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I honestly feel so empty. My boyfriend and I just broke up. I have only 2 friends and they both live over 2 hours away. I hate my life right now. I feel so alone.

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I am so beyond pissed.. Like i have never been so angry before. Yesterday, my boyfriend decided to lie to me and tell me he was coming into town.( he lives in kentucky) and i asked him why out of excitement like holy fuck why are you here im so happy you are here?!?!?! but he got pissed and mad at me and now all day today he has been ignoring me and tweeting about me. and he called me a bitch yesterday, and today hes ignoring me ontop of posting things on his snapchat story and opening mine and not responding. I just cant. I asked him if he still wanted to be with me and said yea. like bitch if you wanna be with me then fucking act like it. 

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I honestly think i have an obsession with make up... Like all i watch are make up tutorials and i spend at least 30 dollars on make up each pay check... Im trying to save up to move out, i need to stop spending so much money.. GD

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So of course when you finally are dating someone you really like, one of your old crushes wants to date you... but i do not care because the guy im with is soooo amazing and perfect and i wouldnt trade him for anything!!!

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wow college is really stressing me out. I cant even think about other things anymore because i am so so so so stressed out like thanks college.

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Okay so you could say today was interesting. I had this best friend and he is gay. We literally hung out every single day until he went to college. Everything changed after he left. Its not like he moved 4 hours away, he was only 15 mins away yet he still never made time for me. I find out today that his excuse for not hanging out was because it is more convenient to hang out with his new friend there than with me. But bitch you could fucking ask me rather than leaving me hanging. 

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thats an anxiety attack waiting to happen

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Hello!!!

Hello everyone in the cyber world! I am here anonymously to write about my life. Let me tell you it is pretty crazy. I really hope ya’ll enjoy all of my “exciting” stories.