His Soul Majesty

Jake. MSUan. Soul writer. Debater. Ignorant. Former // nightintense

[themanoverthoughtsandwords]

It's a good thing I packed light.

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

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“There will always be someone who will give you the courage to continue life even how hard it is.”

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“How can you actually defy a strong threat of pain? It’s inevitable.”

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“Parts of moving on are sleeping all day, eating a lot, watching movies, browse the internet, study, make a lot of new friends, listening to loud music, allowing youself to shower for how many hours, and not entertaining some people. That’s a lot and many can still happen. But who can blame them? Someday it will be us. Or even now. Because those are some ways to instantly fade away the memories you made together that you can’t forget for a matter of 2 seconds, or maybe the person, or maybe yourself. Moving on is living within yourself and refreshing youself for tomorrow. But it’s never been easy, really.”

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“I think that pain doesn’t just demand to be felt. It also demands to be accepted. Because when you accepted the pain, nothing will ever hurt you again.”

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It’s really a hard thing for a broken person who gave all of him to someone to heal. The battle won’t consider how long or short the relationship lasted, the cries will never count how many bended knees you’ve made just to save the relationship. Being wide awake in midnight won’t consider the pride that you should have cut. Deep breaths will never consider how regrets visit you every second, every minute, every hour, every day. It’s really a hard thing to tell when are you going to be better. it’s really a hard thing that while you’re dying, you can see in him the gestures of a person who don’t give a damn anymore. It’s really a hard thing when a person who should have been happy today is now crying inside. It’s really a hard thing when you can’t accept the feeling that you’re going to be alone and lonely. It’s really a hard thing because you get used to it. It’s really a hard thing because in every happy moments, you remember him. It’s really a hard thing when you can’t be the person you used to be. It’s really a hard thing to let go.

But it’s also a sad thing when you have begged and asked for chances and reject you. All you wanted is to save the relationship and make it up to him. But it was too late. Your cries won’t matter anymore. Your bended knees won’t matter anymore. Your deep breaths will never be counted. Your efforts will only be useless.

Now, it’s a hard thing to say that there is really something that I can’t really save. It’s you. You’ve been running in my minds, I know. But I jus have to live with the pain. It’s nothing to the the painful things that I have caused you. It’s nothing because you thought I didn’t love you back. I will not just stay there and cry for how many hours. I will only close my eyes whenever I see you with someone who will make you happy to temporarily seal the pain.

It’s really a hard thing to say that I should let you go.

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“An Open Letter to All People who think that Blocking Someone on Social Media Sites is a Sign of Bitterness and Immaturity: People have different ways in coping with difficult situations. The same with some people being private that they like doing things on their own, some people work efficiently when they work with other people, some people having too many friends because they think that it’s always better when they have people beside them when they have problems, or some people that are doing just fine even without people around to help. People have different characters, different principles, and different capabilities. Doing these kinds of attitudes in most of their lives for so long, most probably, they’ll bring it everywhere, anywhere, anytime. Now that we have these social media sites (SMS) like facebook, twitter, instagram, most of these sites define how we live or wish how we live (because let’s admit that there are other people who post things that don’t necessarily define their real lives but wish to live one like what they’re posting in these sites) and bring with us our characters. People who are private are contented with just scrolling and scrolling and don’t post anything. People who are socially active have so many friends in every accounts that they have. And there are also people who block or unfriend someone because of some reasons.These people, who block or unfriend someone on facebook because of some reasons are not immature and bitter. They are perfectly okay and matured enough to be judged like SMS psychos or whatever they are called in this contemporary world. Immaturity doesn’t define a person when they unfriend you on facebook for instance. Immaturity is too heavy to use as a definition of this situation. Maturity is measured in making decisions in life wherein they have every single right to decide for their ownselves. To make their lives more comfortable, the situation, or the people around them. If people choose to ignore them and not unfriend or block them, despite whatever background story that they have, it’s okay because it doesn’t harm him/her in not unfriending or blocking somwone. And if people have to unfriend or block someone so that they might not be harmed (emotionally, psychologically, etc.,) it’s also okay because they think that doing this will not harm them.Bitterness is too harsh. Let’s understand them and respect their decisions.”

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“‘Moving on’ sound so simple at first but is probably the hardest thing to do in the world. It always is the first plan everyone has. The first idea everyone comes up with. The only solution everyone thinks there is. But no. You cannot just ‘move on’. It doesn’t work like that. You have to be tortured first. You have to cry rivers first. You have to feel pain and get hurt first in order to be able to ’move on’. You have to have been dead first in order to start a new life. You have to have read the last chapter of the book in order to start a new story. You have to have been broken first in order to be put back together, piece by piece. You cannot just move on cause someone said so. It takes weeks, month, yes even years in order to be fully ready to move on. So don’t feel like you have to move on right now right here, give yourself a chance to fully recover. Give yourself all he time you need in order to be fully ready for what’s to come next. Make yourself a priority first, in order to fully commit to whatever the heck you want to do next. And don’t worry you’ll move on. It might not be now, not in the next few days or weeks. Not even in the next few month, but eventually you’ll move on. Trust me. I’ve been there, done that, moved on and started again.”

— kiikiiriiki,  writing prompt #17: Write about moving on (via wnq-writers)

Thank you. I will

(via immssungit)

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How I love every inch of you. You’re like literature. You have every meaning to me. I can loose myself from your ever classical ambiance. Take me, for I am ready to write your beautiful mysteries.

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Dumadating na ako sa punto ng buhay ko na wala na akong nagawang tama. Na parang lahat ng mga ginagawa ko hindi naaayon sa mga gusto kong mangyari. Kahit ilang beses ko ng pagsikapan na umalis sa puntong yon, hindi ko parin magawa. Parang ang kamalian mismo ang lumalapit sa akin.

Tama nga siguro sila. Na hindi sa lahat ng panahon naaayon mo ang mga bagay sa plano mong gawin. Na hindi palaging nasa taas ka. Na hindi palaging nasa baba ka. Na bilog ang mundo. Na hindi mo kayang baguhin ang ikot ng mundo. Siguro tama nga din sila. Na kung dumadating ka na sa puntong wala ka ng direksyon at hindi na tumatama ang lahat ng mga bagay na gusto mo, pakawalan mo yong plano mo sa buhay. Kung hindi baguhin mo. Maghanap ka ng mga bagong tao, ng mga bagay, ng mga gawaing hindi sisirain ang maganda mong pananaw sa buhay.

Hindi sa lahat ng panahon, ang mga plano mo ang nasusunod. Kung minsan, kailangan mo din tumingin sa mga ibang bagay upang malaman mo kung kailangan ba talaga silang pahalagahan at ingatan. Dahil kung ipipilit mo yong mga bagay na hindi naman tumutugma para sayo, marami kang makakaligtaang magagandang bagay.

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Our biggest mistake about relationships is we conceptualize that fighting with your partner like almost everyday is something that is natural. We normalize the idea of saying bad words to each other, we make physical abuses beautiful in a metaphoric way, we standardize the idea that not letting go despite bruises and scars is the only standard of being a good partner. Although these are common situations, we also need to remember that love is calm. Love, in its purest sense, does not mean pain. It shouldn’t be senseless, it should have life. Love is being with that person and feeling complete just being with his/her side not talking. Love does not argue in what kind of toothpaste brand you want, love does not promote martyrdom. Love can be achieved without wanting that person to do as you want. If we really understand the love we want for ourselves without inflecting pain to others, that’s true love.

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Tumblr is the only place for me where I can be honest without the fear of judgement and discrimination.

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If mistakes are fine and they don't make you a bad person, then why is it that everytime we make mistakes, people see us like we're not part of this world?

[sunshineysprinkles]

Stop comparing yourself to other people. You’re an individual and you have your own personal strengths and weaknesses. Just because they’re not the same strengths and weaknesses as people you may admire doesn’t mean you’re any less admirable yourself. 

[avamariaa]

Note to self

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As a child, I always wanted everyone's attention. But now as I grow old, I'm carefully choosing the people whom I want to stay with and whom I want to let go.