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Got into the memory lane on my posts here. Why did i even post all those emo-emo vibes and stuff? Why did i talk like im a victim of some story that never had a beginning? This is so funny and cringe coz at some point i dont want to admit i wrote those xD
Bismillah,
hey there tumblr pals. been a while, i know. i guess i spend much more and more and more time on twitter now, when it comes to sharing my thoughts. but kinda miss the time i've spent here.
well, i have been working on my final project aka my magistrate thesis since last year, precisely since august 2020. today, this moment, i am waiting for my first defense-day. yeah, alhamdulillah i will be defending my thesis before two exminers on august 4th 2021, few more days to go.
i feel happy for sure, because i have been waiting for this day to come. but at the same time, we all know, some people just and can never get rid of the anxiety they have before presenting something, formally. so do me. as i said, i am happy, yet thrilled... what's worse? i have those what ifs in my head, like what if they ask me this or that. however, that's normal.
fortunately, i have this ability to keep myself think positive. you know, like keep asking God that thing will be fine, we will eventually pass this, ah come on, why worried about the world things, this is just temporary and stuff. most of all, i keep telling myself that i can do this, we can do this.
last but not least, nothing comes easy for thing that's worthy. you indeed gotta fight for it. and i always have these beliefs that "whomever strives shall succeed (man jadda wa jada)"; and someone once told me which i have heard this a lot as well, "istikhorahnya jangan stengah2", meaning when you want to achieve your goals, you have to put your best and of course keep praying. besides that, God has made His plans for all of us, all we got to do is just trying. if something is meant to be ours, it will eventually be. hence, im praying for those who are working on their theses and dissertations,i wish tons of good lucks!
thanks.
best wishes,
Awaliyah.
(2021.July.30th)
girls at the age of 22 and above to those boys who tried to ask them to date
"sorry dudes, we are not looking for boyfriends! we're looking for men with audacity who are willing to meet our parents, ask for our hands, and give us some story about how our future will be. so, if you're not those kind of persons, take a deep breath and take some step backwards, we will see you in our wedding with the right ones..."
[2020.april.7]
Come to me when you're ready.
• and look, im 25yo now and this is still becoming my main point.
you don't know how some instagram users trying to tell you how special you are for them just simply by putting you on their *close friends* lists. so, don't just take it as thing, but it has to be something... and when i say something, that something has to be something you are grateful for, no?
Instagram Close Friends' Perks
he might be in love with someone
someone, that is not me
yeah, with someone else
...
it's okay, it's not your the first time.
there was a day when she felt like
you were the right one, and
the other half of hers, then
someday, in all of sudden,
you were gone, you left
her in such pain, that stays
until now, then you
coming back, saying you are
ready to re-start, re-set, and
undo all the things you have
said and done, you ask
for another chance, she,
as someone, who is apparently
never stop loving you, she
lets you in, open her door,
once again, things go well,
until you make same mistake.
no more chance, she says,
you can never change, it is
somehow exhausting for her to
keep reading same book over
and over again, where she know
what endings this book holds
for her and where
it leads her.
...
2020.04.12 [inspired by some girl(s), hope you are doing fine, it's okay to keep giving love, but it's not okay to keep reading the same pages my dears]
X
Saoirse Ronan as Jo March - Little Women (2019), dir. Greta Gerwig
girls at the age of 22 and above to those boys who tried to ask them to date
"sorry dudes, we are not looking for boyfriends! we're looking for men with audacity who are willing to meet our parents, ask for our hands, and give us some story about how our future will be. so, if you're not those kind of persons, take a deep breath and take some step backwards, we will see you in our wedding with the right ones..."
[2020.april.7]
Come to me when you're ready.
2020.04.04.saturday.04.08pm
Basically, just want to write here hmm been a while, really really been a while. Just trying so hard to post something, making some stanzas even, as always, it is far from perfect. Well people are learning, nothing to be worried about the words chosen or the-without-metaphor stanzas, i called as poems hehehe
So... This one is about how im counting days before turning into the new chapter of age🙃 yeah, time flies, and someone's about to leave 23, another number will be added in some days ahead. Many things happened and learned, especially on choosing "whom to trust" and "whom deserves the story of this life". But one thing just never changed, "being amazed by some guy whom i see as a good figure to be a future husband"... And once again, seems like this is going to be one-sided-love, yet this one, im so proud of myself, no one knows (literally) no one knows whom he is. Even though i have told my friends that i admired someone, TAPI these guys don't know him, luckily... So it might just gonna stay as a secret admirer of his that he'll never learned🙃
Well, this pass year, i have met many new people, alhamdulillah, i am able to continue my study, like it has always been my dream! Just still can't believe i continue it in Bandung, taking some major i said i would never took😝 but here i am now ahahaha enjoy the ride Awaliyah, after all you learned a lot from that😉
In my 23, i deleted all my fan shipper accounts and even my videos on yt ahahahaha this is just such a pride and an achievement😝 but nowwwww after i knew ÇB, hmmm my old state coming back, my shipper blood is on fire atm and how i believe in these two, it's new, i have never been so sure about some boats i sailed before but ÇB🙃
Okay let's not talk that much about that😉
I am forever grateful to Allah for all the things i have had until now, my parents and brothers are doing fine. They are everything, so they are all that matter at any case✨
To those people whom i have known since forever that still have places in my heart, hope they are always doing good and thanks for still remembering me. One of my fears is being forgotten so... Thank you so!
and to those new people, thank you for accepting me for who i am. I know my jokes and words, somehow, could hurt people, but thank you, thank you for put up with me.
And... To the old 23-yo-Awaliyah and the new 24-yo-Awaliyah (on some days ahead), congratulations!!! You have passed another level of age😝 be thankful, never forget that Allah watches every single thing you are doing, you know it, you learned it, your happiness ain't depend on people but Allah's, ask Him, talk to Him, inshaAllah✨ Good luck on facing your new chapter, OMG!!! this is your last level before entering the quarter of life (25) AAAAXBJSXBKANDKLAMXLAKZ MAKE EVERY TINY THING REMARKABLE. PERIODT. NOKTA. TITIK.
See you, next year with another heart content 🚀
[Let's have this as a momento here😝]
i guess it's just good to be private
people ain't know that much about your live
you just do things, on your own,
and luckily, you are doing it greatly
honey, i wish Allah ease the pain
you are having and makes you
stay the way you are.
remember, not everything has to be shared.
Good luck, dear myself 🍀
“I am forever grateful that he exists, even though he will never be mine.”
— Lina A. (via quotemadness)
Demi APAAAAA💔
Dear Lord,
can You please tell him, let him know,
that he got some piece of this heart?
so, would he stop looking at the other,
and aware of how these eyes keep
looking at him?
Thank You
it's been a while
is live has giving you the word
"happiness" yet?
or you're still on your way to
that path?
“I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.”
— Haruki Murakami
it was a day that took all of me to send you a dm, it was so simple "hey, still remember me?". nothing to lose i said when i sent it, so yeah after weeks you replied it saying "awaliyah yah?". i was so happy and i won't lie about it, you explained why you just replied it for you got no notifications. after years, after hundred days, after million hours, a very simple communication occured.
- hello from the other side, dear past
hello tumblr! finally u r accessible in my country again😅🙃
- back again or nay(?)
I don't know, it's just my heart that always say he's the best one in this entire life, so far.
- in the name of doubleyou ei ai ti ai en ji
