The Lithium Queen

Just a creep trying to write all writing is my own

[thelithiumqueen]

[thelithiumqueen]

[thelithiumqueen]

[thelithiumqueen]

[kurt-cobain]

“If you’re a sexist, racist, homophobe, or basically an asshole, don’t buy this CD. I don’t care if you like me, I fucking hate you.”

— Kurt Cobain (via numchuckbitch)

[thelithiumqueen]

you tear

women down

shaming their bodies

and their choices

but still

needs your mommy

to do your

laundry

-mommy’s little boy

[thelithiumqueen]

you locked my wings

in heavy chains

with a silver

old fashioned stain

but just now i realised

the keys were with me

the whole fucking time

-free

[thelithiumqueen]

this is me

setting myself free

telling you i am no part

of your fucking property

that i’m not yours

or anybody else’s fool

that i am not

an empty house

that you can just

tear the windows down

i am mine

and forever will be

mine.

-this house is not for fucking sale

[thelithiumqueen]

F.l.y

(First love yourself)

[thelithiumqueen]

i take a look down at my arm

as i enter the airplane

i concentrate on the peonies tattoed

on top of old sorrows

and i think to myself

how funny it is that

life imitates art

because i am too

here, on this airplane

flowering from the things that broke me inside.

-peony

[thelithiumqueen]

my heart beats

stubborn

reminding me that

i’m still me

i’m still alive

and that, itself

should be enough.

-i am i am i am

[thelithiumqueen]

eat healthy, they say

it means self love, they say

but how can it be self love when

the only reason i do it is for

someone else to love me

like i am supposed to

love myself.

-eat your vegetables

[thelithiumqueen]

you tied me down

and made me believe that was freedom

you supressed who i am

and made me believe that was acceptance

so it isn’t surprising to me that

you pushed my head down

and made me believe it was consent.

-consent

[thelithiumqueen]

you weren’t the end of me

i still got miles of fight

left inside of me.

-i’m still a bloomer

[thelithiumqueen]

i’m tired of being used

and abused

always hoping the next one

won’t tear my body as i cry

because maybe my no

wasn’t clear enough

for your sick mind.

-the 4 letter word

[thelithiumqueen]

you will never fulfill your desire for love

because you don’t make love

you fuck empty bodies

with beautiful minds

and ugly stories.

-you

[thelithiumqueen]

the pure thing about being gay

is that you fight to love people

that you weren’t told to love

being gay is realizing that afterall

love is nothing but a choice.

-i’m just a lover