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um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

[shaking, pale, clammy, on the verge of passing out from shock] please canyuou put your fwngers in it

One of the things I'm most excited for now that I'm going to formally learn Japanese is to be able to read all the vns that haven't been translated yet. I'm a Clockup hater but you damn well know I'm going to read fraternite because the premise interests me enough to put up with the fact I will probably get angry about how it fails to live up to it.

#name one genuinely good game from clockup i dare you #bcs i absolutely can fight people about how euphoria isn't a good game you're all just entranced by how good the ending is #that and how many of you mistake shock value for good horror writing.

Too insane to be a normie, too sane to be proship. Tis a lonely life I lead.

#I just want to have people to talk about extreme horror who don't fetishize the content within #and without having to justify myself for reading things with lolicon in it because its basically inescapable at times #like yeah lolicon is fucking horrible #you're a pedophile if you jerk off to that stuff #but it's still not as bad as csem of real children #still god awful #but i dont want to have to dodge those allegations just because i really like Saya no Uta and Gore Screaming Show #ugh...#like i read this shit to engage with it critically as a way to work through my own trauma #so that when i make a horror vn based on my own trauma i can keep the emotional intensity without fetishizing it #but people get weirded out and to an extent thats fair af #but it's still lonely #being a victim is lonely #nobody really understands where I'm coming from when I engage with problematic media...

Uuuuuugh I'm so lonely. Kinda wanna kms

I tried

#darumi amemiya #last defense academy #fanart #I know its kinda shit #haven't drawn in a while and want to get back into it

My VN Tier list so far

You ever see something in a visual novel and just think "there was absolutely no reason for that"?

#like why did wonderful everyday have to have beastiality???#there was no fucking reason for that #the scene was bad enough on its own #at least it was short and not nearly as for lack of a better term gratuitous as the beastiality scene in Maggotbaits but be for fuckin real #cheap ass shock value #like a lot of the other rape scenes can come off the same way in wonderful everyday #but at least in some cases they can come off as extremely uncomfortable and unerotic despite the cgs still being fetishistic #this was just fucking cheap writing from a vn i had expected much better from

I need these bitches to die in the slowest, most painful way possible actually. They got off way too easy by just killing themselves in a drugged out cult haze. I sentence them to the bronze bull.

If Saya no Uta is so good then why isn't there a Saya no Uta Tw- holy shit

#saya no uta #yes i know its vol. 2 and not an actual sequel i just think the typography is funny

Why did nobody tell me there's Yuri in Wonderful Everyday? Like I know the Yuri isn't the focus and that things are gonna go to shit soon but omg Yuri!!!!!

#wonderful everyday

I'm the only person anyone can trust about eroguro games because I'm not a rape and incest fetishist and actually try to engage with the game past "woah this is fucked up bro". So many of the games people call "good" in this genre are really not when you start picking it apart past the shock value. The unraped and unincested can never understand these games like I can.

I think Mojika is a stupid incel revenge fantasy but I'll give it credit for having rape scenes that actually feel like rape instead of porn. It's still fetishized to high heaven but at least the word sight mechanic gives a victims perspective that you normally don't get in games like this. Still a dog shit game even if the presentation is incredible.

#mojika #I'm very picky with games like this #you have to have some god tier writing for me to allow myself to let the rape fetishization slide #mojika just doesnt have that good of a story #there were some moments at the end where that were very reality bending #and the end of kiraras route was one of the bleakest things ive ever read to the point i kinda like where it went #but overall it was honestly really boring and unengaging #and God i called the ending twist of the true route and it still pissed me the hell off #like i was internally groaning when that was the reveal #genuinely not worth anyone's time tbh

Totono not using gender neutral language in regards to genitals in the fourth wall breaking h-scene totally takes me out of it to the point the whole scene became incredibly hilarious. Like so I was so immersed I was actually apologizing to the screen when I was about to tell Miyuki that I don't love her. I was even reacting to her making a sexual advance towards me but the moment she talked about a tent in my pants I started laughing uncontrollably.

#totono #totono spoilers #you and me and her #you and me and her spoilers #like do japanese devs not believe any girls might play their games #like most of the people I know who also read eroge are women #so like what is their deal

Euphoria is kinda insane because the more I think about it, the themes of grappling with paraphilic disorders and fantasy vs. reality are completely rendered moot by the way it portrays these fantasies played out in "reality". Seriously how is this fucking possible? Like one line that went "Murder is ending a life. Rape is stealing it." or something like that. That kinda would've gone hard if I hadn't had read 20 HOURS WORTH OF THE MOST PORNIFIED RAPE SCENES I HAD EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE! LIKE BETWEEN THE VOICE ACTING, THE ILLUSTRATIONS, MOST OF THE CHARACTERS REACTIONS AFTER THE RAPE, AND THE FUCKING CUM SHOT COUNTER, YOU CAN BARELY TELL THAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE RAPE! IT JUST LOOKS LIKE HARDCORE BDSM!

#euphoria vn

My new tactic for finding love is being so incredibly suicidal that someone stays with me out of pity

I hate to say this but he's totally my type

#gore screaming show

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