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This blog is an account of the adventures of Ashley and her friends and aesthetics plus some random posts

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CLITHRIDIATE

[adjective]

having the shape of a keyhole.

Etymology: uncertain.

[Esao Andrews]

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Entry 1: Thur, Oct 1, 2015: 1:33am

Today was the day I told my closest friends I was leaving on Monday. I decided that I needed to get away and just be free for once. I am to embark on my journey through all 50 states, with my two other friends- Nick and Liz. We’re leaving nearly everything behind and taking off. We’re all at a point in life where we haven’t found a place or routine that is destined for us. So as we ensure these next few months I hope you all can bear with me.

I told them and I felt the tension fill the car. Tears were sheads, words said and walls set up. Today is the day I told my loved ones that I wouldn’t see them for nearly six months and also the day I cried silently again in the past six years.

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Aug 10th 2016 Suprise Bitch: Finally came back after making it through 20 states and visiting Michigan atm. Finally came back it all just kinda kicked back into the same routine here and it’s kinda like clockwork with us.

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kaleidoscope aesthetic  

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SORRY FAM

hey guys ashley here sorry i haven't been on in forever i had some personal stuff going on but i'm going to post a bunch of stuff that happened while i was gone :D

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art prize 2015 

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beach aesthetic #1 

[alonefeaturingcompany]

Entry 1: Thur, Oct 1, 2015: 1:33am

Today was the day I told my closest friends I was leaving on Monday. I decided that I needed to get away and just be free for once. I am to embark on my journey through all 50 states, with my two other friends- Nick and Liz. We’re leaving nearly everything behind and taking off. We’re all at a point in life where we haven’t found a place or routine that is destined for us. So as we ensure these next few months I hope you all can bear with me.

I told them and I felt the tension fill the car. Tears were sheads, words said and walls set up. Today is the day I told my loved ones that I wouldn’t see them for nearly six months and also the day I cried silently again in the past six years.

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She's such a goof

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Sorry we haven't been around much lately been busy adventuring but we love you all

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Messing around at meijer

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#whatliftsyou

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#whatliftsyou

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Found a bunch of beer in the baby isle thought it was a perfect photo opportunity

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What people don’t understand is that anxiety follows you everywhere When you’re in a room full of loved ones, questioning whether they truly love you In a room full of people, questioning whether you actually have the ok to talk to them- or if you’ll just annoy them When you’re running your shower and you just sit with your back against the glass cycling through everything circling your mind Just for you to finally get under the spray of scalding water hoping to just wash away your thoughts Or standing directly underneath the showerhead wishing to wash down the drain with your problems When you’re in your room alone and you lay there staring at the ceiling questioning if everything good in your life will last If the people liking your status are actually still there or just waiting to run It’s like walking down a flight of stairs waiting for someone to kick you down. Or potentially missing a step and experiencing that heartdropping moment to follow in effect. It’s not knowing what you already know And questioning what’s probably already been answered It’s being in a lifeboat that your afraid will spring a leek any second It’s drowning in your insecurities Being buried alive by your burdens And suffocating on every unspoken sentence Anxiety is a near death experience with strings of ptsd roped in with it. And you just stand there waiting for the final blow to strike you down and never finding the ability to ever get back up.

Angeleke Faulkner (via poeticallyineffable)

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you've heard of Summer...now get ready for

Nothing really...just working, going to classes, studying/doing homework for hours, so you get like 3 hours of sleep- all while trying to squeeze in a possible social life...