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childhood trauma is so weird because you grow up to find out that stuff that happened wasn’t okay and suddenly memories come back and you realize how it really messed you up on the inside

#Something happened when I was younger that I've never talked about but it fucks me up when I think about it

Oof chest hurts because acknowledging the fact that we aren't comfortable with each other and wouldn't work out well while living together hurts

I'm fuckin suffering and dude don't give a FUCK

Got put on meds for anxiety and now my "boyfriend" has been acting really short with me and won't say he has a problem with it but also won't say he doesn't, even though I've asked him. Fucking love that. Way to make me feel more anxious.

When his roommates go "yeah he's emotionally manipulating you" :/

It hurts having no one who loves you unconditionally.

It's also a good ploy to make someone feel unwelcomed in the state you moved to so that they never follow you there ever so you can eventually be free of them from your life completely. It might take some time, but you'll get there eventually. Don't worry.

jehovahhthickness

Boys lie so damn much. They can say “good morning” to me & I have to check to see if the sun is out.

Buying someone flowers and a necklace doesn't excuse you making them feel bad in front of your friends and making jokes about you not loving them when you know they love you.

Am I childish and emotionally stunted? Yes.

Am I going to stop this self destructive behavior? Not anytime soon.

Is that a problem that only affects me and no one else in my life? Most definitely.

I'm a ~*fucking*~ burden and everyone would be better off without me in their liiiiives. I contribute !nothing! of value to anyoneee and am a waste of **spaaaaaaace**

I really just have like no friends. Can't talk to anyone without judgment. Sometimes I just want to vent without someone telling me their opinion.