Luka

I love my stupid evil son Starscream. Twitter: @itsmyworldagain My ao3:https://archiveofourown.org/users/WHATISTHISahhhhh/pseuds/

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Finally have an update for this lmaoo.

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MIZI!!!!! Give me one chance!!!! I’ll wear a black bob wig!!!!

“Don’t be afraid, hold my hand mademoiselle. Let me take you and I just want you to be my side.”

Ahhhh!!!!

[cococosmo]

Hello! As a sendoff to my last summer vacation, here's a new chapter which marks the official end of the prologue. This chapter is when things start getting serious. I hope you enjoy it!

archiveofourown.org/works/66715105…

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Beautiful 😔👌.

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Is the hair as long as I wanted? No.

Do I love the eyes though? Yes.

Are the eyes the exact shade I wanted? No.

But I’m proud of this Jugram plush.

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Bleach in Alien Stage, featuring my favorite yuri, yaoi, and three way complicated ship.

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But while I’m on this topic this is why I CRAVE for Jugram, Bazz (even more miraculously), or BOTH to survive. I want them to mature in their relationship! If you really think about it despite how important they were to each other even as adults their relationship never had the chance to progress beyond their childhood selves where they were never completely honest or understood each other. I want Bazz and Jugram to talk about how they were just scared kids and their every action influenced that. They weren’t ready nor should they have been to face what Yhwach would put them through, and Jugram regretted what his scared, young mind desperate for acknowledgment chose and Bazz probably regretted not acknowledging Jugram’s efforts more and how scared Jugram was of being left behind after finally having a connection with someone. And how scared Bazz himself was to realize his power was allegedly never improving by his efforts and he was too weak a Quincy to stand by Yhwach or even hope to kill him, and his only talent was taking from Jugram who inadvertently fed into it by offering Yhwach’s choice to Bazz, what seemed like pity Bazz was used to offering Jugram. I just want these dummies to acknowledge their fear as children they never noticed and understand how much comfort their bond gave them until now, and that bond meant so much to them then and now with everything completely lost, even the hope of a world completely safe for Quincy’s, in canon.

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I am in tears for real. Till understanding Ivan and thus no longer being haunted by him, at least for now while his grief is lessened by his understanding of what Ivan wanted in life. I think perhaps when he finally finds Mizi again the ghost of Ivan will make perhaps a final appearance with Sua. Speaking of, with season 2 confirmed, perhaps now Till will become the main protagonist and Mizi the second? And maybe this is reaching but with that appearance of Heperu I’m hoping Luka may be saved by Till somehow. And an even greater reach, Heperu mentions the use of human tissue being used and something when it comes. Does this give more fuel to the concept of a Luka clone? Or did Luka stay by Hyuna’s side long enough to be burned and had to have his injuries look nonexistent by adding human tissue?

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Ivantill ivantill. Jugobazz jugobazz. Bazz who survives and is haunted by the Jugram he fought and the Jugram he knew as a child. Child Jugram appears to reminisce about the days before Yhwach and adult Jugram appears to question how envious Bazz felt and how much of their friendship was built on a sense of superiority.

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Ivantill ivantill. Skystar Skystar. Skyfire haunted by his memories of Decepticon Starscream and Academy Starscream after defecting. Academy Starscream that appears to encourage him and Decepticon Starscream that appears to mock him and question his morals.

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So! Post The Witch’s Decision! I survived it lol! And now I couldn’t help but think about Jugram and Bazz. Jugram is with Hyuna, bearing the weight of responsibility for the Quincy and his own personal trauma, and balancing it with his loyalty to Yhwach who gave him purpose and promises a new dawn for the Quincy, and might have forced himself to come to see the Quincy life Yhwach took as necessary sacrifices for the Quincy’s future to not crumble under his own guilt serving Yhwach after sacrificing his flawed but warm friendship with Bazz and fellow Quincy. Now, Hyuna would NOT have sided with Yhwach, but that’s beside the point.

So, Bazz I think would agree more with Mizi’s perspective. How can you go on without thinking of all the Quincy that died in Yhwach’s conquest? How can you not think of the Quincy that will die in the future with Yhwach continuing his war? Bazz had a family too, were their lives simply fuel for the possibility of a future? What kind of future can they even hope for under a tyrant like Yhwach? These are the questions that shaped Bazz’s love for his family like it shaped Mizi’s final decision with the rocket. It was different but it was certainly love. It became a need for revenge to make the weight of the guilt of surviving without your family just a bit easier to bear, even if only for a moment.

Had there been a conversation between them before that final encounter, I want to think it would have ended up like Hyuna and Mizi’s, a discussion of ideology that masks the pain beneath. Jugram needs to believe the sacrifices now will benefit the Quincy in the future, because if they don’t, he’ll have to face the fact his personal sacrifice wasn’t worth it. He’ll have to answer to himself why he felt so frustrated telling Uryu Quincy must live and die for Yhwach, and that answer would crush him, so he must continue forward serving Yhwach without thinking about what was trampled. Bazz ended up serving Yhwach too, likely because he was so emotionally broken by Yhwach’s claim all his talent was taken from Jugram and he didn’t even know it he needed to have his abilities acknowledged by the strongest Quincy he knew. And once there, he’d keep provoking Jugram until he finally told him why he chose Yhwach, knowing he’d killed his family. But eventually, Bazz became genuinely loyal to Yhwach, a betrayal of his love for his family, that came back once Yhwach betrayed the Sternritter. So Bazz’s ideals returned, his questions of why Yhwach would sacrifice so many, but their pain is centered on Jugram. The only person he questions really is Jugram. He already knows Yhwach is a terrible man, but did Jugram know? Did he realize what Yhwach planned and didn’t bother to warn the Sternritter so as many of them would die as possible, Bazz included? Why did Bazz who witnessed his family’s death by Yhwach forget that when he swore his loyalty? Was it because seeing Jugram’s loyalty he too became convinced despite everything? Then, is Jugram why he betrayed his family as the only surviving member? Then, all he can do is get revenge, even if he knows he’ll die. There are no right answers in a conversation like this, just perspectives built on loss and a drive to overcome it.

In the end it was Jugram who survived to do what Mizi did, make one action that would lead to Yhwach’s demise, even if he wasn’t certain it would work out in the end. While Mizi’s decision to foil the rebellions plans defined her and ended with her villainized (I do NOT agree with that at all by the way, Mizi did what had to be done in her perspective just as much as Hyuna did it just sucks all of Hyuna’s hopes ended up not coming true because of it), I’m curious to see how Jugram’s actions will define him if Uryu ever says what his last words to him were. Would that one action be enough to balance the legacy of the Sternritter Grandmaster?

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Yoooo so what if Kubo pulls a Vivimeng and reveals Bazz to be alive after all that (I always believed Till was alive by significant implication he was unlike with Bazz) and in the post war where the Quincy’s are trying to rebuild and understand Jugram’s actions Bazz is the one that lives on with his memories of Jugram when he was a child and probably his most true, open self and Jugram as the Sternritter Grandmaster and uses them to assure anyone who will listen despite everything, Jugram cared. A lot. He cared about the Quincy, just enough more than Yhwach in the end. And, from somewhere deep in his heart he kept buried by a need to feel secure, he cared very much for Bazz until the end too (I’m so delusional and happy and confused by Karma right now).

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I have a late night question! So I looked it up of course but I was hoping someone fluent in mandarin could come across this and could help me out to make sure! So, I wanted this name to reference poison and treasure, and what I got in the end is Dú-Bǎozàng.

Now, keeping in mind that name is meant to be something you’d almost give an object instead of a person by someone fluent in mandarin of which I am not, I was wondering, is this actually a correct way of writing it? Also, is there a way to add a reference to flowers in the name in a way that makes sense?

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Some really late night odd ideas tonight! I’m rewatching detective conan recently. Side note, it’s not even that serious, but the way these people stare at a clearly unconscious person yapping about a murder and are like good job!! Then Conan just walks in after everything’s over?? It took damn near 60 episodes to finally have that pointed out??

Anyway to my point, do any of y’all think windscream and gin/vermouth give a similar vibe?? Starscream is Vermouth for me though.

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Hello, I just finished writing the first chapter for my very first fanfiction! It takes place in an alternative universe post TYBW where Jugram survived, and the main cast wake up in a mysterious afterlife. Of course, it's Jugobazz, but it's focused more on character development, and Jugram actually barely appears.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/66715105/chapters/172131016

I hope you'll enjoy it!

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Come get your juice Bazz B fans!

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Yes, another jugobazz fic! Taisho Era/omegaverse alternate universe! Based on the game Chou no Doku Hana no Kusari! Must be signed in to read.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66292273/chapters/170913016#main

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Jugram: Hello fellow children.

Bazz, Leon, and literally all the other kids: Hi, Jugram!

Theo:

Jugobazz update!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63226915/chapters/169776253

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YOU GUYS SHOULD READ THIS FIC IT'S SO GOOD!!!

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Reblogs the reblog

#I love you too moot, thank you

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Jugram: Hello fellow children.

Bazz, Leon, and literally all the other kids: Hi, Jugram!

Theo:

Jugobazz update!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63226915/chapters/169776253