They Say Nothing's Wasted:Either That Or It All Is

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NEW TUMBLR!!

https://thingsoncharliesmind.tumblr.com/

I made it my primary tumblr so please go follow me on there as I am not going to be on this tumblr anymore!!

Love Charlie

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Hey guys, wassup? Free and ready to mingle.

Jk, I cost a hell of a lot more than you can afford.

Unless you’re a millionaire,

In that case,

Hit up hommie!

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From a while ago!

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Also, I'm usually funny on snapchat. Either funny looking, or trying way too hard to be funny 😂👌🏻 I follow back of course, and would love to see all your faces more often 🌻❤️

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For contrast and for clarity, this is me now. I've just had some skittles, and watched What We Do In The Shadows. 01:38am Thursday 8th June, 2017.

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y’all probably tired of these by now…but I’m not. lol

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And they were ROOMATES.

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I don't want to, but I'm going to have to. (Posting for myself to look back at when I'm feeling down again and remind myself that it passed last time. It will again.)

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I recorded this at the height of my lowest night so far. I recorded it to remind myself that it's ok to feel like this. To remind myself that this was me then. Not NOW. I am here for myself. I did it on my own and I came out the other side. I had to get this out of my system and I know it will happen soon again. I'm really not well and acknowledging that is the hardest thing I've had to do. I am not in control. I am not getting better any time soon. I have to accept and grow and persevere. I am not in control and I am so close to done.

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I would give the world

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Let’s hear it for the ones who are doing everything right, but still have symptoms.

The ones struggling to find the right treatment, putting up with side effects and still not getting any relief.

The ones who found something that worked… until it didn’t, and now have to start all over again.

I know it’s frustrating. But please, keep going. You’ll get there.

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I needed this.

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I feel so let down. After all that’s happened the past few days... I need to get out and skate tonight I think.

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Why did no one teLL ME ABOUT MY EYEBROWS THEY WERE AWFUL WHAT THE FUCK GUYS YOU LET ME WALK AROUND LIKE THAT!?!

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I feel that I encountered my most lowest point the other day. Hence the long essay of emo-ness. I still feel like that but I am calm. I still see no way out but I'm taking this day for what it is. And healing myself from the inside out.

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I need to use this more to let feelings out. I am angry and I am sad and I feel like I’m being crushed.

Hopefully getting a part time job interview tomorrow in Norwich so….that’s good I guess.

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