it’s been a while since i touched this blog. i haven’t felt the need to write in a long time - my feelings don't flow out the way they used to. in fact, i’m slowly learning what it means to feel once again.
i’ve learnt a lot of things, though, in the time i’ve spent away. i’ve learnt the chill of being alone, and the relief that fills me with warmth when i see the people i’ve began to love. i know the feeling of a hand in mine, grasping tightly. the sensation of blood running through the cracks in my palm. a heartbeat against mine.
i am alive. finally.











