...)   I ran away from my happiness. I slap her at the face. I was stronger.

At that time I didn't knew that he is asking me to stay just to ruin my own world. I didn’t know he wants to make me a monster I have promised I would never become. I didn't know he would throw away all because of few pills and one stupid illusion. I didn't know the one's illusion is strong enough to ruin others reality. I didn't know... And the worst of all is that even If I knew it I would still stay, again.

Because.. ‘Stay.’ ...was the most beautiful word he ever told me. 

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If you tie the bird to her wings and try to make her love you, you are wasting your time. So, why the hell you still think that I came to stay?