ANIZA PEVENSIE KICKLIGHTER
@thevalianttm || Starter
IT’S A MESSY BUSINESS, being in love with a queen. messier still was the fact that she, herself, was a woman. she has no chance with lucy ——– she kept telling herself this over and over. it was a rare occurrence, when a royal married one of the same sex. BUT IT WASN’T IMPOSSIBLE. she allowed herself to have the smallest of hope.
here she was, standing in front of the woman she loves, just waiting for the room to clear, waiting to have even a moment alone with the valiant queen. she knew her time at court was going to soon come to an end ——– she couldn’t stay here forever, not unless she was serving one of the queens.
her striking blue eyes never once left the figure of lucy, but she allowed herself to let her gaze go anywhere on the other’s body ——– head to toe. they occasionally came to rest on her hands. she was going to tell her as soon as she was able to.
the grand room started to clear ——– an unscheduled hunting party was being formed. she might soon have her chance. she waited for a few moments, until those eyes she loved ——– the eyes of lucy pevensie, FOUND HER OWN.
a deep, scarlet blush started to form over her delicate cheeks, a fiery warmth set ablaze. before she knew it, it was just the two of them ——– alone in the room. she turned her head all over, double and triple checking that they were truly alone. the guards stood outside the doors. they were alone.
she turned back towards lucy, and let her hand start to stretch forwards towards the queen’s face, but she pulled back and stopped herself. in a whisper, just barely audible, she let the words escape from her pink lips.
❛ lucy… i ——– i have feelings for you. i know i shouldn’t, but ——– ❜ she could say no more.
SHE LOVED HER LITTLE COURT, and easily thrived when surrounded by roomfuls of others. every kind of creature made her kind heart feel fuller, and every creature, narnian or not, was welcome in her rooms. but there was one person who made her pulse heighten ——– and she did whatever she could to keep herself in the others presence. she would even sit in the small court of her siblings to be near this other.
her smile was brighter ——– bigger when this other was near, and her eyes shone with such an intense pleasure that a stranger could tell she was pleased with life, just by looking into the depths of them. earlier, she had carefully steered mr. tumnus ——– her walking & talking partner for the evening ——– towards her. TO BE NEARER TO HER. to stand directly in front of her.
and when mr. tumnus and the rest of her little court cleared out of the room, she stayed ——– lingering behind so she could let the minutes melt into seconds as she gazed into the others eyes ——– eyes so deep blue they looked like the ocean of the other’s childhood.
aniza’s eyes were gazing downwards ——– and lucy took full advantage of the moment to let her own eyes rest on aniza’s lips, a deep and desperate ache spreading to her core, a desire to kiss aniza, once again filling her soul. slowly, she led her eyes back up towards aniza’s, waiting patiently for them to meet again.
she noticed the deep blush that appeared on aniza’s tan cheeks, hope swelling inside her of the possibility of her feelings being mutually shared. she bit her lip, drawing her bottom lip inside her mouth, her tongue lazily trailing over, wetting her lips. she nearly had herself convinced she had imagined aniza’s hand outstretching towards her face.
the words, spoken so bravely, slowly filled her ears, her mind, her soul, as elation filled every inch and crevice of her body and thoughts. of her heart. as if time was ticking by slowly, a smile arose across her own face, shy at first, before quickly growing to be one of her largest. ❛ good ——– because my feelings for you are stronger than words could possibly describe. ❜
and with that, she leaned forwards, and stole aniza’s lips into a kiss, deep and desirous, her hands finding aniza’s neck, her fingers entangling into her lush, brown locks.
