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Just trying to do something different / 27 / auditing ?

[theycallmea-tomboy]

she called me “quite the lover”

[theycallmea-tomboy]

“hold on to love loosely, so when it leaves it won’t exit so painfully”

[deeplifequotes]

“Live a life that is true to you because when you die, all the people you tried to please will forget about you anyway”

— Nav

[theycallmea-tomboy]

i am calmly in love with you and yet you’re the biggest thunderstorm to hit me. ever.

[utwo]

Sustainable Catskills A-Frame  Est. 1961 

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[theycallmea-tomboy]

sometimes you look at situations and you just gotta say:

what the actual fuck....

[theycallmea-tomboy]

remember...

Sometimes the person with whom you have cut the cord will suddenly call you, right after you release the connection, wanting to reconnect. On an energetic level, they felt the disconnection and want to reel you back into their life. If this is a past dysfunctional relationship, this call doesn’t necessarily mean they want you back in their life; it might mean they want to continue to pull energy from you or even control you. If a person you have just released tries to get back into your life, it’s best to simply wish them love and ignore their calls.

[theycallmea-tomboy]

3 years.

i’m not okay today. i woke up with a sadness and i didn’t even feel it until i stood up out of bed, and it hit me like a wave of bricks. he’s still there. i’ve heard him, he’s still so funny. i just can’t touch him. hug him. i know that our friendship was designed to last our entire lives, but doing shit alone and scared wasn’t what i thought this would be.

i’m eating a bag of m&ms today.

[theycallmea-tomboy]

Lord my hands are are so weary and I can’t stop worrying whether you still love me anymore.

[theycallmea-tomboy]

ummm

this belongs on reddit or something but the two girls i had massive crushes on in school are going to be sister in laws

😳😳😳

[theycallmea-tomboy]

there’s potential in a “grass isn’t always greener” situation, but i really hope i’m making the right decision to move up - without getting screwed

[theycallmea-tomboy]

ha

i got screwed.

they went a different direction. they’re making a mistake, but it’s their loss.

win: the office will be much quieter.

loss: i have to have an out of comfort zone conversation.

[diabeticlesbian]

Hannah Gadsby: Nanette (2018)

[theycallmea-tomboy]

Zen Corner

i decided to really commit to at least one practice a day. i have my candles (protection, motivation, peace and harmony), stones and crystals, and all the items i need to meditate on.

20 minutes a day. it consists of breathing exercises, certain body movements and asanas. it really changes everything.

i’m feeling refreshed and pretty calm. i’ve been consist doing it almost every day for the last 2 weeks.

i’m dedicated to keep it going. little changes makes big progress.

[wordsnquotes]

““Tell the negativity committee that meets inside your head to sit down and shut up.”

— Martin Seligman

[theycallmea-tomboy]

she tried to tell me what’s “better” for me?

“it’s best if we stay away from each other....for both of us”

she’s too much. it’s been a hurting pattern for a long time.

she even said she gets mean when she doesn’t want to be with that person anymore...she’s too mean.

it was fun while it lasted.

[theycallmea-tomboy]

the only way to change it, is to acknowledge it

[theycallmea-tomboy]

there’s potential in a “grass isn’t always greener” situation, but i really hope i’m making the right decision to move up - without getting screwed