Phantom Ballet

ART ENTHUSIAST | BOOKS ARE MY SWEETEST PLEASURE | ADVENTURER 

[deviantart]

“45” by 25kartinok: http://bit.ly/2Iu8rTQ

📚 A massive tower of books: Your dream or nightmare? 📚

[theinvertedswan]

“Sebastian Michaelis”

[wnq-writers]

“You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart wisdom, or wax-poetic, or speak on politics and the depravity of society, or discuss how crucial it is that the stigma of mental illness be abolished. There are times when you have to get away from all that heaviness. You have to. And you will need superficial conversation about Kim Kardashian’s arse, or a debate on the color of The Dress. You will need those ones. So don’t go round cutting people off and dropping your friends. You need people for all your seasons. You need people or you won’t survive this.” !!

tinkerbell03  (via wnq-writers)

[fullcravings]

Biscoff Cheesecake Bites (recipe in Hebrew)

[theinvertedswan]

“Dark Knight”

The first ever birthday gift i sent to him. 

[theinvertedswan]

I want to see you. i miss you.

[theinvertedswan]

I just wanted to cry coz di ko talaga alam kung ano ba talaga ako para sayo. I;m confused. it feels like pinaglalaruan mo lang ako. I’ve been thinkin about you lately...

[wnq-writers]

My almost? Well I AM going through an almost. And I don’t know what to say- uhm, it’s near to beautiful- how? The sound that my heart makes when he is around is beautiful- how does it sound like? Well, it arises as he approaches but it breaks at the same time. It’s a paradoxical sound- he ends it and begins it at the same time. Do you get it? - I’m not sure- Uhh it’s something like matter being formed and being destroyed at the same time. Collision and fusion. The end and the beginning. He is this beautiful thing that I cannot hate for breaking my heart without knowing.

Mio, writing prompt #67: write about an almost relationship, which broke your heart (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

Be kind to me November, let me find the love I deserve.

soleilhoney, writing prompt #66: Write about November (via wnq-writers)

[theinvertedswan]

LIFE.

I want to play a classical song,

In the middle of this night.

I want to serenade your sadness,

And take it away to make you alright. I’ll drink the poison on your head,

Ready to sacrifice myself for you 

I’ll offer you my heart,

Because my love for you is true.

[remnant-thoughts]

I lie. When I speak. I lie. About myself. I lie. To people I care for. I lie. Because it’s easy. I lie. Because it’s easier, I lie, rather than sharing truths. I lie. If it makes them happy. I lie. When I look into the mirror. I lie. And I don’t like what I’ve become. I lie. Whatever it is they’ve made me. I lie. They don’t care. I lie. If I break. And while I lie here broken. They step on my pieces.

“Liars” remnant-thoughts (via remnant-thoughts)

[martinuche]

Illustration for a school library

[2amfilm]

god fucking damn, i love so easily and sometimes i forget that not everyone is like me - not everyone loves easily. and i wish i could stop being like this because i give away parts of myself that should stay hidden to people that don’t love me back. i blurt out things that shouldn’t be said and i end up wondering why everyone left. i was meant to be loving but not loved back.

[theinvertedswan]

Mas ok na siguro ang ganito kahit sobrang sakit panandaliang saya naman ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing kausap kita. Kahit alam kong sa sarili ko na dapat hindi ko dapat ginagawa to dahil mas lalo ko lang ginagawang tanga sarili ko pero wala eh nahulog na talaga ako sayo. Para ka bang isang lason sa buhay ko na kahit alam kong pinapatay ako nito paunti-onti patuloy ko parin itong iniinom, patuloy ko parin itong inaasam. 

[theinvertedswan]

Pinaglalaruan mo ba ako?

[wnq-writers]

No matter how much I fight with myself to deny it, only a few phrases pronounced by your angelic lips are enough to make me fall in love all over again. Your sweetness and stunning eyes are an overkill for my heart. If you could know about how you have me in your hands. I will be afraid of stumbling again, yet is all about assuming risks and I am ready for everything

anostalgicpoet  (via wnq-writers)

[theinvertedswan]

Just finished watching “ Kokoro ga Sakebitagatterunda. (The Anthem of the Heart)”. So much feels. Kinda upset with the twist that Jun and Takumi didnt end up together. It was a bittersweet story tho but still a good movie to watch. I kinda like the character of Jun Naruse coz she really reflects who I am as a person. 

May 22, 2017