Kay

All pronouns Lesbian 😨😨😨 Lowkey been using this as a diary recently

[ernest-pamphilow]

i am so tired of this world.. you have no idea.

[theseuslovesart]

chat am I making it to 18

Type one if yes type two if no

[theseuslovesart]

Feel like I’m constantly pestering everyone around me😔😔

[lynarttt]

Wip for my comeback!!!

[tageerdo]

[theseuslovesart]

feels so disorienting whenever I’m with my friends parents and they treat me so nicely and kindly and than I start to wonder what I did wrong and why don’t I deserve parental love like that

[theseuslovesart]

It’s so upsetting to see my friends complain about not hanging out with people and being lonely while I’m LITERALLY stuck in a completely different country on a military base I’m not allowed to leave and I don’t know anyone here

it’s so frustrating cause all you have to do is meet up with each other but all of them keep complaining

If MULTIPLE people are expressing their wishes to see their friends again and none of them are making plans it really gets me upset and makes me feel like shit

[theseuslovesart]

keep checking my phone hoping someone reaches out to me like a loser

[theseuslovesart]

sometimes I feel like my friends only talk to me when I’m sad or actively trying to kill myself

I’m good for other things I promise

please why does no one ever reach out to me

[theseuslovesart]

need to get euthanized

[theseuslovesart]

forget shouting into the void let the void engulf me

[theseuslovesart]

I can feel him giving up on me

[theseuslovesart]

i need help i think

[theseuslovesart]

istg you can’t even tell people you love them anymore without them freaking out

[theseuslovesart]

stop talking to me I know you want to

I know how hard and exhausting it is to deal with a depressed friend constantly

if you just cut me off I can finish this already please

I can tell you are tired of me there is no reason to keep me around

please just let me end it without guilt just let me go

[theseuslovesart]

I feel like a flying beetle whose body is to heavy for its wings so I just start hitting things and crashing out of control

[theseuslovesart]

need to drop off the face of the earth and disappear that would probably help