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lonely posting

i complain about being lonely too much for someone who actively refuses to have a social life

just void shouting again

i’m getting my second shot tomorrow but this fucking quarantine has fucked my agoraphobia/isolation/avoidance so bad i’m not gonna be able to see people for months still fuck.

going from 15 years of incorrectly being convinced that i needed to isolate myself to protect myself, to like 8 months of making a ton of progress of back to normal healthy activities, to 14 months of having to isolate myself to protect myself.

this is going to be a fucking struggle and a half.

good news: i got accepted to college a few weeks ago

bad news: i don’t have a car and i desperately need one

worse news: the urge to move away gets stronger every day.

picture me screaming in anguish, quietly and in private so as not to disturb the source of my discomfort

there's something broken inside of me that won't let me accept love when it's being freely offered

if i don't have to scrape and fight and hurt for it, i can't help but feel like it's not earned and thus it's devalued

i have a lot of work to do still

im the John Coffey of people's emotional damage and my death sentence was passed at birth

i have been off social media for the last few months, and i just realized that i have no idea what the current hot memes are, and a wave of peace washed over me.

a benevolent forest spirit corrupted and broken by neglect

the kind of loneliness that family can't fill and friends just make more profound

I want to get off Mr. Bones' Wild Ride

the dandelions i walk on remind me of you

it's not enough to be on just your mind and the tips of your fingers

man im stupid as shit

just wanna shout out my potential for leaving me at an early age and not stringing me along like it does some people

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