Cleaned up my room, now to clean up my life.
Starting with this blog.
I'm going to make a new blog, and pretty much leave this one as is.
I mean, I want to start writing again, but having poetry all of a sudden prop up on here is a bit weird.
Plus, I've noticed that I'm far too restricted here. I keep trying too hard on making what I write funny.
But anyway, this is only one of my many steps on becoming a better person.
(Yep, there's a list.)
I'm attempting to improve myself in my looks, my health, fitness and intelligence.
That's right, Aesthetics, Athletics and Academics.
Saying all that is easy however, but this time I have a plan.
Looks
I'm going to do the 3-step skin care routine. You know the 'wash, tone and moisturise'? I have that pack my friend gave me as a joke to use.
I'll also sleep more to get rid of those eyebags.
Fitness (well... fits under looks too)
I'm going to start working out 2 times a week minimum for maximum gain.
I'm mainly attempting to get an underwear models figure, but I still need to gain a lot of mass, so for that, I'm also going to supplement 1-2 scoops of protein a day.
Intelligence.
I'm going to start reading and writing again. That way, my mind will start being more active, and I putting things to paper really clears my mind up.
I think it's a given, but I'm going to actually study and attempt to do my best in uni, I mean I stuffed up highschool, so this better be the wake up call I need.
On the side, I also plan to start doing morning stretches, just for the heck of it.
This isn't one of those "new year new me" things, I'm not that stupid.
This is one of those "new year, better me" things. I'm pretty sick and tired of being mediocre and never trying at anything, and it's about time I fixed myself up.
Also, the main reason I'm actually attempting to improve myself is quite simple, for confidence.
I lack confidence when it counts. I always hesitate and back out of things, when I know there is no negative impact on me, and it's really holding me back in life.
I hear that working out really improves confidence, which is a secondary plus side of having a hot body, but it's also good as it'll provide me with a confidence that has a base.
What I mean by that, is that quite a few people will consider me a confident person as of now, but that's all a sham. My confidence is based on such weak foundations.
An example is when it comes to my intelligence. I say and act cocky for claiming to be smart yet at the same time, I've never scored a 100% in a test. "Natural smarts" I say, lack of effort I explain.... No, that's all excuses.
I want to have a reason to be confident. I want solid scores to back me up and a freakin' hot body to help me stand tall. You know what else that'd help with? I'd also stop being so damn cocky.
You'd notice that cocky people often don't have a reason to be cocky, and that's because the people who truly have something to boast, know there is no need to boast, as everyone else knows it, there's no need to say it.
I want to be that kind of person. I want to be confident, strong and capable. I want to improve.
Now then. We all know that when someone makes some crazy ass exclamation of what they're going to do, they generally fall flat on their face when they say they say they'll start tomorrow right?
WELL I'M GOING TO BE STARTING TOMORROW.
Only kidding. I've started 2 weeks ago. That's right, I've already started up the habit of daily 3-step face care, and regular work out sessions.
This time, I'm going to make it happen.
For a little bit of fan service final post, I'll post a picture of my current figure, hoping that in a couple months time, I look nothing like that.
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