[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

Umrah for me was not just a journey… it was a transformation.

It didn’t feel like a vacation where you simply tick off spiritual tasks.

It changed me… emotionally, spiritually, and even physically.

I didn’t expect how deep the feelings would be.

Moments of joy, moments of tears, moments where my heart spoke without words.

So many duas came from my soul that I never planned.

It brought me the imaan I had been longing for.

And I pray Allah allows me to keep this feeling, and to grow with it 😭🫂🫂🫂

Btw if Allah ever blesses me with a daughter one day, I want to name her Medina 🤍

[gamwthnzwhmou]

Reblog if you had a Tumblr for 5+ years

[weltenwellen]

“I don’t know what to do with my heart.”

— Emily Dickinson, from a letter to Lavinia Dickinson written c. March 1862 

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

It began to rain while I was reading outside 🌧

[mynameismr]

being sleepy is part of my personality

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

MONDAY

feeling the world slow to a halt, even just for a little bit

what are you up to?

[gorskivijenac]

my grandma's village this summer

[sabaryangindah-deactivated20260]

They said "go where you are valued."

So I ran back to Allah.

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[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

it sparks ✨joy✨ being at my fav coffee shop reading and having coffee on early morning ☀️

[humansofnewyork]

(13/13) “Right before Tripp went to prison I sat the kids down one-by-one. I told them that they were loved, and they were chosen. But they were conceived by a sperm donor. I thought it was going to be hard on them. But they were happy. The first thing they said was: ‘You mean we don’t have his genes?’ All of them have grown into such great people. We have our good weeks. And our bad weeks. Life wasn’t finished giving us surprises. I’ve had another marriage. And another daughter. I now have two beautiful twin granddaughters running around the house. Last night all my kids came over for dinner. We were together in the living room, talking and laughing. That’s still my biggest joy: watching these people love each other, helping them navigate through life. Elle needs to get her grades up, so I took her phone away. She was tickling me, trying to get it back. Charles was begging me to take him to Hobby Lobby, because he’s got his first girlfriend. He wants to make her a bracelet. John still drives his sisters crazy. They’re always complaining that he’s acting like their dad. He drives me crazy too. I’ll have just finished making dinner, and he’ll say: ‘Have you gone over Charles’ spelling words?’ It’s like: ‘Can I ever take a break?’ But I couldn’t have done this without him. One time I asked him: ‘John, what makes you so good?’’ He told me: ‘I saw how Dad treated you. And I never wanted to hurt you like he did.’ John graduates from dental school in May. He was elected president of his class, so he gave a speech at the induction ceremony. There were hundreds of people in attendance: all the students, all their families. John was the last one to speak. He thanked all his teachers, one by one. Then he pointed over to where I was sitting. He said: ‘Mom, can you please stand up?’ I had no idea what was going on, but I stood up. Everyone turned to look at me. And John said: ‘Mom, you’re the reason I’m here. You’ve taught me to push myself to limits I’ve never dreamed possible. When everyone threw in the towel on our family, you persisted. And you were everything we needed you to be. I don’t have a coffee mug to give you– but you’re the number one Mom in the world.”

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

🥺💔💔💔💔💔

[wintercorrybriea]

Adam Khan - Hillside gardens barn renovation and addition

[aidashakur]

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

Lol

[theforestdweller]

Where I wish to constantly be :']

[somnolentsuggestions]

looking up at night and realizing omg !!!!! stars !!!! - i dont think i’ll ever outgrow that

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

There was a bench near this beautiful and vintage house and I read here some pages, it was so calming 🦦 autumn is sooo beautiful in my city, almost every corner of this city has something beautiful to give you 🍂🍁

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

Hey readers of tumblr, did you read this book? Or watched the movie??? Ugh cannot wait to see what’s inside of it 🕺

[themusingsofacomplicatedmind]

I finished this book this Sunday at the most comfy couch but oh my gooood I had worst coffeeeeee ever 🤮 it can’t always be perfect right? 😂