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9:06pm Thoughts

It's been a while since the last time I wrote something here. It's not because I'm busy, it's because I'm stressed. I got so stressed that I've got tired doing anything. I just found myself looking nowhere and feeling so empty.

Right now I still don't know what to do. I still don't know where to start and where to end. I need someone to talk to right now.

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It’s kinda sweet tho

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8:12pm Thoughts

Do you know what's the worse feeling in the world? It's the feeling of taken for granted. It's when your showing them what you really feel but for them you are just having your tantrums and drama? It's when you show them that it's not fine to you but they still doing it? It's when you want them to stay with you but they still choose to go? That's the worse feeling ever.

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5:52pm Thoughts

I don’t know how and where to start, all I knew right now is I’m hurt. There are many questions in my head and I don’t know and I don’t know how to answer all of this.

Why do I need to feel this?

Why me? Of all the people why me?

Why does it hurt so much?

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5:03pm Thoughts

I don't know what's happening to me lately. I just don't feel doing anything. I feels like I just wanted to sit down, relax and doing nothing. To be honest, I haven't done anything today. Whaaahhh!! Whats happening to me?

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Today I don't feel like doing anything.

9:54pm Thoughts

I don't understand why he don't get me? Am I that really difficult to understand? I always pin point what I always wanted to say. I always make sure that he'll understand me right away. But why?

I just want him to know what should be prioritized. He always takes me for granted. He never understand what I feel.

Gosh!! I really want to shout right now. I wanted to release all of these anger inside me. I am suffocated with so much pain. I can't breathe.

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I wish I am strong enough to tell them what I feel.

2:14pm Thoughts

One of my friends told me, "You know what? I admire you. You are strong and independent lady. You can cope up with everything easily." I just smiled at her for an answer. Then I asked myself, Am I really strong?

The truth is, I'm naive, I'm vulnerable, I'm not strong, I'm easily hurt, I'm weak. But everybody sees me differently and I can't blame them for doing that. Because no matter how hurt I am, no matter how down I am, I don't show it anyone. I don't want them to feel burden because of me. That's why no matter how suffering I am I still laugh, I still smile, I act like I'm okay.

But for me, no matter how strong or how weak you are. As long as you believe in yourself, you will conquer every challenges that you will face.

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I was having my peaceful break when I heard some noises in our garden. Then when I went there, I saw this. Aww. It breaks my heart to see a lovely creature like this. 😭

8:24am Thoughts

I've been busy this past few days that's why I rarely post here. Right now I'm taking my rest from the hectic schedule that I had. Nothing really special happens to me past days. I'm just busy doing my errands and other stuffs, but fortunately nothing bad happens.

Today, I will be busy again with many things. I'm planing to open a small store for extra income. You know how difficult our world today. You need to work really hard for a living.

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