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A 10 year old girl sits in her parents basement. VH1 is playing a movie she's never heard of. But she recognizes the actors listed in the description. From the moment she clicked on that, she was hooked. I remember that 10 year old. A 10 year old afraid to embrace her love of the eclectic and goth culture. Soon a 14 year old whose favorite outfit of black she couldn't get herself to wear. A 16 year old who suppressed every urge to appeal to everyone around her but herself. At 24 I've come to terms with a lot of things, but at the end of this sappy post what I've really realized... that THIS was my original style inspo and im embracing it finally after 14 years. Y'all better get ready for the leather and chains that comes with this look😂 Try everything on for size. I'm excited to see where my authenticity will take me. #myoriginalstyleinspo #edwardscissorhands

#myoriginalstyleinspo #edwardscissorhands

Never Know What To Say

It’s really hard to want so badly to write, to inspire, that in the end you make no progress forward. Idea after idea comes to you and yet when you pull up your notebook to work…you stop. This really is my everyday. Writing is a part of me. I want to badly to reach out and inspire and in the end I stay silent behind the pen. I haven’t been able to find out a reason. Partly I know it is writers…

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My first practice page of calligraphy with my Apple Pencil (Thank you Joel😍😍) I can tell this will be dangerous... the perfectionist in me won't quit until I'm writing perfect modern calligraphy 😂 #AlwaysAnOpportunityForArt💕

#alwaysanopportunityforart💕

After. Hot rollers are my new best friend. In 27 minutes I got a fresh look. If you're not using hot rollers because you think they are old fashioned, you're missing out! #luxestyles

#luxestyles

Old skool style. #thermaluxerollers

#thermaluxerollers

Only 11 days until my cosmetology adventures begin. So many ideas for the future. #garymanuelavedainstitute #letcreativityreign

#garymanuelavedainstitute #letcreativityreign

If you don't know who Trevor Noah is.... I just can't. #TheDailyShow

#thedailyshow

I have been dark for a few weeks, but some exciting changes have been happening in my life! Today, I embark on a new journey. On December 5th, I will be starting my schooling with the Aveda Institute in their cosmetology program. I am so excited for my next adventure. Thank you to everyone who has supported me through this year, it has not gone unappreciated. Additionally, I start my new career with Gene Juarez this week! So many exciting changes from becoming debt free, getting a new car, moving to downtown Bellevue, and now schooling and career in a field I am so excited to be apart of. Thank you to my mama @firstclassseattle, my papa bear and all of my family, my besties @natty.ice7 and @e.mcd_ , and thank you so much to my wonderful and supportive boyfriend Joel ❤️ Yesterday we packed up a 15 foot uhaul with all my furniture, packed, cleaned and everything else. Without your friendship and love by my side, all of these changes would have been so overwhelming. I am so glad that life brought us together. You are the best teammate I could've asked for in life ❤️ XOXO

NYX creme liquid lipstick with cosmetic grade glitter painted on as it dried. #makeupart #girly #babyblue

#babyblue #makeupart #girly

Some Zen doodling squares ❤️#doodling #sketch #art🎨

#art🎨#doodling #sketch

Thank you for always loving me. Thank you for cuddling me every night (sleeping on my head), thank you for being the cutest little puppy and my little fur baby ❤️️ #mybaby

#mybaby

I once was told I couldn't sing, and after years of determination and practice I was the lead in my high school musical. I was told I didn't know style, or how to dress. But after so many years of scrutiny now I am the one who is helping compile outfits for my fellow friends. I was told I couldn't act. But I went on to have many roles in different plays throughout childhood and young adult hood. I was told by many kids growing up I had an alien forehead. I was told by the same kids that I didn't know how to do my hair or makeup, but I practiced doing stage makeup in high school and now I have friends who are asking for my advice. When you strip away everything you know to look objectively at yourself, you realize that there is a obvious solution to your repeated patterns. Don't live for someone else -- I'm glad I'm learning this at 24. My mom - @firstclassseattle - told me to follow my heart. I also was told I couldn't pull off red lipstick, but I gotta say... I look pretty damn good in Snow White red. #loveyourself #mymomismybestfriend #livethelifeyouimagined

#mymomismybestfriend #loveyourself #livethelifeyouimagined

This definitely felt good to see💕

What's that cotton stuffing on my seat from? Oh no, that's not stuffing, that's belley bear! 😂 #JustGroomed #BichonPuffBallBaby

#justgroomed #bichonpuffballbaby

Two years ago today, I was exhausted. (Photo on right) My little new puppy keeping me up her first night at home. She woke up every hour, and wanted to play. I was exhausted, but so in love. I felt a pure love for a little creature who saw me as her protector. For those of you who know me, for 6 months my darling belle was looked after full time by my wonderful grandmother -- but it was a pain i never knew I could feel. I felt silly to try and explain it to people. This was my fluffy little baby who I no longer walked at night and tucked her in her crate, this was my little cherub who crawled into my sweatshirt to sleep, this was my little marshmallow who played fetch with me, and now it felt ripped away and gone. Sure, I was able to see her every few weeks and sometimes I'd bring her for sleepovers, but we were out of our "mother/baby" bonding sync we had - and it crushed me. When I finally moved into my own apartment 7 months ago, and was able to take belle back full time, I cried for days. Tears of joy. This dog is more than a pure bred bichon I drove 6 hours to get, this dog has shown me what purest love can be in its simplest form and I will always cherish that. I love you belley bear. 2 years old, and so much more to do 😊 (Photo on right is moments ago!😍)

Chicken, broccoli, gnocchi pie with Parmesan & mozzarella cream sauce 😍 #feelingbetter #yummydinner

#yummydinner #feelingbetter

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