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Edward "I'm going to hell anyway" Cullen: "Bella... I can't take your soul away... Like mine was taken... I can't ✨ D A M N ✨ you for eternity... Like I was damned..."

Carlisle, who can 110% hear them downstairs:

Idea: social media for the underworld

Every so often I feel that whole in my heart

I miss every day the opportunity to begin my life where I love

It isn’t all sad. My life is good. I’ve lost people I love, but the times I had with them and the people left with me still make it worth it.

But every day I think of new things.

Like so:

My father is only pictures. Images and recordings.

I listened to a voicemail he sent me. And god, it broke my heart. To know I’ll never hear that speak pattern, those vocals, that constantly aggressive tone, whether he was happy or sad.

He tried to be a good dad. He was a good dad sometimes. But the names he called us. I just can’t embrass it like him. Only lot as he was. I love him. I walll always him. And I’ll think every day “I wish I could have shared this with him”, but god. He was such an amazing asshole.

I don’t even know how to act. My mom remembers him as a great guy, but my dad was an ass. He didn’t recooperate from the things my grandfather did, and that’s okay. He was a good boyfriend from my mom says. But the fights started when he got married, and the drinking got bad when I was born.

Balls