Appreciate the Beauty.

Lover of life. Sunshine addict. Free spirit. Just an ordinary girl with extraordinary goals.

[tipsyhippi3]

To G:

I remember laying on the couch and bargaining with God. I begged Him, “please don’t take her from me.” All I wanted was to have one successful pregnancy. To carry you to full term. But your heartbeat was too weak. I felt you leave and I swear I never screamed louder in my life. I dreaded going to my ultrasound that Wednesday afternoon. I knew my boyfriend was going to be disappointed. Crazy feelings of inadequacy began to flood my mind. There wasn’t enough progesterone in the world that could have saved you. Thank you for sending the bees when I asked for a sign 🐝. For always landing on my hand & making me feel less alone. I’ll see you again someday ♥️

[tipsyhippi3]

From a recent yep session:

They say nice guys finish last, but what happens to the nice girls?

“She tolerates the bear minimum, raises the guy that deprioritizes her because she’s busy fighting for breadcrumbs until resentment grows and she stops being nice. Love becomes transactional, because she becomes guarded.”

And then something shifts.

Not because she’s dramatic or cold.

Beacuse resentment grows where reprocity is absent.

Eventually she stops being “nice.”

This isn’t her becoming worse, it’s that her nervous system is getting tired of survival mode.

The “nice girl” phase is often rooted in being taught that love is earned through performance — patience, understanding, forgiveness, fixing.

Her higher self learns 3 things:

1) Love isn’t something you beg for.

2) Reciprocity is not asking for too much.

3) Being chosen shouldn’t require shrinking.

And when she stops tolerating breadcrumbs?

She no longer finishes “last”

She just stops competing for tables where she never had a seat in the first place.

Wishing you all the best on earth & in the universe,

Tipsy Hippi3 🦋 ✨

[tipsyhippi3]

I’m so damn excited for @tiredandlonelymuse back to badlands #h #chicago

[l-pilby]

you can go back, but no one is there anymore

[sweetd3lights]

[titsay]

[xaoca]

[remanence-of-love]

[sorella-di-icaro]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[tipsyhippi3]

#narcissism #headgames #relationships #love

[flimzy]

[hula-hope-deactivated20130831]

My grandpa has Alzheimer’s so he has no idea who my grandma is but everyday for the last three or four months he brings her in flowers from their garden and asks her to run away with him and be his wife and everyday she says she already is and everyday the smile my grandpa gets on his face is the most beautiful heartfelt thing I have ever seen.

[tiredandlonelymuse]

We’re in a hotel and you cannot find your shoes.

I’ve ordered coffee, just for you.

Plain white toast, for two.

“There isn’t one thing for yourself that you can do.

You’ve gotta get yourself together.

Gotta grow up soon.”

Get your camera, shoot this scene.

You tried to build a movie screen,

but bet it all on hopes and dreams.

I called the doctor about my spleen.

Show up to chemotherapy.

Kicked the coffee, eat my greens.

90 pounds are left of me.

You take the fat for kerosene.

The sadness stays, the lovers leave.

[heavensghost]

lucky

[tiredandlonelymuse]

by Sarah Pardini

[konoko]