I'm beginning to wonder if I ever should've left Hell.
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@tiny-anon
I'm beginning to wonder if I ever should've left Hell.
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…can’t sleep…
Hello everyone.
This is William; Daisy's brother.
Daisy's actual name was Charlie. They asked me to tell this to you all.
The message ahead was pre-written, in case of this situtation.
"hi guys :]
ive asked my brother to post this in case of something awful happening, so i hope you will never have to see this.
if you are reading this message, then im probably dead, or at least incapacitated
basically, ive got a lot to say, so im just going to say it.
when i first joined this community, i was not in a good place of mind; but seeing you all, and talking to you was starting to be the highlight of my day
i didn't realise how big an affect this would have on me in the long run
thank you all. so much.
you are all such lovely people, never forget that; every moment that ive spent on this accursed website, i have felt loved, and respected. everyone is so kind and so lovely.
thank you all so much, for this time, with you
and to abby, my love, thank you so much for being with me <3 i can't believe that i somehow managed to get together with the girl of my dreams. i love you so so so much, i love you to infinity and back <333 thank you so much for being with me through this - you are such a lovely, genuine, kind, sweet, beautiful person. thank you my darling, i will always love you.
and to you, my dear (probably) mutual, i thank you so much for this journey that weve had
you all mean so much to me, and i love you all so much 💕
this is me, signing off, for the last time
thank you :]
goodbye"
Charlie passed away an hour ago. The cancer spreading was detected too late, unfortunately.
It wasn't a painful death; they passed away peacefully, in their sleep.
I want to let you all know how much they've talked about you all in the past two weeks. How their face would light up when tumblr was brought up, how they would smile at me and tell me about your various antics.
I think that all of you made my siblings life better; that talking to all of you was the highlight of their day.
Thank you all - you made my sibling a happier person. And some of you, I think, genuinely became a part of their life.
Charlie loved you all so much.
"Even when I'm gone, I will still look at you from the stars, and my smile will be like comets across the night sky." - Charlie Dinh, 19/05/2000 - 22/09/2024
Minnie. Minnie I've missed you so much, oh god, Minnie -
i got a body! i have a body now, i can - Minnie, can I please hug you?
h- hold on- too much going on at once- 🥺🫂
i love you. I've missed you. it's been... oh, it's been a time
….Ro?… or… a- are you still Reality?…
Minnie. Minnie I've missed you so much, oh god, Minnie -
i got a body! i have a body now, i can - Minnie, can I please hug you?
h- hold on- too much going on at once- 🥺🫂
e- everyone's angry- i- i don't- i don't like this- i'm scared-
We'll find a way to fix this, I promise. Do you want a hug?
y- yes please...
e- everyone's angry- i- i don't- i don't like this- i'm scared-
*the child runs back, armed with a pillow.*
y- you threatened my sibling, you threatened Violet, that- that was really mean!! you’re her dad, too, y- you’re supposed to be nice to us! not just me!
- @tiny-anon
*His eye twitches, as he looks at the pillow - aimed right at him.*
I didn't threaten her. I didn't exactly know she was my child, did I, now? Or, well, didn't believe it.
Blast it, why am I whispering? Your ears can tolerate a normal volume, I'm sure - regardless, I'm not mean. I - I am nice! To everyone! Who isn't a demon! That is, I'm nice to everyone who deserves it! You, little thing, are both not a demon and too tiny to really understand what's happening.
Now, what's your name, flighty one?
*she covers her ears, dropping the pillow. she’s trying her best to be brave.*
Minnie, y- you know me, you know all of us- I- I don’t like this-
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
He’s been undemonfied and is just a bit scared and confused and angely
He’ll be ok.
Eventually.
Probably.
Also: Hi Minnie!!! Lomg time no see!
….h- how long until he goes back to normal?…
also- hi- I- I missed you-
I really wouldn’t know.
He’s acting pretty crazy. Poor guy doesn’t even understand the concept of a demon right now.
So, where have you been? Are you alright?
I- I’m scared I don’t- I don’t like this- what do we do?? we gotta help him!!
…pillow fort…
To be perfectly frank, Minnie, he probably doesn’t currently understand the concept of a pillow, and if he does, he would consider the action of building a fort out of them as illogical and impractical.
And, given that he is currently frightened of me and believes me to be a dangerous and malevolent entity, throwing a pillow at him would pretty much be a death wish.
….h- he isn’t scared of me, maybe…. I- I gotta try…
I- I wouldn’t risk it.
We’ve talked about animals before. You know how when animals are scared or in pain, they can be aggressive? Think of dad right now as a scared cat.
Also: he has threatened me with a sword.
And fire.
…then I really gotta try… h- he’s not allowed to hurt any of us, I won’t… I won’t let him!!
He doesn’t know you, Minnie.
He won’t hesitate. (Bitch)
She whispers the last word even more softly. She can’t not, but also doesn’t want to offend Minnie.
If you do talk to him, at least be careful, ok?
…he thinks I’m an angel… I- I should be okay… but I’ll be careful… promise.
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
He’s been undemonfied and is just a bit scared and confused and angely
He’ll be ok.
Eventually.
Probably.
Also: Hi Minnie!!! Lomg time no see!
….h- how long until he goes back to normal?…
also- hi- I- I missed you-
I really wouldn’t know.
He’s acting pretty crazy. Poor guy doesn’t even understand the concept of a demon right now.
So, where have you been? Are you alright?
I- I’m scared I don’t- I don’t like this- what do we do?? we gotta help him!!
…pillow fort…
To be perfectly frank, Minnie, he probably doesn’t currently understand the concept of a pillow, and if he does, he would consider the action of building a fort out of them as illogical and impractical.
And, given that he is currently frightened of me and believes me to be a dangerous and malevolent entity, throwing a pillow at him would pretty much be a death wish.
….h- he isn’t scared of me, maybe…. I- I gotta try…
I- I wouldn’t risk it.
We’ve talked about animals before. You know how when animals are scared or in pain, they can be aggressive? Think of dad right now as a scared cat.
Also: he has threatened me with a sword.
And fire.
…then I really gotta try… h- he’s not allowed to hurt any of us, I won’t… I won’t let him!!
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
He’s been undemonfied and is just a bit scared and confused and angely
He’ll be ok.
Eventually.
Probably.
Also: Hi Minnie!!! Lomg time no see!
….h- how long until he goes back to normal?…
also- hi- I- I missed you-
I really wouldn’t know.
He’s acting pretty crazy. Poor guy doesn’t even understand the concept of a demon right now.
So, where have you been? Are you alright?
I- I’m scared I don’t- I don’t like this- what do we do?? we gotta help him!!
…pillow fort…
To be perfectly frank, Minnie, he probably doesn’t currently understand the concept of a pillow, and if he does, he would consider the action of building a fort out of them as illogical and impractical.
And, given that he is currently frightened of me and believes me to be a dangerous and malevolent entity, throwing a pillow at him would pretty much be a death wish.
….h- he isn’t scared of me, maybe…. I- I gotta try…
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
He’s been undemonfied and is just a bit scared and confused and angely
He’ll be ok.
Eventually.
Probably.
Also: Hi Minnie!!! Lomg time no see!
….h- how long until he goes back to normal?…
also- hi- I- I missed you-
I really wouldn’t know.
He’s acting pretty crazy. Poor guy doesn’t even understand the concept of a demon right now.
So, where have you been? Are you alright?
I- I’m scared I don’t- I don’t like this- what do we do?? we gotta help him!!
…pillow fort…
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
Hey, Minnie. He's - he's - he's not Lucifer right now. He's Samael. And I'm scared too. I don't want to lose him.
he- he forgot about us- he doesn’t remember he’s- he’s different-
….d- dad?…
- @tiny-anon
*He looks at the tiny little thing before him, incredibly unsure about what to do.*
Uh. Are you a fledgeling?
Is Mother trying out something new? Just - come with me, wherever you're supposed to be, it's not here.
I'm not 'dad', by the way. That's God. You can call me Samael. One down from him, close enough if you can't understand a thing, I suppose...
…y- you don’t… remember me?… any of us?… I- I don’t understand…
There's... Nothing to remember. I've apparently been punted through time rather harshly, but apart from that, I truly doubt I'd spend that much time along those - humans and demons and whatnot.
*without him realising, his tone has gone low, matching the way Minnie is speaking.*
…y- you don’t… you don’t remember anything…
*the child runs off crying.*
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
He’s been undemonfied and is just a bit scared and confused and angely
He’ll be ok.
Eventually.
Probably.
Also: Hi Minnie!!! Lomg time no see!
….h- how long until he goes back to normal?…
also- hi- I- I missed you-
I- I don’t understand… why is he angry? why doesn’t he remember us? I- I’m scared…
It's okay Minnie, don't worry, dad is just...playing a game..
h- he wouldn’t do something like this as a game… it… it feels real… I don’t like it…