El Rei.

welcome to the color of me.

[04k96]

[seraphemia]

[ericaofanderson]

Blood Moon.

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KnownOrigin / SuperRare / OBJKT / Zedge 

[ouroborosmoons]

[raezrblde-deactivated20250419]

Lola Flash, “Clit Club Series,” 1989

[pixel8or]

[thenewindian]

Was in the grocery store check out line earlier today and the guy in front of me had a bag of potato chips he was about to pay for. I have my AirPods on transparent listening mode so I can hear ambient noise, including when the cashier told the guy that his two cards had been declined. After the first card declined I was like ok yeah I’ll get his chips, no problem. Then she tells him that both of his cards declined! This is tough and awkward for all three of us, now. With a sunken heart and numb face, I tell the cashier that I’ll get his chips. I couldn’t even fully look her in the eyes because I wanted to cry. We’ve all been there. We’ve all wondered how we’re gonna pay for food. Some of us still do. Anyway, the guy thanked me and went on with his day. That shit hurt my heart…

[roseillith]

[suspend]

[eyexunt]

[cosmonautroger]

[suspend]

[lesoustitre]

[thenewindian]

Today I re-entered therapy. Although it was cathartic, it brought to the surface this profound sadness in me, mainly by my therapist acknowledging that I’ve endured emotional and verbal abuse from my father, and how her first impression of me is that I come off as emotionally closed off. I guess in the moments after therapy, I was thinking about younger versions of me who should have been protected and embraced, but instead had to protect himself and cope by making emotions less accessible, shutting off the vulnerable parts. I guess now I have to get back to work.  

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[thenewindian]

This picture (and the others, but especially this one), which is supposed to be beautiful, makes me depressed. I don’t want to be on Earth anymore. 

[cuteys]