Thoughts from a fairy

To fantasize is to try living in another world; but how do we live in this one? writing; poetry; rambles

[thoughtsfantasies]

How can I live

when I have the weight of a thousand worlds

on my shoulders?

of a semblance of passion so strong

I would die for just a taste?

how can I live

when I don't have a love I can drown in,

and most likely never will?

how do I choose to live

when I will never

ever

feel as I feel

when I read

when I dream...

how can I live with that?

[thoughtsfantasies]

I think I don't know what I want

Oh but darling, I think you do. I think you want the stars to look back down on you and whisper all the good things that are coming for you. I think you want the flowers to smell you back and tell you all the wonderful pleasures you're gonna feel in your life. And I think you want someone to look at you as deeply as you look the world around you

Love, my darling

You want love

[weltenwellen]

Leigh Bardugo, King of Scars

[steelsuit]

Pearl's iridescence

[thoughtsfantasies]

This is so pretty

[thoughtsfantasies]

For you, in another world

I want to die but I want to live I want to live in that world where I could lose it all and learn to love every moment that I have with you I want to feel the tightness in my chest every time I look at you I want to feel the love, the oh so succumbing love I want to succumb to you, I want you to take me, keep me, and never let go I want you to make me feel like I'm yours, and you're mine and we fight and live together Take me into your darkness my love Make me fall, fall into your endless pit Make me forget this world, and know only of our own So dark, yet so warm Let's fall together

[thoughtsfantasies]

How is it that… I want to feel your hands around my neck And the coolness of the sword on my chest The world disappearing The smile on your face, And the single tear painting it You watching And I smiling As I fall And you carry on in this wicked world By yourself And with me as your eternal shadow

[thoughtsfantasies]

I've got to know

How it feels like to worship How my heart stumbles upon looking at you and wishes to serve you How I could be your puppet in the endless fight for the world And watch as you take it all

How it feels like to be worshiped How the way you look at me threatens to consume me in a heartbeat How you could make me bleed and drive me to the darkness, But choose to hold me How I could perish and know you'd perish the same

And how you could take it all, but just for me