the feeling of— @thefeelingofthings - Tumblr Blog

i am starting to feel abnormal. i fear i don’t know how to be normal about anything. i know part of this is because i battle severe mental illnesses, but it doesn’t take away from the fact—i am not having a normal human experience. everything i feel feels contrary to what i should. everything that wells up inside me feels like a machine on autopilot. i am feeling so…many…things. none of which i have the ability to control.

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what a silent killer love is.

oh how it dresses itself in fine silk, adorned with charm and damn near perfect smile. it envelopes you and makes you feel safe. it runs its hands through your hair and whispers beautiful nothings into your ear.

and just when you’re relaxed enough, all defenses down, it strikes. heavy, hard, with no room to breathe.

and just like that, you are dead.

waiting, for love to bring you bring you back to life.

she who takes is still the one with the power to bring.

oh how scary love is.

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i still hide you in my poetry.