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I honestly don’t even know why I bother on tumblr anymore, like is anyone else out here even using this platform anymore or is it just me..

Hmm -<•.•>-

#does anyone use tumblr #lost #feel so isolated #what is the point #what platform does everyone use now

The thoughts in my head are taking over again

#over thinking #2am thoughts #mentally unstable #stressed #PTSD #why do i do this to myself #i am a lost girl #im losing my mind #why am i this way #broken thoughts #my brain is broken #adhd problems #trigger thoughts #the thoughts in my head #physically tired but mentally awake

macrolit

“There is a time for many words, and there is also a time for sleep.”

— The Odyssey, Homer

#sleep time #exhausted #buggered #long day

What a day...

#exhausted #tired of being tired #why am i doing this to myself again #i procrastinate a lot #motivation and confidence is low #long days

Sometimes I feel like tumblr is my only escape

#myrottensecrets #3am thoughts #what the heck is this #tumblr #over thinkers #my brain wont shut up #nothings even going wrong to trigger this #need sleep #over tired #adulting is hard #headache

My mums alcoholism is getting worse.

#myrottensecrets #children of alcoholics #alcohol #drinking #neglect #substance dependence #i feel so broken #family problems

Today I found out my nan has stage 3 kidney failure. My nan has been my world for 23 years now and counting. I'm not sure how to feel.

She won't ever see my have children, watch me get married or find my dream career, I feel absolutely fucking guttered today... She can't take the option for a dialysis due to heart issues and it just seems like its going to go down hill from now.. She is the roots to our family tree, once she dies so will our tree, a branch will break and then another and another and then eventually the tree will rot and we will all fall apart onto the ground and drift away like small rotten twigs in the wind.

#stage 3 kidney failure #kidney failure #nan #myrottensecrets #i am a lost girl #what on earth do i do #heartbroken

I fucking hate having ADHD