2020.04.04.saturday.04.08pm
Basically, just want to write here hmm been a while, really really been a while. Just trying so hard to post something, making some stanzas even, as always, it is far from perfect. Well people are learning, nothing to be worried about the words chosen or the-without-metaphor stanzas, i called as poems hehehe
So... This one is about how im counting days before turning into the new chapter of age🙃 yeah, time flies, and someone's about to leave 23, another number will be added in some days ahead. Many things happened and learned, especially on choosing "whom to trust" and "whom deserves the story of this life". But one thing just never changed, "being amazed by some guy whom i see as a good figure to be a future husband"... And once again, seems like this is going to be one-sided-love, yet this one, im so proud of myself, no one knows (literally) no one knows whom he is. Even though i have told my friends that i admired someone, TAPI these guys don't know him, luckily... So it might just gonna stay as a secret admirer of his that he'll never learned🙃
Well, this pass year, i have met many new people, alhamdulillah, i am able to continue my study, like it has always been my dream! Just still can't believe i continue it in Bandung, taking some major i said i would never took😝 but here i am now ahahaha enjoy the ride Awaliyah, after all you learned a lot from that😉
In my 23, i deleted all my fan shipper accounts and even my videos on yt ahahahaha this is just such a pride and an achievement😝 but nowwwww after i knew ÇB, hmmm my old state coming back, my shipper blood is on fire atm and how i believe in these two, it's new, i have never been so sure about some boats i sailed before but ÇB🙃
Okay let's not talk that much about that😉
I am forever grateful to Allah for all the things i have had until now, my parents and brothers are doing fine. They are everything, so they are all that matter at any case✨
To those people whom i have known since forever that still have places in my heart, hope they are always doing good and thanks for still remembering me. One of my fears is being forgotten so... Thank you so!
and to those new people, thank you for accepting me for who i am. I know my jokes and words, somehow, could hurt people, but thank you, thank you for put up with me.
And... To the old 23-yo-Awaliyah and the new 24-yo-Awaliyah (on some days ahead), congratulations!!! You have passed another level of age😝 be thankful, never forget that Allah watches every single thing you are doing, you know it, you learned it, your happiness ain't depend on people but Allah's, ask Him, talk to Him, inshaAllah✨ Good luck on facing your new chapter, OMG!!! this is your last level before entering the quarter of life (25) AAAAXBJSXBKANDKLAMXLAKZ MAKE EVERY TINY THING REMARKABLE. PERIODT. NOKTA. TITIK.
See you, next year with another heart content 🚀
[Let's have this as a momento here😝]