Unrequitedly

You never hesitated once to leave me standing, in corners watching you choose her over me again

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

The problem with everyone else is that they’re not you.

[stephenstilwell-deactivated2021]

“I shouldn’t be here missing you again.”

s.s. (stephenstilwell)

[remanence-of-love]

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

These past few weeks it’s taken everything I have inside me not to call you and tell you I miss you

- you probably wouldn’t pick up the phone anyway

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

I really don’t think there’ll ever be another one like you

-and if there is, god help my heart

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

even when I was kissing him, I was thinking of you

-and I hate myself for it

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

Stop

Messing

With

My

Head

-please, I’m tired

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

And then there’s you. There’ll always be you...

The one that got away

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

I guess I’m just tired of being the girl who wasn’t quite enough.

- why am I never the one?

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

Even now, months after a relationship that was barely even a relationship ended before it had even started... I miss you. And I’m trying to figure out why.

- why do I let myself fall in so deep?

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

I can’t tell what I miss more... you or the part of me you took with you when you left

-i am not the person i was before I met you

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

How wonderful it would have been if you had chosen me

-a thought that I will not let myself entertain tonight

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

I knew there was something wrong with me when I realised that more boys had broken my heart than had ever made me happy

- I’m just not the kind of girl who boys fall in love with

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

I always wondered what would hurt more about learning that he’d moved on. The fact that this would mean there was no chance for us, or the fact that she would know him better than I did. I think both are just as bad.

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

Thinking about him is the deadliest kind of masochism

-you haven’t even crossed his mind

[thosefuckingbalenciagas]

“You made me feel like I was nothing, yet I’d still give you my everything if I had the chance”

-you fucking destroyed me