Fangirl Trash

She/They, 21, Writer In Progress Warning: Followers subject to whatever brain rot inhabits my mind. Dragon Age has irreparably changed my psyche, @yapfester is my writing blog

[rpfwasfine]

it takes 10 layers of the water filter to completely drown a tumblr screenshot if anyone was wondering

[rpfwasfine]

[necromancyofslay]

so is he there like all the time or

[bluerose5]

When someone says the ship that I like is unhealthy, toxic, wrong, etc.:

[cheshire-cat-101]

Ok I want to say something controversial

But you are responsible for your own safe spaces. You can block tags, block words, block people.

“But i thought fandom was supposed to be a safe space” —yeah you have to curate it.

Unfortunately one persons’s safe space may be another persons’ trigger. That’s ok. Simply block them, block the tag, block the word etc. They can do the same for you.

Maybe I’m just out of touch, but I’ve been around since the days of “don’t like, don’t read” and that’s a good philosophy. If it squicks you, scroll past. If it causes you anxiety or upset, block! Plenty of people are responsive if you ask them to tag an upsetting trigger. And if they’re dicks about it, block em.

[kyraneko]

Since different people have different needs, one person’s safe space will be another’s Trauma Central.

I don’t know who said it first, but “I need to be able to express my anger without shame” and “I need to be away from yelling and loud noises” are both valid needs people can have for a safe space that really aren’t compatible with each other.

So are “I need to process my trauma” and “I need to not meet any trauma.”

Or “I want a safe space to tell/read the stories that speak to me” and “those stories are distressing to me.”

Insisting that your needs are the only needs anyone should have is not a safe space, it’s its own act of violence.

You don’t get to make others homeless to make the universe your personal safe space.

[quietborderline]

Read this bit again:

“Insisting that your needs are the only needs anyone should have is … its own act of violence.”

[graveyarrdshift]

women's thighs. you agree. reblog.

[wingsofantiva]

[mraeelli]

Cassandra.

[flowersforthemachines]

obsessed with the implication of this banter being that Davrin imagined Lucanis coming to him in the night. someone please teach them to be normal about each other

[zombiefishgirl]

@potatofantiger Ruby and Mara say get a room and let us watch 👀

[potatofantiger]

YES

[zombiefishgirl]

So, I can guess how Witch Mara met Bellara - some kind of Veil Jumper thing, probably. But how did she ever run into Emmrich of all people?

Professor Volkarin heard the most fascinating rumour. It seemed fantastical. A stable abomination and the witch who loved him. Hidden away in the depths of Arlathan. He tried to write to the nearby village but the Chantry was reluctant to share any details, perhaps when he mentioned the rumours of missing children...?

He tried to put it from his mind but alas there was just so much he was curious about...only one thing for it. He would have to investigate in person.

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

Oooooh? Is Emmrich going on a road trip? Is he going to bring Manfred with him? And how will Mara and Lucanis react to this man coming into their home, because he was curious about the Demon of Arlathan?

[zombiefishgirl]

The inn was a tad on the cramped side but comfortable enough. Manfred did make a few busy bodies a shade nervous but nothing a few coins did not ease. The vegetarian meal options were limited but at least they existed which had been Emmrichs main concern.

He was there three nights before he convinced someone to tell him of the witch and her Demon.

"The witch? She is a monster."

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

I'm lying here and kicking me legs, waiting to hear what kind of urban legends are there about Mara and Lucanis.

I'm guessing the person speaking to Emmrich right now is one of those who got in her bad side. An abusive parent whose kid ran away, or a husband whose wife asked the witch for help, or something?

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

"She unmanned me." The first man insisted, a potion his wife had slipped him rendering him flaccid and limp. He was red faced and embarrassed.

"She killed my baby!" Another proclaimed, face twisted in horror. "Seven useless daughters, finally begat a son on my sow of a wife and a potion later the babe slipped away."

"She stole my daughter. All of 15, gone from her bed in the small hours. Had half the village searching for her in the middle of the night."

Why he was searching his daughters bedroom in the small hours did not seem a point the man cared to elaborate on.

A woman, face heavily scarred piped up. "My knife ear told me the witch could make me young and beautiful forever. I even offered up her tongue as payment. Instead the witch did this to me!"

Ever more lurid stories emerged. Stolen and possibly eaten babies. Cavorting naked and drenched in blood. Her Demon pinning down and forcing himself on innocent damsels. She was only 16. She was a thousand years old. She was a virgin. A whore. She was kept like a bitch in heat or else she walked her Demon on a leash. She was a mother. She was a monster.

Even amongst the most horrified stories Emmrich noted a certain titilation, an enjoyment at contemplating this wild and shameless creature. Emmrich felt he had more questions than answers, just what manner of beast was this witch?

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

I'm just going to say: good riddance to all those shitty people! And they should be grateful the Witch didn't send her Demon husband after them for being such wastes of space!!!

I hope all those abused daughters, wives and servants have new, wonderful lives far away from them thanks to Mara's and Luca's efforts.

Also, I should stop reading your posts in the middle of the night, because I then get the wackiest ideas.

Such as, Emmrich going to the Arlathan to look for the Witch and stumbling on Mara and her kids playing in the water, Artemis-and-Actaeon style! Though, maybe without anyone being cursed into a deer.

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

[as far as those wives, daughters, and servants are concerned Mara is practically a saint or a Goddess]

Mara buried her smile into her pillow as Lucanis drove into her. His clawed hand gently held the barely there swell of her stomach and he pressed hungry little kisses to her neck.

"Oh...fu...Luca..."

"Hush mi amore. We don't want to wake anyone." He purred into her ear even as he rolled his hips in that way that made her gasp sharply in pleasure. His tail wrapped around her, the tip stroking at her sensitive clit in time with his thrusts. The rutting couple were shaded by his outstretched wings.

Mara sobbed her release into the palm of his hand before hr followed after her.

---

They lay in a hazy dreamy doze. Lucanis' demonic form wore a softened expression, awed and in hopeless love. In the far corner of the room Dante had stirred to wakefulness in his cradle. Chubby little arms and legs waved towards the mobile above him. Pinecones knotted with yarn that swayed in a gentle breeze.

Lucanis drew a soft swirl over Mara's stomach, his chin rested on her shoulder.

Outside of their bedroom door the household stirred to life. Little voices and footsteps moving around. Dimly they heard Asera and Julietta laughing at Varian recounting his plans to get a puppy, a topic he was fixated on lately, his plans ever more elaborate and outlandish.

Arabella and Amalia were arguing over whether they should ask Papa for chocolate or blueberry pancakes for breakfast before Allegra yelled for everyone to be quiet because Mamae needed her sleep.

It was loud and joyous chaos and the Witch and her Demon would not change for the world.

"I love you so very much Mara."

"I love you too Lucanis."

A soft kiss and they got up to start their day. Mara pulled on a loose dress of blue cotton and picked up her baby boy. Dante beamed gummily up at his Mamae, bringer of sweet milk and warm cuddles.

Lucanis shifted his form slightly, his wings folded back, his hulking frame seemed to shrink just a little as he dressed and emerged from the room just in time to catch Violet as she flew past at head height. She erupted in giggles as her Papa pressed bearded kisses to her cheek.

"Girls, girls," he caught the attention of Bella and Ama. "Girls, I'll make two batches of pancakes. Your Tia Bellara brought plenty of chocolate on her last visit."

And so the Witch and her Demon started their day.

[zombiefishgirl]

The wards defending the perimeter of the forest were extensive and tightly woven. There was an instinctiveness to it that was unlike anything Emmrich had encountered before.

Plants and trees, vines wove around and around. Instead of trying to force his way through he coaxed and guided. A small opening. All hr needed to slip through...

Plants twisted and lashed out, burning toxins and juicy tempting berries that burst with poisons. It was easier with Manfred in the lead, for lack of a better word the forest seemed to like him.

Eventually the magic eased off and he spotted a house. A large run down country estate of the kind the very wealthy called a cottage. A large tree grew through the side of the building, the branches spread over a hole in the roof. A porch held two teenage girls in patchwork dresses, one human, one qunari, they sat on a swing engrossed in a conversation.

He carefully moved around the side of the building, towards laughter and splashing.

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

Does the saying "curiosity killed the cat" still applies if you are accompanied by a spirit of Curiosity? Because Emmrich is certainly doing some very dangerous snooping here.

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

Mara laughed brightly as Violet shook herself and splashed them all with a spray of water from her wings before Allegra wrapped her up tightly in a fluffy towel with an indulgent grin.

Varian dove upwards and broke the surface with a triumphant cackle. Arabella floated peacefully on her back like an otter.

It was an unseasonably warm day and so she and several of her babies had decided to cool off in the lake at the back of the house. Innocently naked as lambs as they frolicking and played, the quiet of the forest pierced with the delighted laughter of children. Mara bathed amongst them all, her babies, the majority of whom had been born from her body, constantly waxing and waning like the moon. Her hand rested on the little bump and she let her guard drop for just a moment, the cool water soothing the nausea that had been plaguing her, the antics of her little ones making a bright day brighter.

Lucanis was inside preparing a light dinner with salmon, baby Dante cradled in a sling by his Papa, probably sucking on the tip of his own little tail like a pacifier.

Peaceful and idyllic. At least until she spotted the skeleton.

[raven-6-10]

Manfred!

He's a curious little bean. Hopefully, Mara won't scare him (or scar him) too badly.

@zombiefishgirl @potatofantiger

[potatofantiger]

Be careful Manfred!!

[zombiefishgirl]

not a proper update but I liked including Violet shaking her wings like a wet dog and Dante using his tail as a pacifier 🤭

[potatofantiger]

Both were super cute!!

[lightdrizzel]

it's fucking me up how tv shows, movies, and even video games can't be "niche" content anymore

[lightdrizzel]

like nothing can be underrated anymore. it HAS to be a success. cartoons have to either be spongebob level successes with immediate marketing or they're shelved a season or two in.

Movies have such inflated budgets that they NEED to break a billion in the box office just to make back what they cost. Anything less than a blockbuster smash is turned into a tax write-off.

a single triple A video game can destroy an entire studio if it doesn't meet expectations, which are already lofty enough as it is.

and everything has to appeal to the widest demographic possible, which can mean sterilizing anything creative about the work so it becomes as palatable as possible.

idk im just sad about this

[wildehacked]

a huge problem across artistic industries right now is that we're losing the mid-list. It used to be normal for a publishing house (or a move studio!) to have their small projects, their mid-size projects, and their HUGE projects, with the understanding that the HUGE projects were going to help pay for the mid-size and small projects, which would give those works and creators time to find/build their audiences. But we're seeing this toxic wave towards the disappearance of the mid-list for exactly this reason—the ONLY things that exist are small, because they fail to break out, or HUGE, because they manage to break out. And Very few projects are ever going to become HUGE in any industry!!! That's not how sales or people or artistic movements work!!!

here's an interesting essay about this exact issue in the publishing industry. Silvia Moreno-Garcia on Threads also talks about this a lot, which is where I've learned a bunch of stuff.

[morayforte]

My rook

[queerpyracy]

genuinely irritated about the prevalence of brother-sister character designs where the brother has a huge nose and the sister has a tiny nose. 1) why are you a coward who hates the joy and beauty of women with big noses 2) have you looked at any real human siblings lately 3) why do you appear to think the nose is a secondary sex characteristic

[queerpyracy]

wishing all women with big noses a beautiful day i hope you get everything you want forever and i'm sorry about the rank cowardice of general society you deserve better

[zombiefishgirl]

Violet has her Papa's nose 🥰

[catdeamon]

A friend hounded me for like 5 years to play Dragon Age ... I finished all four games in 2 months I think I like Dragon Age

[dragonagebigbang]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/84173416/chapters/221966021 Hi everyone! We're back with our twenty-fifth piece for the Dragon Age Big Bang 2026!

Let's give it up for author WoundedSoul and artist tumblchorraden; they did incredible work! Go check out their efforts over on Archive of Our Own, and we hope y'all enjoy!

Rating: Mature Summary: The truth is, no one on this side of the Veil really knows what it looks like when the blorbos are put away. Where do they go when we are not actively imagining them in– situations?

Well, if you've ever wondered that question you are in luck, because Riley Mercar and his Harem are about to show you what goes on behind the curtain of fanfiction.

[woundedsoul12]

My DABB fic just dropped. My Gift to my awesome friends in the Harem ❤️

Thanks @dragonagebigbang for hosting

And thanks @tumblchorraden for the amazing art. I love it so much

The Last of the Real Ones

[jenn2d2]

This is SO. DANG. FUN. 🤩

[zombiefishgirl]

So, I can guess how Witch Mara met Bellara - some kind of Veil Jumper thing, probably. But how did she ever run into Emmrich of all people?

Professor Volkarin heard the most fascinating rumour. It seemed fantastical. A stable abomination and the witch who loved him. Hidden away in the depths of Arlathan. He tried to write to the nearby village but the Chantry was reluctant to share any details, perhaps when he mentioned the rumours of missing children...?

He tried to put it from his mind but alas there was just so much he was curious about...only one thing for it. He would have to investigate in person.

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

Oooooh? Is Emmrich going on a road trip? Is he going to bring Manfred with him? And how will Mara and Lucanis react to this man coming into their home, because he was curious about the Demon of Arlathan?

[zombiefishgirl]

The inn was a tad on the cramped side but comfortable enough. Manfred did make a few busy bodies a shade nervous but nothing a few coins did not ease. The vegetarian meal options were limited but at least they existed which had been Emmrichs main concern.

He was there three nights before he convinced someone to tell him of the witch and her Demon.

"The witch? She is a monster."

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

I'm lying here and kicking me legs, waiting to hear what kind of urban legends are there about Mara and Lucanis.

I'm guessing the person speaking to Emmrich right now is one of those who got in her bad side. An abusive parent whose kid ran away, or a husband whose wife asked the witch for help, or something?

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

"She unmanned me." The first man insisted, a potion his wife had slipped him rendering him flaccid and limp. He was red faced and embarrassed.

"She killed my baby!" Another proclaimed, face twisted in horror. "Seven useless daughters, finally begat a son on my sow of a wife and a potion later the babe slipped away."

"She stole my daughter. All of 15, gone from her bed in the small hours. Had half the village searching for her in the middle of the night."

Why he was searching his daughters bedroom in the small hours did not seem a point the man cared to elaborate on.

A woman, face heavily scarred piped up. "My knife ear told me the witch could make me young and beautiful forever. I even offered up her tongue as payment. Instead the witch did this to me!"

Ever more lurid stories emerged. Stolen and possibly eaten babies. Cavorting naked and drenched in blood. Her Demon pinning down and forcing himself on innocent damsels. She was only 16. She was a thousand years old. She was a virgin. A whore. She was kept like a bitch in heat or else she walked her Demon on a leash. She was a mother. She was a monster.

Even amongst the most horrified stories Emmrich noted a certain titilation, an enjoyment at contemplating this wild and shameless creature. Emmrich felt he had more questions than answers, just what manner of beast was this witch?

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

I'm just going to say: good riddance to all those shitty people! And they should be grateful the Witch didn't send her Demon husband after them for being such wastes of space!!!

I hope all those abused daughters, wives and servants have new, wonderful lives far away from them thanks to Mara's and Luca's efforts.

Also, I should stop reading your posts in the middle of the night, because I then get the wackiest ideas.

Such as, Emmrich going to the Arlathan to look for the Witch and stumbling on Mara and her kids playing in the water, Artemis-and-Actaeon style! Though, maybe without anyone being cursed into a deer.

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

[as far as those wives, daughters, and servants are concerned Mara is practically a saint or a Goddess]

Mara buried her smile into her pillow as Lucanis drove into her. His clawed hand gently held the barely there swell of her stomach and he pressed hungry little kisses to her neck.

"Oh...fu...Luca..."

"Hush mi amore. We don't want to wake anyone." He purred into her ear even as he rolled his hips in that way that made her gasp sharply in pleasure. His tail wrapped around her, the tip stroking at her sensitive clit in time with his thrusts. The rutting couple were shaded by his outstretched wings.

Mara sobbed her release into the palm of his hand before hr followed after her.

---

They lay in a hazy dreamy doze. Lucanis' demonic form wore a softened expression, awed and in hopeless love. In the far corner of the room Dante had stirred to wakefulness in his cradle. Chubby little arms and legs waved towards the mobile above him. Pinecones knotted with yarn that swayed in a gentle breeze.

Lucanis drew a soft swirl over Mara's stomach, his chin rested on her shoulder.

Outside of their bedroom door the household stirred to life. Little voices and footsteps moving around. Dimly they heard Asera and Julietta laughing at Varian recounting his plans to get a puppy, a topic he was fixated on lately, his plans ever more elaborate and outlandish.

Arabella and Amalia were arguing over whether they should ask Papa for chocolate or blueberry pancakes for breakfast before Allegra yelled for everyone to be quiet because Mamae needed her sleep.

It was loud and joyous chaos and the Witch and her Demon would not change for the world.

"I love you so very much Mara."

"I love you too Lucanis."

A soft kiss and they got up to start their day. Mara pulled on a loose dress of blue cotton and picked up her baby boy. Dante beamed gummily up at his Mamae, bringer of sweet milk and warm cuddles.

Lucanis shifted his form slightly, his wings folded back, his hulking frame seemed to shrink just a little as he dressed and emerged from the room just in time to catch Violet as she flew past at head height. She erupted in giggles as her Papa pressed bearded kisses to her cheek.

"Girls, girls," he caught the attention of Bella and Ama. "Girls, I'll make two batches of pancakes. Your Tia Bellara brought plenty of chocolate on her last visit."

And so the Witch and her Demon started their day.

[zombiefishgirl]

The wards defending the perimeter of the forest were extensive and tightly woven. There was an instinctiveness to it that was unlike anything Emmrich had encountered before.

Plants and trees, vines wove around and around. Instead of trying to force his way through he coaxed and guided. A small opening. All hr needed to slip through...

Plants twisted and lashed out, burning toxins and juicy tempting berries that burst with poisons. It was easier with Manfred in the lead, for lack of a better word the forest seemed to like him.

Eventually the magic eased off and he spotted a house. A large run down country estate of the kind the very wealthy called a cottage. A large tree grew through the side of the building, the branches spread over a hole in the roof. A porch held two teenage girls in patchwork dresses, one human, one qunari, they sat on a swing engrossed in a conversation.

He carefully moved around the side of the building, towards laughter and splashing.

[raven-6-10]

@zombiefishgirl

Does the saying "curiosity killed the cat" still applies if you are accompanied by a spirit of Curiosity? Because Emmrich is certainly doing some very dangerous snooping here.

@potatofantiger

[zombiefishgirl]

Mara laughed brightly as Violet shook herself and splashed them all with a spray of water from her wings before Allegra wrapped her up tightly in a fluffy towel with an indulgent grin.

Varian dove upwards and broke the surface with a triumphant cackle. Arabella floated peacefully on her back like an otter.

It was an unseasonably warm day and so she and several of her babies had decided to cool off in the lake at the back of the house. Innocently naked as lambs as they frolicking and played, the quiet of the forest pierced with the delighted laughter of children. Mara bathed amongst them all, her babies, the majority of whom had been born from her body, constantly waxing and waning like the moon. Her hand rested on the little bump and she let her guard drop for just a moment, the cool water soothing the nausea that had been plaguing her, the antics of her little ones making a bright day brighter.

Lucanis was inside preparing a light dinner with salmon, baby Dante cradled in a sling by his Papa, probably sucking on the tip of his own little tail like a pacifier.

Peaceful and idyllic. At least until she spotted the skeleton.

[raven-6-10]

Manfred!

He's a curious little bean. Hopefully, Mara won't scare him (or scar him) too badly.

@zombiefishgirl @potatofantiger

[potatofantiger]

Be careful Manfred!!

[mintmatcha]

"i dont have any kinks" bf x the girlfriend whos about to turn him into her own personal pervert

[zombiefishgirl]

@potatofantiger @raven-6-10