[thisis-goodbye]

“She just wasn’t really a grandmother to my kids.”

Why did you feel okay to sneak that into the conversation like I could help that?

[thisis-goodbye]

“They went to the funeral of their best friend. Even if they hadn’t been friends in a while.” It struck me like a chord. I think it would change something in me to my core if you died. I’m healing but the deepest depths of my soul… will consider you my best friend forever.

[perfectquote]

“Repeat this until you understand it: I do not need people who do not need me.”

— Unknown

[thisis-goodbye]

I understand social media is a highlight reel. Everything isn’t perfect. But I would love to go on a trip with a friend. I would love to have someone to hang out with. I would love for someone to make the effort.. for me…

[perfectquote]

“You’re so hard on yourself. Take a moment. Sit back. Marvel at your life: at the grief that softened you, at the heartache that made you wiser, at the suffering that strengthened you. Despite everything you still grow. Be proud of this.”

— Unknown

[thisis-goodbye]

I deleted all of our photos off of fb. Including the album that had pictures of your dad. It’s for the best. I’m sorry if that was the only access you had to them. I hope you have the real photos. It’s not my problem.

[c4re-bear]

PAINT ME AS THE VILLAIN IF THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER. MAKE EVERYONE HATE ME IF THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER. hm. whatever makes you feel better.

[thisis-goodbye]

Can we start over? A redo?

[perfectquote]

“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”

— Robert Tew

[thisis-goodbye]

There is nothing I hate more than I hate missing you.

[remanence-of-love]

[sternenpflueckerparadies]

-C

[quotefeeling]

“Sometimes I forget that unsaid sentences do not mean unfelt emotions.”

— Tyler Knott Gregson

[thisis-goodbye]

[thisis-goodbye]

I hate it. I’ve asked my heart so many times to just let go. But it just seems to hold on tighter. I really and truly just miss my best friend. I hate the monster I was. I wish you knew who I’ve become.

[quotefeeling]

“I am so afraid of disappointing the people I love, I often forget that I am someone I love too. And I need kindness just as much as I believe the people I love do.”

— Nikita Gill

[thisis-goodbye]

Do you even know about Oliver?

What if we do go?

Would you be mad?

It’s a public event..

[resqectable]

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the person you’re best without.”

— B.J