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Sympathetic

Meditate my way into a subconscious haze Watch the friction as it kicks into your better days Bout the same time the sun turned in turbulent rays I caught a fever; I'm in a craze And I still crave you But it's clear I'm in another room than you Lights blind my eyes and I can't get through Clawing through the crowd to get to- who I fall down; everything is dark blue And I still crave you But it's clear But it's clear life is but a dream But it's clear life is but a dream

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thebootydiaries

me and my gals

Spinning

Raise your face to the sky like a pistol Razor sharp like a dart it's simple Things I'll never say to you So I pour my soul in the hole like cake batter Watch it spill over blood spatter Wondering what the fuck is the matter With me Wondering how you put up with me I drank the kool aid in cool shade on school days Then I split the rest like my chest with no bullet proof vest Yeah Cuz Not taking advice is one of my vices I roll the dice on the side and throw caution to the wind I dodge, duck and weave, move around like a spindle I'm explosive you know it more like a bomb than a candle That I'm trying to get a handle on So I can keep my handle on you

Hi my name is self sabotage

I been thinking About my vision Pour out my feelings Revealing the layers to my soul, my soul The layers to my soul Revealing the layers to my soul They wish I would go ahead and fuck my life up Can't let them get to me And even though I always fuck my life up Only I can mention me

#fml

introvertunites

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themadmax

#27 #30, no matter how much stick there are ways to linger down. Either way this whole thing is fucking true, I hate you all.

psych2go

Yes?!

thebirdedcatlady

#25 and #29 are true for me

psych2go

nakedly

well, fuck

my reaction to everything (via nakedly)

stonelario

I wanna see you happy hun but if it's me that makes you happy then I know you need a minute or a month of a year to forgive me

Beat

I was born on a Tuesday Die every Sunday Dust off the ashes Fly in on Monday

I jacked the knife I’m Jack the Ripper I went mad Dipped in the river

I went to pray I took some Mali I found solace Inside your body

I did my best I did my time I drank the water Sipped my wine

What is enough

#poems #poetry #original

G

It was just a dream Just a dream Why I didnt scream when I saw the seam Your spine was split But that wasn't how you did it Was it We couldn't prove it That you used the pills to lose it But You lived your life ma, So you got to choose this And I wonder Were you alive Would I write these rhymes about you Would I forgive you Would I love you Would we have a relationship or would you be selfish too Like they said you do Is it true? Is it too late You flew away Without saying goodbye to me But why would I get one, ma

#poetry #poem #original #dream

Bed

I’m repeating words you never said Pretending I’m inside your head But I won’t deny it I won’t even try to fight it What’s that picture inside your eyelids It’s getting hazy like a room full of high kids

And we can form a family we can form a family But you need to see what I can see Moving high velocity Rolling Rolling rolling rolling

the night was young Your body wrapped around me until the morning come Hello my sun I remember stormy weather but now the morning come My friend I can’t wait to show you the whole world it’s in the palm of your hand yeahh

And we can form a family we can form a family But you need to see what I can see Moving high velocity Rolling Rolling rolling rolling

Oh you show up Fill up my cup But baby let it spill over Let it fall over Pour it over me yeah

#poetry #poem #original

blackotaku97

Stop this shit right the fuck NOW 😂😂😂😭😭😭💀💀💀

fiercegifs

Please remember me, happily By the rosebush laughing With bruises on my chin, the time when We counted every black car passing Your house beneath the hill and up until Someone caught us in the kitchen With maps, a mountain range, a piggy bank A vision too removed to mention But please remember me, fondly I heard from someone you're still pretty And then they went on to say that the Pearly Gates Had some eloquent graffiti Like 'We'll meet again' and 'Fuck the man' And 'Tell my mother not to worry' And angels with their great handshakes But always done in such a hurry And please remember me, at Halloween Making fools of all the neighbors Our faces painted white, by midnight We'd forgotten one another And when the morning came I was ashamed Only now it seems so silly That season left the world and then returned And now you're lit up by the city So please remember me, mistakenly In the window of the tallest tower Call, then pass us by but much too high To see the empty road at happy hour Gleam and resonate just like the gates Around the Holy Kingdom With words like, 'Lost and found' and 'Don't look down And 'Someone save temptation' And please remember me as in the dream We had as rug burned babies Among the fallen trees and fast asleep Beside the lions and the ladies That called you what you like and even might Give a gift for your behavior A fleeting chance to see a trapeze Swinger high as any savior But please remember me, my misery And how it lost me all I wanted Those dogs that love the rain and chasing trains The colored birds above there running In circles round the well and where it spells On the wall behind St. Peter So bright on cinder gray in spray paint 'Who the hell can see forever?' And please remember me, seldomly In the car behind the carnival My hand between your knees, you turn from me And said the trapeze act was wonderful But never meant to last, the clowns that passed Saw me just come up with anger When it filled with circus dogs, the parking lot Had an element of danger So please remember me, finally And all my uphill clawing My dear, but if I make the Pearly Gates Ill do my best to make a drawing Of God and Lucifer, a boy and girl An angel kissin on a sinner A monkey and a man, a marching band All around the frightened trapeze swinger

#lyrics #missing you