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paramore

Everything is a drum

thebootydiaries

listen 👂🏼 SWEETIE 🙄✋ i may be UGLY 🙊🙅🏽😤 but at least 💋💯 i’m BROKE 💅🏽💅🏽🐸☕️

It's pretty draining being around someone who doesn't EVER SHUT UP

Everything is fucking falling apart woo

I had no idea that I'd still be doing this at my age. I'm almost 20 and I think I've finally come to terms with myself and realized that I need help. Ive been harming myself for as long as I can remember. I had a really bad anxiety attack last week and I didn't even think I was going to break skin, I just scratched my ankle repetitively, and now the gaping flesh wound is so severely infected that it hurts all the way up to my knee and I can barely walk. I'm just limping around work like an idiot. I'm so embarrassed of myself, I shouldn't be doing this anymore. I can't keep collecting scars, punching my legs and burning and cutting my body. But I literally don't know how to stop. I need fucking help lol. I can't afford to go to the doctor. I can't afford therapy, not that it ever helped me anyway. I'm just trying to get my shit together and I keep creating my own problems. I've just always left my mental disorders untreated and I'm pretty against forming dependencies on pharmaceutical medication. I have no idea how to help myself.

superconductivity

Stick To Your Guns // Nobody

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tsuki-dono-7-deactivated2019102

Trying to communicate with people while on shrooms is fucking difficult lol

I have so many things I need to be getting done today, but my crippling cramps are telling me to lay in bed instead and grip my uterus in pain while crying about stupid shit that doesn't make any sense.