TheSecretAmore

'Tis this secret haven of thoughts never spoken.                      Loveil Rosery | 15 Aug 1994

[afadthatlastsforever]

You cannot depend on others to heal your heart, only you carry the necessary tools and understanding to make it strong and whole again.

Beau Taplin • S e l f - S u r g e r y  (via afadthatlastsforever)

[mikelernerphotography-deactivat]

thoughts before departure

in 12 hours i’ll be headed to LA. In a car, on my own, podcasts and audiobooks as my company. 

im not running away from anything/anyone, but starting a new adventure, and I’ll see what the next 10 years will bring.

the people in my life are doing really well. friends are happy, and old flames are finding the life and love theyve always wanted.

kinda bummed i couln’t say goodbye to everyone, but the ones who mattered know i’m thinking of them

you can do whatever you want in this life. don’t listen to other people. this world is rough, but your skin is built to get tough. you got a want in your life, well then make it happen.

take care of each other, hold your friends high and lift them up when they’re down. 

that’s all we can do

[why-d0-i-exist]

Feeling Sad?

I hope this helps and I hope you feel better. I love you.

WEBSITES & GAMES

Free Compliments

You are fucking majestic

Rainy Mood

Free Hugs (when you’re lonely)

Calm down for a bit

Plant some flowers

Turn a quote into a masterpiece

Create a Polyvore and make pretty sets

Make a gif of a Youtube video

Tangle things up

Make your own spacey wacey thing (I love this)

Some silence if you need a bit of peace

If your thoughts are becoming a burden

Paint like jackson pollock

Pleasant silky thing (very fun)

Give/get comfort 

Live puppy cam

Multiple live puppy cams

Live kitten cam

Playlist of cute puppy vids

Travel without moving

Play with a pet over the internet

Learn another language

Type your thoughts away

IMAlive (crisis chat line)

Looking at something

Be Calm

My Noise

Sadness Helper

Crisis Chat

Sonic bubbles

Explore the world

Collection of useless websites

Thoughts of the stoned

Rainycafe (some background noise if you need it)

Make some music

Listen to some music (with a few buddies)

Cats woo

People pointing at your cursor (v amusing)

See the universe

Learn a little

Slap someone with an eel

Search for usernames in multiple social networking sites

Learn a new language

Learn html

Cute animals to look at!

Places to see before you die

Make everything okay

Cute videos

Super mario

Cubefield

Survive nature

You are awesome

Colour quiz

Funny video

Learn something new

Eye/personality test

Fun facts

Masterpost on downloading stuff

Get more out of google

Cute little puppy licks

Circle thing

Play old Nintendo games!

Anon Venting or here

Geocaching!

Make a Mermaid of yourself

How to Raise a Dragon

Haunt the House

Alien Thing

…But That Was Yesterday (A game about moving on)

The Majesty of Colours (Sea Monster game)

Sushi Cat

Nuclear Plant (apocalyptic game)

Bunni (bunny game)

Roller Coaster Rush

Werewolf game

Tiny Dangerous Dungeons

Treasure Hunt

Cursor game

Daymare Town

Grid game

Samsara Room

I Saw Her Standing There (Zombie love story)

Feed the Head

Factory Balls

Grow Nano Vol. 3

Tonypa’s Games

6 Differences

I Can Hold My Breath Forever (exploring underwater caves game)

I wish I were the moon

Small Words

Don’t look back

Alight in dreams

A house in California

Silent Conversation

Prior (creepy/dark game)

ImmorTall (alien game)

Loved (scary game)

One Chance (dark/apocalypse game)

Every day the same dream (dark/fatalistic game)

Elude (dark/sad game)

Symon (death themed)

Pizza King 2

Boomshine & Obechi

Filler

Music Bounce

Dropsum & Dropsum colours (math games)

First Person Tetris

Flash Tron

Dolphin Olympics

Mirror’s Edge 2d

Bubble Tanks Tower Defense

Bloons

Elephant games

Cute little games

Cute & calming games

Pick the right colour

Cubefield

20 Questions

Games to play online/download

Tetris

Barbie Makeover

Stickman adventure

ART

Painting/Canvas Ideas

Drawing!!

Make a Terrarium 

Draw horses!

DIY Ideas

Art Tutorials

Drawing hair/fur 

MUSIC/SOUNDS

Listen to music or here

Make a Playlist

Playlists based on mood

Sound Cloud

‘Weathervanes’ by Freelance Whales

Stormy Ocean

Cat Purring 

Thunderstorm (Close)

Thunderstorm (Far Away)

Ocean

Weightless

Wind Chimes 

Tibetan Bowls 

Nature (Images of River)

Space Ambient

Ambient Electronic

Human Heartbeat

“Native American” Style Flute/Drum (Images of Fire)

Rainforest

Celestial White Noise

Music to Help Combat Night Terror 

Winter Wind (Images of Trees and Snow + Cheesy Shakespeare Quote)

Autumn Wind

Howling Wind

Rain on Tin Roof

Rain on Tent

Traffic (Distant)

Traffic in the Rain (Close)

Fan

Distant Train 

Relaxing Trance/Electro

Chillstep (Relaxing Dubstep) (Vocals Used)

Relaxing “Chinese” Inspired Meditation

Soft Piano

Sad Violin and Piano

Instrumental

Stormy Ocean

MOVIES

Findflix

superhero films

moviestaughtmehowtofeel’s masterpost (29 films)

alwaysattracks’ masterpost (Disney films)

consultingtimelord-atyourservice’s masterpost

ineveryending’s masterpost (classic hollywood movies)

Disney movies

Movies to download

10starmovies

movie25

movie4k

megashare

Teen Movies: Juno , 10 Things I Hate About You , the Princess Diaries

Kid Movies: steven universe , the lego movie , the iron giant , elf , lilo and stitch

Tons of movies

More movies

Movie masterpost blog

Watch Disney Movies online for free

TV SHOWS

tvmuse

Netflix

Solarmovie

Hulu

Free-tv-video-online

Tubeplus

Motionempire

Cokeandpopcorn (watch any TV show)

Links to TV shows & music

BOOKS

Readanybook

Read something

100 All Time Best Books

Buy Cheap Books

Looking for alaska by john green.

Lord of the rings

Goosebumps

Classic literature masterpost

Divergent, and allegient by veronica roth

Books & comics masterpost

Marvel comics masterpost

DC comics masterpost

Pretty little liars masterpost

The bartimaeus trilogy by jonathan stroud

SELF-CARE

Make your own bubble bath

Make your own bath bomb or here

Super easy nail ideas

Online Journal/Diary

30 Days of Yoga

Ways to fall asleep fast

Creative Hobbies

Homemade Facial Mask

Homemade Facial Scrubs or here

Homemade Hair Treatments or here

How to braid your hair

How to do buns

Homemade Skin Care or here

Nature Photography

Creative Visualization

Exercise Videos

How to Meditate

How to do Tai Chi

Make a vision board

How to make changes in your life

Fatal to the Flesh (Alternative to self-harm TW)

Get Motivated 

Make a comfort box

Positive Quotes

50 things that make life happy

9 things you can do to be happy in 30 min

30 day self-esteem challenge

Friendly Reminders 

COMFORT FOOD

Cook something yummy

Mug Brownie

Cookie Dough Stuffed Cupcakes

Amazing Milkshakes

Best Chocolate Chip Cookies

Yummy Brownies or Best Brownies or Vegan Brownies

Chocolate Fudge

Chocolate Cupcakes

Chocolate Pudding

Chocolate Cake or Vegan Chocolate Cake

Cheesecake or Brownie Chocolate Chip Cheesecake

Apple Pie or Blueberry Pie or Cherry Pie

Chocolate Ice Cream

Nutella Coffee Shake

Peanut Butter Bars

Talk to me

More Help/Tips/Advice

[thesecretamore]

The Second, Third and Fourth Letters. These three letters are for my college treasures, given to them during our lunchdate in Greenwich Ayala Center Cebu before we took our Christmas vacations in 2014. I would have never survived college without you three. Thank you so much for everything. Thank you for listening and for sharing a part of your life with me. I really hope to see you again soon. May all our dreams come true. I miss you and I love you.

[thesecretamore]

My First Letter. This is the first one I wrote in my life letters, dated June 26, 2014 for someone who taught me a lot of things. I’m sorry I never gave this to you. I’m sorry I had to because things simply have changed and this is for our own good. In this letter, I have expressed how thankful I am for all the experiences I had with you. They may not all be good, but they are important to the person I am now. Know that I never regret anything and that I shall always keep a friend in you. I know we are both happy now. Stay safe Babz.

[thesecretamore]

Cebu Through Poetry | Cindy Velasquez | TEDxUniversityofSanCarlosSalon

Walay sama akong kalipay sa dihang maminaw kanimo nga maglitok sa imong mga balak ug ideya. Hangtod sa kahangturan, mu-bilib gayud ko sa bulawan mong kasing-kasing ug huna-huna. Usa ka sa mga tao nga akong inspirasyon padulong sa akong mga pangandoy. Daghang salamat Miss Cindy. Naghinaut ko nga sa sunod natong pagkita, andam nako muingon sa imong atubangan, “Miss, natuman na gayud nako ang akong mga damgo.”

[thesecretamore]

I'm ready to lay my eyes on you, again.

[thesecretamore]

First official travel: Samboan, South Cebu, Philippines. April 2015.

[redheadsdoitbetterxo]

“One day, he’s going to know. He’ll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents names. He’ll know how old you were when you learned to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. He’ll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. He’ll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour, and song. He’s going to know why your awake at 5am. He’s going to know and love the parts of you that you hate, and the way you get confused. He’s going to know your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes, and your worries. He’s going to know about your dream wedding, and He’ll know your strengths and weaknesses, laziness, and your mixed emotions. He’s going to know your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. He’ll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions and your laugh like it’s his favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, sleep, fidget and kiss. He’s going to know that you have already picked out wedding flowers, baby names and tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaids dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. He’s going to get annoyed, and then accept that you leave your clothes everywhere. He’ll know your McDonald’s order off by heart, how many sugars to put in your coffee/tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. He’s going to know how you feel without telling him, and that your crying without shedding tears. He’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. He’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what else? He is still going to love you.”

(via littlewolfxox)

[thesecretamore]

It's 3:27AM and I'm the only one awake. I'm lying on a mat laid on the floor and I couldn't sleep. All I could hear is this defeaning silence..the non-stopping sound of crickets from the outside..the lizards in the ceiling..and the roosters crooking from the neighborhood. I'm sad, so sad..because I know I'll miss this peace.

[larmoyante]

And I learned ‘You deserve better’ was sometimes no more than a synonym for ‘I don’t want to hurt you, and I want you to be happy, but I don’t love you anymore.

Beau Taplin, You Deserve Better (via larmoyante)

[thesecretamore]

Rumble tonight in my room! Just got his newly-washed favorite pillow back! 😊

[thesecretamore]

Best time of day. 👧🐶

[thesecretamore]

9215. These mini-reunions. 👊

[awelltraveledwoman]

He probably was your soul mate. Your problem is you don’t understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit and that’s what everyone wants but a true soul mate is a mirror. The person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet cause they tear down your walls and smack you awake but to live with a soul mate forever? Nah, it’s too painful. Soul mates they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you and then they leave and thank god for it.

Eat Pray Love (via awelltraveledwoman)

[thesecretamore]

I honestly don’t know what to do and what to feel about having my first job in Manila and starting in October. It seems like I shouldn’t be here.

[thesecretamore]

Hello three-kilo pineapple.