In-depth review of Year Zero for the TNYJ-3 Remedy. - Addendum_2 - Final.
This year has been an extremely bizarre experience for me on a very personal level, due to multiple factors, the first of which being this sudden switch in my overall mindset and overall sense of absolute hope and willpower on December 30th, 2021, despite the mental devastation the year caused me. Throughout the course of this year, I have grown to attribute the sudden switch in both mindset and outlook to be the initial hope I had from very early 2020. The second reason for this is because of the very powerful drive and motivation I had during the first sixth of the year, from January to February. I was so driven to make progress that by March, I was burnt out on a physical level. Speaking of March, on March 7th, 2022, the first notable negative event occurred, where my great-grandmother, Margret Hurworth-Seal died in her sleep of sepsis at age 92. At first, I was neutral about it, until March 8th and 9th, when it really began to sink in. Due to this event, three songs were composed by each of the following aliases: Hades Vortexium, Vantablack and Spectralon. The first two composing two individual works in direct response, whilst Spectralon went on to participate in a collaborative piece between itself, Hades Vortexium and Vantablack. By late-March, things began to stagnate a little due to the massive burnout caused by overworking myself a month prior.
In April, not much worth of note occurred, other than the fact that I wanted to document my entire life in musical form.
In May, I started cataloguing the songs and sounds for my own Life Mixtapes and separated my entire life lived thus far, into five distinct phases, dubbing them âTNYJ-0â, âTNYJ-1â, âTNYJ-2â, âTNYJ-3â and âTNYJ-4â respectively. All five phases (also named âstagesâ) spanning all of my years lived so far. The cataloguing specifically began on May 20th, 2022 and is ongoing to this day. May was also a bizarre month for the fact that I revisited Gramâs house for the first time in over 15 years and the weirder fact that the entire place, despite the renovations taking place at the time of the revisit, it felt very familiar. The revisit was specifically on May 22nd, merely 48 hours after the initial Life Mixtape cataloguing, which also proved my now weird and bizarre depth of memory. Then on the final day of the month, May 31st, I visited my Nanaâs house on my own and in the complete absence of my parents for the first time in about 16 years.
In June, nothing much happened aside from the fact that my more ââknownââ Hypertone career turned 2 years old and the commitment of doing shop runs along with the occasional housework.
July was a weird month, akin to May. It was the final month at the college and the first month of having short hair for the first time in about a year. Outside of that, July was the first time I ever hung out with a close friend outside of school in over five years. At home, I (mostly) sat in my room, occasionally spending time with family and doing housework.
In August, my final ever Hypertone song as âVortex Reaperâ hit 2K views on YouTube, thanks to some kid named âDJ Jaydenâ sampling it in an FnF song for a mod. As a celebration of the anniversary, I did a remix EP for it and it was released on August 26th, 2022.
In September, school picked up again, and thus started â18th year - Salvation - Stage 5: Academic Continuationâ. However, the one (good) thing about September is that the debut EP from my duo band project âTeaLâ was completed after almost two entire months. As well as the implementation of âPhantom Vibrationsâ, an alias that focuses on Infinitesimal Slow Music (ISM). Then the most bizarre event of this decade so far (since the outbreak of COVID-19) happened: Her Majesty, Queen Elizabeth II, died. It will probably be the weirdest notable event of mine and everyone elseâs (who lived to *witness it (hear about it, at least)) life.
During October, the month was rather average, akin to September, until the 16th. On 16/10/22, I have experienced the biggest and most deepest blow to my mental health, mindset, motivation and my immediate family, caused by my parents separating as a result of another argument that they had in the evening of 15/10/22. Since then, I have been battling internally moreso than I ever have during this entire year. On Halloween, I went ghost hunting with my father, videoing a 6-part series to document the most memorable Halloween in quite a long while.
In November, I had the most memorable birthday in a long, long time, I got a PC, Gaming Keyboard and Mouse and TWS i12 Bluetooth earphones. I went to the pub with both my parents, having a great time! Other than my birthday, nothing much of note occurred.
This month, however, has been more eventful than the previous. By a large sum. My PC got inspected for damage after not booting up, I got it back exactly on Christmas Day, with it being both setup and reset, I started making music on it straight away. Starting the final large-scale project of my career pertaining to albums: a 404-track LP album, titled âAbsence Of Godâ, which is still in development. Due to my PCâs lack of internet connectivity, the tracks will be released at a later date, however, theyâll still be released very early-on in the new year.
This year has been a success in regard to the intended mission heading into it, given that it was meant to be âMission Progressâ and a âTestâ for the remedyâs initiation.
Next year will be better because I intend to put more work and drive into it.
- 18th Year - Salvation. - Day 365. - Week 52 - Day 0. - Month 12 - Week 4 - Day 3.
