StudyBlur

✍🏻🍎📚🌺📝🌼📖🤓💭 UK As Levels - year 1! English, Psychology & Sociology

[psychstudyblr]

Please tell me it's okay that I just failed a class. I came this far, then bombed a big project and it's an automatic fail. I had to drop the class.

FUCK YES. ITS OKAY TO FAIL.

Sometimes we try and try and try but in the end we still fail. I honestly have been there so many times.

I did an assignment for cognition last year. I started on the first day and spend A LOT of time on it. Guess what? I got 10%.

I did a stats test before and I spend a shit load of time studying and doing past papers. Guess what? I got 0. A big fucking zero.

I spent 4 years swimming and going to every single training session. Guess what? At every race I got LAST PLACE. 

I spend 2 years doing table tennis. Every session we had competitions against my team mates who were 4 years younger then me. Guess what? I lost every session, every competition to EVERYONE.

When I fail, I literally sob my eyes out because it fucking hurts. It hurts because I have tried so hard and got nothing. It hurts because everyone who tried less seemed to have done much better then me. So then I start asking myself “why do I even bother trying?!”

And then slowly these things will start creeping up on me:

If I didn’t try then I might have failed worse

There is literally no where to go but up now

Now I know where I went wrong. Now I can try TWICE as hard.

Fuck this piece of paper. In the end its just a piece of paper. I am alive and well and I am not going to let a piece of paper to defeat me. 

Whatever it takes. Even if I fail again, I am going to crawl back up on my hands and knees.

Does it work? Honestly, sometimes. Failure still hurts but I am crawling up. I am crying but I am still going. Tomorrow, I will wake up having failed but it will hurt less. Tomorrow I will try and try and try again. 

[simplystudied]

u know how badly i just want everything to stop. i want exams and deadlines to stop. i want to be able to read and write whenever and whatever i want. i wanna watch tv shows all the time i wanna listen to music and look out of my window for hours but i want to be able to do all this stuff without worrying about everything else. i just want it all to stop

[deeplifequotes]

Make yourself a priority. At the end of the day, you’re your longest commitment.

(via xxbimmer)

[checked]

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

Chuck Palahniuk (via checked)

[samisoffthewall]

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

As you get older, you really start to understand more about why people drink the night away, smoke their lungs black, or throw themselves off buildings.

(via boys-and-suicide)

[mytholgy]

I want to go on a roadtrip. I want to sleep in crappy motels. I want to sing along to happy songs while driving. I want to watch the sun rise in a different city every morning. I want to take pictures of new places. I just want to go.

[therelatableimages]

[psychotically]

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[wnq-writers]

To feel numb we ignore our feelings, ignore our heart’s desires. We ignore what we need to see so that we don’t have to feel anymore.

ineffable-memory  (via wnq-writers)

[nitrogen]

Do you ever miss yourself? The person you were before you had your first heartbreak or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted?

(via saudi-barbie)

[hplyrikz]

[hplyrikz]

The best quotes on Tumblr.

[wordsnquotes]

My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.

Medoff, Jillian, Hunger Point (via biorazgradiva)

[wnq-writers]

Because all I ever did was love you, But all I got was hurt.

Shannon Grey  (via wnq-writers)

[faded-and-dreaming]

[wordsto-remember]

The Vampire Diaries (The Fury) by L. J. Smith

[ended-dreams]

[minivampire]

I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.

(via minivampire)