Thoughts of the Night

The things we think but are too scared to say.

[thoughtsofthenight]

i have spent too much time missing people who have become strangers

[thoughtsofthenight]

in a language where i couldnt say ‘i love you’, i found one million different ways to tell you i did

[thoughtsofthenight]

My heart misses you.

I can feel it in the way it hurts.

[thoughtsofthenight]

please, let me dream of her

let me see her one more time.

[thoughtsofthenight]

please, let me dream of her

let me see her one more time.

[thoughtsofthenight]

i thought we would grow old as friends.

[thoughtsofthenight]

i have the pleasure of knowing the loveliest and gentlest soul there is yet she doesn’t even know how good she is

[thoughtsofthenight]

and for one moment in time

it was beautiful

[aidashakur]

I stay saying “it is what it is” but I know deep down my heart wishes shit would be different

[thoughtsofthenight]

i have more or less made peace with sadness

[thoughtsofthenight]

I’m scared that we both think the same in that neither of us want to speak to the other, but I’m more scared of checking only to find you don’t care anymore.

[thoughtsofthenight]

if i was lucky enough to come home to you every day, i could do anything.

[thoughtsofthenight]

You said bye but now I’m wondering if that meant goodbye or good night.

[thoughtsofthenight]

Ghost of my past. Lovely. Sometimes I wonder if you still think of me too.

[thoughtsofthenight]

You’ve been in my nightmares so much they’ve almost become dreams.

[thoughtsofthenight]

I’d be lucky to have you in my life for as long as you’ll have me.