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Hi! Iâm Starz! Welcome!
Iâm 22 and a queer transmasc in a very strictly monogamous mlm t4t relationship and this blogs only purpose is to serve as a public diary to be gay and horny for my boyfriend (and my boyfriend only)
We are AuDHD, BPD, and chronically ill, language reflecting this and sexualizing (for our own pleasure) these illnesses and stereotypes will be reflective here occasionally.
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Language surrounding anatomy; I use mainly masculine/neutral language, but not exclusively. Some things will be feminine.
Language in general; this blog is specific to my relationship and the identities and language within that, and I am a relatively feminine dogboy, so be warned that related language (ex; puppy, princess, femboy, etc.) will be used here
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However, be warned that things like intox, cnc, corruption, omo/piss, and the occasional heavier kink will be quite common here, so if thatâs not for you my blog is not the right fit.
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A few weeks ago we had a uni break and went home for a few days so we had the freedom to vape weed in his room while we were home alone (canât do this in dorm obviously)
So one morning we were just vaping in his room, and as the horny fags we are one thing lead to another and I ended up between his legs, and god.
Looking up at him while flicking his dick with my tongue and watching him hit a blinker, him pulling me off him every so often and plugging my nose to make me hit the pen and then shoving me back on his dick before I could exhale so I just end up with my brain fuzzy and gasping in to him, taking the pen from him at one point and making him hit it while Iâm sucking him off like Iâm starving and hearing him whimper around it.
Remembered the time my boyfriend held the (dull) edge of his pocket knife to my throat cuz we were fooling around (/nsx + /wc) and I yearn for cnc knife play
single word commands are soo hot like "sit" "tongue" "spread" "kneel" or like patting your lap or the seat next to you like puppybrained tf outttt woof woof yes sir!!!!!!
mmngh I need that gorgeous tboy on my lap grinding on me while we make out fucking violent as fuck omggngh and I grab onto every part of him that I can reach and mark up his neck and please
The last night before we go home for Christmas break and wonât see each other again until new years, weâre clingy and desperate to be close to each other
Weâre making the most of the night, decorating Christmas cookies, giggling, flirting and teasing each other
At some point my head ends up between his legs, kissing his thighs, nuzzling into him, lapping at his dick
He tangles his hands in my hair, tells me how pretty I look, praises me, calls me his good boy, his good puppy
He pets me as I get him off, asks me to keep sucking him off after he cums, I lap at him until he pushes me away overstimulated
Then it switches
He gets my boxers off, teases my dick
I end up bent over his bed, his hands dancing across my skin, he asks if he can fuck me and gets the strap out when I answer yes
He slips inside me, filling me completely over and over again
He bites at my hips to hear me whine
He ends up cuffing my wrists behind my back, thrusting in and out of me as my my fingertips graze his wrists as his hands wander across my back and ass
He tugs at my hair to pull my head back so he can hear me whine and moan when I try to bury my face in his pillow, âitâs okay baby no one else can hear youâ
He edges me some more, reveling in the sounds I make, how I whine and gasp, the repetitive âplease sirâ when he hits the right spot
He starts teasing my dick with a vibrator, my mind going fuzzy with pleasure, he calls me a needy bitch and it sets my body on fire as I reel from his words, the high from hearing him praise and softly degrade me while I can hear the smile in his voice pulsing through my veins
At some point my wrists get uncuffed, I go from being leaned over his bedframe to being ass up on his mattress holding the vibrator to my dick, his fist in my hair so he can hear how I sound for him, how I lose myself in him and just ramble fuck and please and yes and sir until I come apart in his hands, collapsing panting in to his pillow
And then afterwards I feel his hands run softly across my skin, a warm cloth cleaning me up, and I sleep sounding entangled in body
Smoking with him and pushing ourselves higher than usual, sharing joints and passing the pen back and forth, hitting the bong more times than either of us usually do
Feeling myself get fuzzier, watching him get giggly and soft, our bodies close to each other, watching him get more confident with what heâs doing, watching him start packing bowls, him asking if he can take control of mine, letting him
Looking at him and giggling about how easy Iâd be to take advantage of, taking more hits
Getting home, and the only thing my mind can focus on is his dick, how much I want it
Getting impulsive, laying across his bed with my head off the edge watching him, catching his waistband when he walks past me and pulling him closer until his standing in front of me, nuzzling my nose into his pelvis and looking up at him for silent permission
Tugging his pants down until I can get my head between his legs, sucking him in to my mouth as his hands and mouth start to wander along my body
The rest of the night is just spent in various entanglements of our bodies, exploring, experimenting, pleasure
