The Age of Starlight Ends

Rachel. Allegedly 31.

[crazywhite27]

It's Maaaiiip!!

[toc-the-elder]

What a terrible fucking hook up. What the fuck.

Have been talking to him for a while, seems normal. Is a fucking normie. He was watching the rookie ffs. And the room was like sauna hot. Like dude women don't want to fuck in oppressively clammy sweatboxes. Terrible kisser. All tongue. Aggressive tongue. No technique, no nuance. TONGUE.

Also, dude is inviting a girl round for 3am fuck, and doesn't even own any lube. I had to manufacture it from my own saliva. He was super rough with me, which i enjoyed up to a limit, but I had to stop after a while before he finished. And he got all sullen and sulky and then when I called an uber and stepped out for a cig he just mumbled bye and locked me out?????

What a shit fucking lay.

[toc-the-elder]

Also he seemed quite intimidated by the fact that I am a part of the kink scene and have quite a lot more sex than him and showed up to his place with a massively bruised bum. Why are men such babies?

[toc-the-elder]

He also didnt laugh at any of my jokes and made me feel awkward and weird

[toc-the-elder]

ALSO HE TOLD ME TO BE QUIETER LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

Sorry a girl is too loud when she cums. Is your steak too juicy too?

[toc-the-elder]

It's nearly 3pm and the idea of getting out of bed only just occurred to me

[toc-the-elder]

What a terrible fucking hook up. What the fuck.

Have been talking to him for a while, seems normal. Is a fucking normie. He was watching the rookie ffs. And the room was like sauna hot. Like dude women don't want to fuck in oppressively clammy sweatboxes. Terrible kisser. All tongue. Aggressive tongue. No technique, no nuance. TONGUE.

Also, dude is inviting a girl round for 3am fuck, and doesn't even own any lube. I had to manufacture it from my own saliva. He was super rough with me, which i enjoyed up to a limit, but I had to stop after a while before he finished. And he got all sullen and sulky and then when I called an uber and stepped out for a cig he just mumbled bye and locked me out?????

What a shit fucking lay.

[toc-the-elder]

Also he seemed quite intimidated by the fact that I am a part of the kink scene and have quite a lot more sex than him and showed up to his place with a massively bruised bum. Why are men such babies?

[toc-the-elder]

He also didnt laugh at any of my jokes and made me feel awkward and weird

[toc-the-elder]

Apparently it's "wrong" to say trans men get paid more than trans women. Not sure how it's wrong, but okay.

[toc-the-elder]

What a terrible fucking hook up. What the fuck.

Have been talking to him for a while, seems normal. Is a fucking normie. He was watching the rookie ffs. And the room was like sauna hot. Like dude women don't want to fuck in oppressively clammy sweatboxes. Terrible kisser. All tongue. Aggressive tongue. No technique, no nuance. TONGUE.

Also, dude is inviting a girl round for 3am fuck, and doesn't even own any lube. I had to manufacture it from my own saliva. He was super rough with me, which i enjoyed up to a limit, but I had to stop after a while before he finished. And he got all sullen and sulky and then when I called an uber and stepped out for a cig he just mumbled bye and locked me out?????

What a shit fucking lay.

[toc-the-elder]

Also he seemed quite intimidated by the fact that I am a part of the kink scene and have quite a lot more sex than him and showed up to his place with a massively bruised bum. Why are men such babies?

[martysimone]

Livy | Dahlia Street • ivory silk + lace + removable gold chain

[toc-the-elder]

you are incredibly brave for making it this far in the eyes of those of us who dont feel strong enough to start, and you've come out of your struggles so much more beautiful than i'm sure you ever thought you'd be

there are women who see you and are hurting with you. we want nothing more than for you to live. please keep fighting

I feel like I've failed everyone

[martysimone]

Huit Paris | Claire de Lune • flared set in Swiss embroidered sheer tulle + silk

[martysimone]

Salmacis corset by Sian Hoffman | ph Jamie Noise | model Cecilia Gomez

[martysimone]

Dolce & Gabbana | silk satin + lace bodysuit | Spring Summer 2026

[toc-the-elder]

What a terrible fucking hook up. What the fuck.

Have been talking to him for a while, seems normal. Is a fucking normie. He was watching the rookie ffs. And the room was like sauna hot. Like dude women don't want to fuck in oppressively clammy sweatboxes. Terrible kisser. All tongue. Aggressive tongue. No technique, no nuance. TONGUE.

Also, dude is inviting a girl round for 3am fuck, and doesn't even own any lube. I had to manufacture it from my own saliva. He was super rough with me, which i enjoyed up to a limit, but I had to stop after a while before he finished. And he got all sullen and sulky and then when I called an uber and stepped out for a cig he just mumbled bye and locked me out?????

What a shit fucking lay.

[toc-the-elder]

That was fucking horrible. Uber driver called me a man on the way home. Got in to a message on a dating app calling me a tranny r****d.

I had my doubts about dying earlier. They're fading away now.

[toc-the-elder]

What a terrible fucking hook up. What the fuck.

Have been talking to him for a while, seems normal. Is a fucking normie. He was watching the rookie ffs. And the room was like sauna hot. Like dude women don't want to fuck in oppressively clammy sweatboxes. Terrible kisser. All tongue. Aggressive tongue. No technique, no nuance. TONGUE.

Also, dude is inviting a girl round for 3am fuck, and doesn't even own any lube. I had to manufacture it from my own saliva. He was super rough with me, which i enjoyed up to a limit, but I had to stop after a while before he finished. And he got all sullen and sulky and then when I called an uber and stepped out for a cig he just mumbled bye and locked me out?????

What a shit fucking lay.

[martysimone]

Dolce & Gabbana | black silk satin + lace-trim bodysuit | Spring Summer 2026

[toc-the-elder]

Its not unreasonable to ask for evidence that someone has been tested before having sex with them, right?

[martysimone]

Shalom Harlow by Craig McDean | Harper's Bazaar US September 1994 | bra top + veil by Marc Jacobs

[toc-the-elder]

When I found out I had been kicked from my gender clinic yesterday, I was on a train. I had a very severe spiral, I couldnt stop crying. I called everyone who said I could call them when I needed help. Nobody answered. Nobody even asked what was up. And now they're all having fun without me because nobody wants to be around me