You had finally ended the endless of hurt and pain but it seems like now youâre hurting more now than before. You wish it didnât have to end that way, believing that this was the case end of an era but fate had other plans for youâŠ
a/n: I just couldnât leave you all with that angst so I made a part 2 ;)
disc: minor angst, comfort, cursing, situationship to ?, Bakugoâs bad at feelings, fem!reader
It was my last class of the day and of course it had decided to rain. Perfect.
Luckily I had my umbrella, so I made my way back to my dorm building. It wasnât a long walk as the building I was in is closest to my dorm. I took the short walk there, trying to not get my stuff wet.
I walked up to the dorm building and made inside before it started to rain harder, I shook my umbrella off before I made my way up to my dorm.
I quickly got settled in my dorm, putting my stuff down before deciding what to make for dinner. My roommateâs out of town for the next couple of days, family things so itâs just me.
I had only started boiling water in the kettle before a there was a knock on the door. At first I thought it was a fluke, before there was another knock. More deliberate this time.
I made my way to the door, feeling a little exposed in my cat themed tank and shorts pj pair and black cardigan. I opened it, my breath being taken away from the sight.
Bakugo, completely soaked and breathing heavy.
âW-what? What are you doing here?â My resolve faltered for a sec before I remembered who he was.
âI hav- no I need to talk to you.â
âYou had a chance Bakug-â I start to say before he growls.
âDonât call me that.â
I roll my eyes before continuing, âI have nothing left to say to you.â
âI know I messed up, just please⊠hear me outâ He said please, Iâve never heard him say please ever.
He must be really desperate then.
I sighed before reluctantly moving aside to let him in, he slowly walked in. This time I really looked at him.
He looks terrible to say the least. His are red and shot like he hasnât slept properly in weeks and his shoulders sag, like theirs weights pressing down on him.
He sat down on of the kitchen stools, while I leaned against the wall across from him.
âWhat do you want?â I ask trying to get straight down to business.
My resolve may disappear if he stays too long so I need him to say what he needs to say and leave before it does.
âI- fuck, I know I messed up. I know I did some shitty things and I know this ainât gonna make up for it.â
âI took advantage of what we had, thinking I could make it stay that way forever. I was scared okay, I felt these things that I had never felt before and it scared me.â
I let him talk, my arms crossed to guard myself.
âI knew we agreed âno strings attachedâ but before I knew it, it was anything but that.â
My breath hitched at that.
âFuck, I know Iâm not good at this and thatâs why it ended the way it did but I want to tell you what I should I have told you earlier. I fell for you.â
âI fell in love with the way you laughed at Denkiâs stupid jokes, the way your nose scrunched in happiness after you ate something good, howâd you smile at anyone and everyone, I fell in love with you and it scared the hell out of meâ
My eyes teared up, my vision blurring slightly.
âI know this isnât going to change much because I still fucked up, but I just had to let you know that I love you.â
He said before he got up from the stool, getting ready to leave. Before he could get to the door, I stood up and grabbed his arm as he passed me.
I looked up at him, tears streaming down my cheeks, âI love you, more than I should.â
His eyes melted to something I had never seen before, before he hugged me tightly. Like I would disappear.
âWeâll figure this out, and weâll do it the right way.â
He grumbled as he soaked my clothes as we hugged tightly, his head hidden in my neck.
In this moment, everything felt right and I may not know whatâs next but I know everything will be alright.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN @dakusan-deactivated20250804 IS GONE??! NOOOOOOO, MY VAMPIRE SKZ đđđ BRO WHAT DID YALL DO, I LOVED HER WRIting, I THOUGHT SHE CONFIRMED IT WAS ACTUAKLY HER WRITING đ„đđđđ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„ vampire! Han Jisung you will be yearned for..
its heartbreaking to see youd rather spend your time on an ai copy paster than literally anyone else on the platform who writes by themselves. if nothing else this is actually an insult to eff and her work since you seem to be friends. i hope you can consider this next time ure hyping this person up.
I'm sorry, WHAT?
Just because she is a good writer does not mean she uses AI? Damn, what happened to this app....
And I spend my time reading a lot of people, even leaving little comments to support them. Eff IS a great writer, a dear friend and she is my favourite on this app and she will always be. She knows that.
people need to just accept that you canât always tell if something is âai-generatedâ. dakusan made WONDERFUL fics out of her sexy brain only to be accused of it being made by a robot. bro. she spoke about it already and nowâŠ:( sheâs gone. from tumblr. i hope she is able to live a better life (ykyk hopefully come back) because these fkn losers just cant accept that people write so well to the point it seems fake (sounds weird but ygm). gonna miss daku so much. i have something to confess đ i was one of her anons. idk if i should say which one butâŠi had a special emoji to my name and iâm gonna keep pride in that
You had finally ended the endless of hurt and pain but it seems like now youâre hurting more now than before. You wish it didnât have to end that way, believing that this was the case end of an era but fate had other plans for youâŠ
a/n: I just couldnât leave you all with that angst so I made a part 2 ;)
disc: minor angst, comfort, cursing, situationship to ?, Bakugoâs bad at feelings, fem!reader
It was my last class of the day and of course it had decided to rain. Perfect.
Luckily I had my umbrella, so I made my way back to my dorm building. It wasnât a long walk as the building I was in is closest to my dorm. I took the short walk there, trying to not get my stuff wet.
I walked up to the dorm building and made inside before it started to rain harder, I shook my umbrella off before I made my way up to my dorm.
I quickly got settled in my dorm, putting my stuff down before deciding what to make for dinner. My roommateâs out of town for the next couple of days, family things so itâs just me.
I had only started boiling water in the kettle before a there was a knock on the door. At first I thought it was a fluke, before there was another knock. More deliberate this time.
I made my way to the door, feeling a little exposed in my cat themed tank and shorts pj pair and black cardigan. I opened it, my breath being taken away from the sight.
Bakugo, completely soaked and breathing heavy.
âW-what? What are you doing here?â My resolve faltered for a sec before I remembered who he was.
âI hav- no I need to talk to you.â
âYou had a chance Bakug-â I start to say before he growls.
âDonât call me that.â
I roll my eyes before continuing, âI have nothing left to say to you.â
âI know I messed up, just please⊠hear me outâ He said please, Iâve never heard him say please ever.
He must be really desperate then.
I sighed before reluctantly moving aside to let him in, he slowly walked in. This time I really looked at him.
He looks terrible to say the least. His are red and shot like he hasnât slept properly in weeks and his shoulders sag, like theirs weights pressing down on him.
He sat down on of the kitchen stools, while I leaned against the wall across from him.
âWhat do you want?â I ask trying to get straight down to business.
My resolve may disappear if he stays too long so I need him to say what he needs to say and leave before it does.
âI- fuck, I know I messed up. I know I did some shitty things and I know this ainât gonna make up for it.â
âI took advantage of what we had, thinking I could make it stay that way forever. I was scared okay, I felt these things that I had never felt before and it scared me.â
I let him talk, my arms crossed to guard myself.
âI knew we agreed âno strings attachedâ but before I knew it, it was anything but that.â
My breath hitched at that.
âFuck, I know Iâm not good at this and thatâs why it ended the way it did but I want to tell you what I should I have told you earlier. I fell for you.â
âI fell in love with the way you laughed at Denkiâs stupid jokes, the way your nose scrunched in happiness after you ate something good, howâd you smile at anyone and everyone, I fell in love with you and it scared the hell out of meâ
My eyes teared up, my vision blurring slightly.
âI know this isnât going to change much because I still fucked up, but I just had to let you know that I love you.â
He said before he got up from the stool, getting ready to leave. Before he could get to the door, I stood up and grabbed his arm as he passed me.
I looked up at him, tears streaming down my cheeks, âI love you, more than I should.â
His eyes melted to something I had never seen before, before he hugged me tightly. Like I would disappear.
âWeâll figure this out, and weâll do it the right way.â
He grumbled as he soaked my clothes as we hugged tightly, his head hidden in my neck.
In this moment, everything felt right and I may not know whatâs next but I know everything will be alright.
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It had been a cycle, one you couldnât break of hook-upâs in his apartment to blow jobs in his car, you couldnât do it anymore. You had fallen for him, hard but he hadnât, one bit.
a/n: i was feeling kinda angsty today so I wrote this ;) part 2 right here
disc: mature themes, 17+, angst no comfort, toxic situationship!Bakugo
I wish I could proudly say I ignored his texts today,
That I ignored all the calls he gave me when I knew deep down what he wanted.
I wish that I could tell my friends that I did it,
That I blocked him and will never see him again.
But today, doesnât seem like that day.
âKats-Katsuki!â I cried out as he pounded into me roughly.
I found myself once again in his apartment, on his bed, under him.
He grunted, putting more strength into his thrusts, âYouâre such a slut for me arenât you.â
Bakugo groaned, leaning his head into my neck and sucking harsh marks into it, claiming his stake.
It was all too much, the sex, my feelings, everything.
And then I just started crying, overwhelmed and tired.
He just kept going, unaware to the reason of my crying, âYou want it so bad youâre crying for it.â
He laughed. He actually laughed, so deep in the pleasure he couldnât realize that I wasnât crying in pleasure but in pain.
âYou gonna cum, youâre gonna cum for me you whore?â His voice rough as he reached his down between his body.
âCum for me, I know you want toâ
When my high reached, it felt even more so overwhelming with all the feelings involved and my regrets.
He only continued though, chasing his own high without disregard for my flowing tears.
âF-fuck, you take it so well, such a good girl for meâ
The feeling of his warm cum filling me to the brim, I just knew I had to end things. My eyes stung at my nonstop sobbing.
When he finally pulled out was when he realized my crying hadnât stopped.
âFuck, whatâs wrong with ya?â He asked, as he grabbed his boxers.
I covered myself with his sheets as I couldnât bear being vulnerable with him as I am naked.
âShit, is it something I did?â He asked as he stood in front of me, arms crossed and eyebrow raised.
âIâm sorry Bakugo, I canât do thisâ I told him, my sobs stopping just enough for me to speak.
âThe what fuck you mean? and itâs Katsuki to youâ He growled out, obviously annoyed but confused as well.
âI canât do this, us, anymoreâ I tell him, as I stand to get dressed.
âThe fuck you mean?â He asked as he my wrist, tight grasp holding me back.
âI just canât Katsuki, I wonât do what to this to myself anymoreâ I ripped my hand from his grasp before getting dressed.
He kept asking me questions as I got dressed and grabbed my stuff but I ignored him.
I didnât make it to the front door before he grabbed my wrist again, tighter this time.
I looked up at him, usually I can read his face pretty well but there was something different this time, something I couldnât read.
âAnswer me goddamn itâ He growled, pulling me closer.
âI told you Katsuki, I canât and I just wonâtâ I tried to escape.
âAnd Iâm asking the fuck you mean by that?â He growled, eyes darkening.
âI canât keep expecting more Katsuki! My heart breaks every time you hit me up in the middle of the night and I donât even get a text the next morning. It hurts for me to try to text and not even get a reply but I run when you do.â
âIt hurts when I see at a party with another girl, doing and saying the same things you said to me. And I know we agreed no feelings when we made this agreement but I just couldnât help falling in love with you. But now I wonât let myself be hurt any longer, so Iâm leaving Katsuki and Iâm never coming back.â
His breathing stilled and it seemed like everything paused, his ears ringing. He didnât know how to react, never did when it came to you.
I couldnât bear being in front of him any longer and once again freed my arm before actually making my way out of the door. And it wasnât till I made it to my car did I sob, unaware to what was happening upstairs.
Iâve just been really busy with school and trying to get into my masters program but now Iâm more settled. I do though.. need some inspo.
Please.. đ fill my inbox with requests
Iâm trying to expand from just texts to short fics and write for more fandoms, ex: Haikyu. Iâm also trying to make my page look like those good writes like the decorated pages and the like little hearts or stars some of them have, so give me some tips puh lease.
