Who Cares?

Thoughts and vents blog for a DID system.

[thefallenangelsdiary]

We should put a theme on this blog but thats so much work.

[thefallenangelsdiary]

I wanna die so badly every single night. I think i won’t but i do. Every time. Its bullshit. Its the nightmares, the darkness, the realization that nothing has changed, nothing is better.

[thefallenangelsdiary]

Lucifer is suffering too much for us to handle. And he represses all his feelings because he thinks that he's a monster who deserves to suffer and that that's how it should be. And he knows what torture looks like since he is... who he is, so he knows how to make himself feel even worse. He tries to do so without hurting the rest of us but obviously that can't work.

I understand why he hates himself so much, but none of the rest of us hate him for it. He doesn't let many people know what the real reason is but I know none the others would hate him. I don't.

- Maze (and Hunter)