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good fucking job clancy

you can't do anything right and it's effecting others again

can't fucking stay awake. can't go 10 mins without hurting yourself on accident.

i feel like i made the cat freak out. he was scared of me

i got him hurt

i made him cry

i made him worry about me

i feel like shit. i can't help anyone

I shouldn't help anyone

#fuck if i know

it felt like you were talking to me through song

but i don't even know who I am

maybe im going insane . maybe you’re not here and im alone

#idfk #fears by elysewood

it's the 'im slowly forgetting your face' thing but instead it's me forgetting my own emoji and having a mental crisis on if ive ever existed in the first place

it's cool and super fine 👍

this is actually one of the worst people to be while this happens (other than ✨✂️ /nm )

#i meant to post this earlier

i hate how mean i am

i hate being angry, it's so fucking stupid- im so stupid

i feel stupid and mean and gross and it'd be better if I wasn't here because then i can stop being angry and hurting people ughhh

i want to hurt myself so bad

#:: 🧡🛑 ::

maybe one of these days i'll get used to this gnawing in my stomach that i cant get rid of

it's so frustrating. i dont want to always feel like this but here i am again

#:: ✨✂️ ::#:: 🍿 ::

make it stop make it stop make it stop

my stomach feels like it's tearing me apart

this isn't fair. why can't i just be normal for once

#:: ✨✂️ ::

i hate not being able to remember it all...

i have pictures so that's at least something. but i wish i could remember anything more. more than pictures and what i was told growing up. just something real that i remember.

#:: ✨✂️ ::#:: ignore this.. it's stupid ::

can i just like.. stop fucking up? for once.

#:: ✨✂️ ::

I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone imalone

i ' m a l o n e i ' m a l o n e i ' m a l o n e i ' m a l o n e

i ' m a l o n e . . .

#:: ✨✂️ ::#:: forgot to post this woops ::

kinda feeling vulnerable rn

don’t know how to process that or how to feel about it so i guess I'll ignore it for now

i don’t know

don't worry about me I'll be fine

#:: 🖱️🎧 ::#resident boyfailure #:: edited ::

im flying too close to the sun and im pretty sure he knows

fuck

#:: edited ::#:: 🎟️ ::

these posts look so pathetic woops