Living in My Own Chaos

✨ My naked truths // Deep convos // Funny chats & random memes // Cute convos with a side of chaos // Created when I was 22, now I’m 25 // 22 | ADHD // Depressed & anxious // Sky addict 🌌 // kdrama enthusiast 📺

[theintpgirl]

I just need someone who can hug me and tell me that I'm not as worthless as I think I am

[theintpgirl]

I know it's weird but strangely I've found comfort in knowing that we all feel a little alone sometimes.

[theintpgirl]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[theintpgirl]

Regret

You can't decide which choice to go for

So end up doing nothing at all

[theintpgirl]

Perhaps

I don't deserve nice things.

'cause I'm paying for the sins

I don't even remember

[theintpgirl]

Oh god,how I love to be loved..

[ihat3ev3rything]

I wish I could look at myself in the mirror without being disgusted at what I see. I can tell my friends to be strong and to love themselves but I can't do it myself. I feel worthless. Like I don't deserve to be loved.

[paracosmoon]

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot explain it to myself."

- Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

[theintpgirl]

*sobbing*

[deviika]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

[theintpgirl]

Do you guys ever just sit back and realize that you are not anyone's favorite person anymore, you're just there, so you just get this urge to distance yourself from everyone and be alone?

[theintpgirl]

Have you guys felt this weird feeling where you want to feel or do something but can't? Like there's this empty feeling in your life that you want to fill with something but don't know what to do. Or is it just me? Do you hear me?

[unleash-the-krayken]

Idk what i need to do to have any at least a bit of romantic to happen to me. Like traveling together and stuff... It hurts to see that happen to everyone around you and knowing that you're not gonna experience it at all

[weltenwellen]

Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

[theintpgirl]

"Until I Found You"

Georgia, wrap me up in all your...

I want you, in my arms

Oh, let me hold you

I'll never let you go again, like I did

Oh, I used to say

"I would never fall in love again, until I found her"

I said, "I would never fall, unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

I found you

Georgia, pulled me in, I asked to...

Love her, once again

You fell, I caught you

I'll never let you go again, like I did

Oh, I used to say

"I would never fall in love again, until I found her"

I said, "I would never fall, unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

I found you

"I would never fall in love again, until I found her"

I said, "I would never fall, unless it's you I fall into"

I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her

I found you

[theintpgirl]

[oysters-aint-for-me]

i call my parents and say ‘yeah i can’t do family stuff tonight, i got too much stuff to do for school’ and i e-mail my professor and say ‘i can’t do my assignments tonight, work got crazy’ and i text my boss and say ‘sorry i can’t work late tonight, i gotta some family stuff’ and through this triangulation of deceitful excuses i at last will be free