spent a few days on this (fairly) long self reflection comic/poem i hope you enjoy it comic text for those with screen readers: I have barely improved, especially compared to everyone else. My age weighs heavily on me. What would my younger self think of me..? I always thought I'd just magically... get good? at things? at 18? That did not happen (i'm a NEET) not at all. I'm really quite frustrated with myself. I always seem to give up halfway. The guilt of all the things i could have been... it's like a gut punch. Sometimes I will see other people's work and just think "Wow. I'm awful. I shouldn't be here." People will tell me "No twerg! you're not awful!" They're kind and caring and genuine. But for myself I think... It's time to be okay with being awful sometimes, and it's important to be kind to myself. I will never grow from self-hatred. I can only evolve... from kindness. by twerg45 please do not repost
