Ciao Bella

30 / still trying to adult / still using tumblr

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Recent 1s from the last week of me doing summer I guess

pic number 3 of me looking a lil drunk is actually sober me travelling on the tube on a 36 degree heat day and actually feeling delirious

last 2 pics are of new doggo

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I fear I am addicted to Vinted

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so my dog jasper died 2 days before xmas. my 13 year old black lab who we had since 8 weeks :( broke my heart, but he lived a long v happy life well fed by my Indian parents. it was a real sad time and probs why haven’t even been on tumblr

anyways

fast forward to last month

my mum and sis decide to adopt a dog and guess what his foookin name is …. ?!!! yep, you guessed right, he’s called Jasper 😂

I was so outraged, and in my moment of outrage before they went to visit him, I said “at least call him Casper or something!!!”

they then came back from the dog shelter and said “we’ve adopted a dog! welcome to ur new family Casper”

felt like a moment in some comedy sketch

also my dad has been in India and when he left Jasper was here and now he’s back we have a new dog called Casper l o l

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I’m back

Back again

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went to a gig in london with a friend who I haven’t caught up with in ageeeee & missed the whole bloody gig cos I was 2 busy in the smoking area posing like i was 14 again

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feeling a lil down cos for some bizarre reason, my sleep cycle is off. for the past month I have been waking up in the middle of the night and having a v broken light sleep and feeling terrible in the mornings

I am averaging at about 4/5 hours sleep each night for the past month, baring in mind I have a very healthy bedtime routine. I’ve been prescribed a v low dose sleeping pills for a week for the first time in my life, I tried it last night but it made 0 difference 😭

Will obvs take for the 7 days but I just want to get a full nights sleep is that too much to ask for

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I really want to learn how to crochet a scarf but all videos online are confusing meeeeeee :(((

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A lady in my neighbourhood just gave me all this wool for free so I can give crochet a go!

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I really want to learn how to crochet a scarf but all videos online are confusing meeeeeee :(((

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I always feel like giving up halfway through eating an apple, it’s such tiring work & is it always that worth it ?

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the weather is so dreamy today, I have the flat to myself & I’m having a super chilled nothing day just pottering around & it’s been bliss ✨

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how do we as adults fit everything in??? I’m looking at my week ahead trying to get organised & I want to do a Pilates class, but I also want to see a friend I had to cancel on when I was ill last week, but I also need to do a food shop, oh and cook, and I need to get my car looked at cos the fan & AC stopped, but I also need to go to the office 3 days a week and then I am also going to a rave Friday night and then I’ve pretty much ran out of days

lol

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look I don’t want to be dramatic or all moany, but I’m still ill and it’s making me so sad

I got the spaced out head and wobbly legs (not the good kind from sex)

and I am really missing social interaction from going to the office :( if you asked me this time last year - I’d be like no way why tf would I wanna go into the office, but now I’m a year into my new job and go in 3 days a week and I really enjoy it

& whenever I’m ill I’m like ffs I could be doing so much like exercising rn, even though if I was feeling well I’d be doing the same as I’m doing now (nothing) but at least my nose wouldn’t be blocked && I’d feel ok

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Why am I still ill 😭 Kieran said I sound like darth Vader when I’m breathing ffs

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throwback to summer

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I have been struck with a bad cold that crept up on me so quickly yesterday I didn’t have time to even process it (lol I’m so dramatic)

so I am currently in bed sipping on a honey & lemon. I bought tickets for a Halloween night out earlier this week for Saturday and I am doing everything to make sure I will be ok for then

And by “doing everything” I am just sat in bed sipping on a honey & lemon

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I’m just on a mad blogging hype rn & I’ve been drinking with my husband & having a wonderful time

kinda counting on tonight’s extra hour of sleep

BUT

my cousin had a baby and they are doing this big Hindu religious ceremony at midday tomoz & there will be about 80 of us joining lol and I have a feeling I am going to be hanginggggg out my ass

& im too old to be doing family events in this state

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ruh roh

(you have to say this in scooby doos voice)

(these were my thoughts when I woke up the next day)

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who actually enjoys the apple in apple crumble