My Master's pet

[theownedpet]

The Giver

So.... Lets call him BZ. He was in town for business and well....fun. And me being me, we ended up in his room after a light dinner and drinks. I was already wet from the belt strokes administered as ordered before I left for the date. One thing led to another and he ended up having a couple of fingers in each hand in each of my holes. Stretched and sore, my belly is still cramping from the intense pleasure the night before.

[theownedpet]

The Realisation

It's simple, and there had been enough foreshadowing about this as well. The deep hunger in me, the throb that makes me mindless, the inner voice that is screaming, begging, to be taken, is not going to be satisfied with sex.

The act in itself is pleasurable, but not fulfilling. I've sought it out multiple times, to slake the thirst within, but the need in me is like a wildfire and no amount of physical stimulation is coming anywhere close to even partially relieving it.

Only Sir's commands, bring presented to him, the total, complete surrender of my will, to be used, to be guided, to be taken - only these make sense to me anymore. Its like, I'm living in a world within a world and in this small slice of world, I'm the hungry li'l pet and he's my Master.

[theownedpet]

Needs

There often comes a time, when I am left alone, when the little parts inside my brain fall silent and the thoughts roll around as waves-unconstrained, unstoppable and for the most part, unheeded.

Those thoughts crave, beg, scream to be taken- broken apart and remoulded, again and again. The utter loss of control, handing over myself to be used, broken and then rebuilt with care is heady and addictive.

There are times when clothes feel too restrictive, my skin feels like it's being caressed by tiny feathers, all I can think of is adding stimulations that didn't even exist before for me. I feel like I'm turning inside out and deep inside me there is a throb, a rhythm, that keeps on begging for more and yet, for the life of me, I can't comprehend more of what.

[theownedpet]

Morning Musings

It has been a while since my morning has not started with grinding on the kitchen knobs while I make my morning tea. It has been an exercise in finding my centre before the banalities of the day sweep me away from my inner self. It is easy to get lost in the myriad of activities and feel too....untethered. 'The Morning Grind' as my Master calls it, keeps me grounded, it's an early morning reminder before my day starts that I am owned, I have my anchor. Gazing into the pot while the bubbles rise, I could feel my insides tighten up, soaring higher...till it was all I could do to keep on grinding till I reach the edge and then pull back, for how could I ever, without his express permission, cum? Jittery and yet, strangely focused, I used to start my day of meetings, briefings and more meetings. And every time I felt too swamped with work, overwhelmed, I would look back at my morning state and slip into that zone of anticipatory focus, with me throbbing underneath my professional persona.

[theownedpet]

The Rings

Got adorned today. With two rings through my lower lips. The first time I had heard my Master issue the directive, I was scared and was ready to bolt. Today, lying on the table, showing the artist exactly where my Master wants me pierced, I felt a sense of accomplishment wash over me, I was doing as I was told and that is my calling. The look of the rings as I was shown after getting pierced made me incredibly proud of myself and couldn't wait till I showed them to him, for his approval, for whatever would the world be, for me, without his reaction? I starve for a lick of attention, acknowledgement, approval and that is a slice of heaven for me. Knowing that he is raising a toast to my accomplishment, makes me peaceful, contented and as ordained, my Master's hungry li'l pet.

[theownedpet]

The Beginning

Duality - a concept that exists in science , art and the human element.

I live it. I have embraced my primal with the society. The inner with the social, and the true self with its complex realities. 

I am theOwnedpet, a concurrent being of two people. 

Both of my beings live, laugh and love in harmony, uncovering the new and diving into experiences that open up so much more in every realm.

I wish you can find yourself and be free !