hi, my name is Ake/Asuka, I'm 19 years old, and i like Tomura.
—#WHAT CAN I FIND HERE?—
you can find headcanons, drabbles, maybe fics and honestly just my obsessive ramblings about Tomura, it's pretty chill, just don't be part of basic dni criteria. i do intent to write pretty dark content in the future, containing DDNE and other nasty icky stuff.
—#ARE THERE ANY RULES?—
yes, there are very few though because I'm pretty open minded and I don't really care for some of the things people put on their rule-list, it's honestly not that big of a deal to me.
1— yes nsfw is allowed, i will be posting about that. shoo shoo minors. but honestly idc if you interact, your choice.
2— no i do not care for canon in my head Tomura's still alive. (I'm not coping well sos.)
3— no scat or incest, that's it those are the rules, pretty easy, right?
A/N— i really..really like angst.....
if you somehow manage to break any of the rules i have no idea what to tell you anymore man.
Shigaraki and his tall gf. He kinda likes the way he has to look up at you when he’s talking to. He just loves to feel the warm coddle of your chest on his head while you’re both cuddling on the couch. And when he’s being bratty and you jokingly pick him up and sling him over your shoulder it drives him wild. The way you could probably crush his head like a watermelon between your thighs riles him up. He drools at the thought of eating you out and your big thighs clamp around his head as he has a sloppy make out session with your cunt it makes him hard just thinking about it. Shigaraki’s perverted fantasies get worse one night as he saw you getting undressed his eyes roving over your body as your preparing to take a shower. His cock straining in his pants as he sees your plump thights and fat ass. God it was a sight to see the way he could’ve came untouched his mind racing with thoughts of you riding his dick watching you bounce up and down on his cock or letting you sit on his face. He loved when you would let him wear one of your shirts that was a little big on him he would keep it and when you would leave to go out to run errands he would jack off to your smell. The shirt over his nose as his ruts into his fist at a feverish pace his moans bouncing off the rooms walls as he cries out your name. He just couldn’t get enough of you.
A/N: I was thinking about this because of the ship between Shigaraki and Mirko or Shigaraki and star and stripe and I was just like yea he would like a tall gf or a muscular gf maybe
HII I saw that you do like oc headcanons with Tomura and I wanted to ask if you could do one for my oc Anne 🙏
I'm fine with both sfw and nsfw head canons 🫶
WAOIGHWAHWAHH I LOVE HER DESIGN HELLO? SHES SO CUTIE OMGSGS
A/N: I might be reusing some hcs from tomura x goth reader...
warnings: a single nsfw hc at the bottom
He loves her makeup, her eccentric style, all of it.
he's head over heels, honestly.
when they hangout, it mostly consists of her talking about petty drama happening to her or her friends and he's always involved with his own opinion.
that's kind of the number one way to solve an arguement with him tbh
'Babe i know your mad at me but guess who just got pregnant AND is a homewrecker.'
boom, argument forgotten and the both of you are ranting about the situation.
she's not allowed to drink in the bar because when she gets drunk she almost always goes to Kurogiri's room instead of Shigaraki's.
he's watched it happen in real time.
he's seen her closet and used to hide behind all the clothes, he wouldn't just jump out, no, he's crueler than that. he sits and waits with his knees pressed to his chest while you browse through your clothes.
the police have almost been called because of this.
she's tried convincing him to a bow too or try the makeup, or even just let her paint his nails, and the only one he accepted was to paint his nails.
speaking of nails, she does his, not paint it but just general nail care. she'll have her hair up with a headband as she rants about his day while clipping his nails or something.
she does selfcare, and he always watches her do it, and he's always confused, and so he calls her a scientist as a joke.
'Oi, doc what concoction are you cooking up today?'
'This seems like a formula to turn you into a shiny nomu or something.'
speaking of jokes, she has a bunch of tshirts that the girlfriends of those gamers have, like the controllers on the chest, keyboard, stuff like that. she even has one with 'i support from under the desk' lol.
she cries because she loves him too much when she's buzzed. and he's heard all about it.
she's toga and magne's babe, they share a closet AND a braincell. she does their makeup, they have gossip seshes.
toga has a nickname for her, 'Annie-chan', (please forgive me for saying chan☹️)
when tomura games on his switch or phone, she's always under him and he's laying chest to chest ontop of her.
one time she was singing into her hair curler and Tomura grabbed it thinking it wasn't on yet and he burnt his hand. AND decayed the curler.
I don't think that this rlly needs a whole cut but when they have sex with her makeup on it really turns him on to see her cry or have it wiped off :)
Can you do a part 2 to the grocery worker Tenko AU? Maybe where he finally talks to the reader it where she asks him out?
A/N: i never knew the grocery worker one would want a part two! this is great and i will be cooking, yes this can have unlimited parts and just keep asking and I'll deliver🙏
Warnings: quirkless!au, creep!tenko, no tomura :(, maybe, maybe a little bit of angst, Shimura family alive and well, his dad still sucks, HANA!! MON!! uhm our boys a lil dirty...BUT LIKE NATURAL I SWEAR, reader has a pet, little cliff hanger cause i do want to do a little bit of a timeskip, this is technically part 2.5 only lol
he lied restless and awake on his bed, he had dinner and didn't really feel like playing a game, not like he had anyone to play with, really. all his pings from online groups were either server announcements or just desperate attempts to get the server alive again. he laid on his side, thinking about the girl from the grocery, while he did genuinely find her infatuating, she was also infuriating. was she just a cruel joke on him? why else would she come in every day and only ask him for assistance? all his coworkers were available, but she only ever came to him. it made him feel special but also made him hurt because he knew that it could never be, he'd be stuck people watching attractive girls for the rest of his life because why would any of them choose him of all people? he self loathed for a little while longer as he heard the clock tick, he had a last shift and it was friday, a few more weeks before college started and he'd be juggling both of those headache inducing things.
he hated it, he hated alot of things, but there was just one thing he couldn't possibly bring himself to hate. her. she was kind to him, she never made fun of him, she always made an attempt to steer and make the conversation about him, he felt seen, heard. whenever she'd speak to him he felt bad because most of the time he got a boner, but he just couldn't control it, he really couldn't. she was pretty. and she was giving him attention. he wondered if it would scare her away if she found out how he felt about her. he wondered if she'd stop coming to see him, insult him, all of the horrible things girls usually do around him.
he doesn't mean it, he really doesn't but he just feels..empty. his big sister, Hana is the pride and joy of their family, meanwhile he was just..stuck. stuck being a man-child and stuck in her shadow. he got good grades, a scholarship even, yet that was never good enough for father. mother would try and ease him but he knew it wasn't good enough for her either, so why in the world would he ever be good enough for someone like you?
the clock ticked around one in the morning, he had a shift to work soon, he shouldn't stay up dwelling on silly things that he already knows the answer to. he closed his heavy eyes but his mind was so noisy. he eventually did fall asleep, but even then it felt like he was just lying down with no actual rest to it.
when he woke up his body was aching, he could feel the familiar sensation of a dry mouth and the taste of morning breath mixed with whatever energy drink he pounded last night before going to bed, it felt like motivation just wasn't with him today, last night he couldn't even find the motivation to jerk off, one of his usual routines so he doesn't blow a fuse at work or at dinner with the family. his eyes ached even when he shut them, and he let out a groan.
He didn't even really want to shower but going into work feeling all sticky might actually make his shift a miserable hell. he could see mon sleeping at his feet, the one good thing in his life in the current moment. when he sat up he could feel his back crack when he twisted himself, a low groan leaving his lips as mon woke up and tilted his head at Tenko. wondering if he was alright. he lazily grabbed his phone off the nightstand, no new notifications. as per usual. his contacts so empty he couldn't even scroll, it was just 'dad', 'mom', and 'hana'. no new messages from them either. his fingers went to reach for his neck, a small sigh leaving his lips as he got ready.
when he got into the shower he bathed with hot water as usual, honestly just blanking out as the water cascaded down his scarred body, his eyes unfocusing on the several bottles of shampoo or bodyscrub Hana used. before he finally snapped out of it, scrubbing his hair in with the 3-in-1 he usually gets from the grocery he works at. he scrubbed his head down, no matter how hard he scrubbed like what mom said he could never stop dandruff from forming on his head, he's stopped caring about it awhile ago but he still wonders from time to time.
his fingers ran through his black hair so he could gett he last of the shampoo out, letting out a small sigh while he thought back to you. he remembers a scenario, you and him, not doing anything inherently sexual, just holding eachother under the hot water. he wondered if you liked it hot, or maybe a nice warm. he could imagine himself holding you, pressing you against his chest while you two didn't exchange any words. just the silence, the intimacy and the tenderness of it all would usually have him grabbing for the shampoo and pumping it, but today he just..wasn't feeling it.
when he put his uniform on, mon was used to the usual routine so he barked a little, wanting a bit of pets before Tenko started his shift. he went down for a bite of breakfast, he made sure that his shift starts almost exactly when father leaves for work but much to his unpleasant surprise, his father was still there, eating breakfast with hana, mom and his grandparents. he guided mon down the stairs to follow behind him as he tried to sneak by and not draw attention.
"Tenko, come, let's have breakfast, and mom has to tell you something." hana called out, smiling at him. she's been trying to get closer to her little brother, ans Tenko's taken notice but what he could assume was that she wanted something. so much for sneaking by.
"I'm fine, i have to catch the metro, I'll be late for work." he huffed, sliding his beat up red shoes on and giving mon some pats, cupping his fluffy cheeks and muttering a small goodbye to mon, only mon as he shut the door behind him.
Kotaro sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, he couldn't actually remember the last time this family had a complete dinner together, and he was getting more..worried wasn't the right word. nor was concerned. dissatisfied, disappointed fit what he was looking for. "do you even think he's actually going to work?" took a sip of his water, feeling the usual exhaustion creeping up on him as Hana grit her teeth.
"He's trying, Kotaro. he's doing his best." Nao defended, although Tenko wasn't exactly living up to expectation, she acknowledged her son's hard work. "Give him a chance, dad." Hana butted in, hoping to give Tenko some good word in their father's eyes. "I passed by the store he works at, he's working, he's helping customers and restocking stuff." she sighed. "Work that won't ever mean anything."
Tenko stood outside the door, his ear pressed against the wood as he listened into the faint conversation. a frown growing on his face as he took in their words, he was used to hearing his father's disapproval, neglect or just straight up insults about his life choices, but hearing it from behind his back made his chest twist a little tighter.
whatever, he didn't have time for this. he put his hood up when he saw slight drizzles falling onto the front lawn, hands in his pockets as he began walking, 'Work that won't ever mean anything'. is what he thought about. he was trying, he really was. he was doing good in school, but dad stopped caring when Hana won her 3rd competition. he tried getting atleast a better more stable corporate job, like Hana, she was working with dad in his company. but he was always denied, something about his youth or bullshit like that. his english was good, great even. but he knew by the way his employers looked at him it wasn't that.
he was so lost in his thoughts he barely registered the honking to his right, before the car gently bumped against his hip and the driver began yelling at him. he simply growled at the obscenities and went on his way, he's heard worse online. he minded his business and went to work, that was until-
"Oh, you're..Shimura, right?" she spoke up, tapping onto his shoulder, she'd recognize this outfit anywhere. when he turned around he was faced with you but you were actually wearing casual clothing this time, nothing too extreme nothing too tight or revealing. just a simple shirt and oversized pants. "are you..on your way to work?" you were buying pet food and some simple groceries to make it for a few days and managed to bump into him, mystery guy. well, not really mystery if you actually went out of your way to ask his coworkers what the creepy cutie in the back's name was.
if he wasn't feeling it this morning or last night, he was definitely feeling it now.
Is anyone else having trouble w tumblr? i can't see images, tried uninstalling, logging out, all that stuff and even went to a place w better wifi but its still not working + Most of my drafts r missing...what the hell
He didn't get in the shower and stayed stinky forever end of story.
(Bad ending)
trying to convince Tomura to take a bath with you especially when he gets that gamer groove on his chair is like trying to get a fish to walk, it's impossible.
taking a shower is a different one though, you'll have to lure him in with the premise of shower sex, yes you will have to jack him off.
he does like the feeling of showering, it helps calm his itches and sometimes it soothes the burning sting from when he claws at his neck.
but bathing? he doesn't really like it, not in the dingy and small bathtub, but if he feels really stressed out, i.e he vommits, he will want to have Kurogiri run a bath for him.
he won't tell Kurogiri that he wants it though, he will just stare blankly and sadly at him while he tries to guess what Tomura wants.
he'll point and ask to several things before the dots in his head click, throughout the years he can tell now by just the way Tomura slouches.
back to you and Tomura though...he would like bathing more if they had a bigger tub, but right now he's okay having you in his lap while you two stew in human soap soup.
he loves it when you wash his hair, he is kind of a freak and will sometimes let out a moan that didn't need to be that loud just to entice you.
and since the bubbles cover up the water, he will touch you. carefully though.
he loves grabbing your body when your wet, he loves seeing the shine, and it just makes him happy that you're..close to him.
If you have big boobs, he will play with them, not even sexually, and he was so surprised when they didn't float.
"Hey what the hell? are your tits like...defective or something?"
Imagine yourself as Kurogiri hearing your son young master discussing with his s/o on why he's confused huge titties do infact not float.
Kurogiri has unfortunately heard the weird shower discussions you two have.
anyway, there have been some occasions where Tomura falls asleep in the bathtub with you, and when he wakes up he has a pout on his face that he doesn't know he's doing and it's so cute.
when he's drunk or tipsy thats when you can convince him to shower, under the guise of sobering up.
he has asked you to cockwarm him while he sits and stews after a long day of being a loser.
I JUST FINISHED READING PLAY NICE BY @/sugoi-and-spice OMHFGGGGG THIS SHIT HAD ME ON A CHOKEHOLD...thats the reason i havent been posting but time to work on my drafts...
Summary: Tomura Shigaraki was her dad’s boss’s son. He was the creep that stole girls’ underwear and tried to grope her in his room. But it’s not like he could get her Dad fired just because she wouldn’t sleep with him, right? …right?
CW: Quirkless!AU, Explicit Smut, Dub-Con, Coercion, Blackmail, Cheating, Sexual Guilt, Humiliation, Unhealthy Relationships, Power Play, Hate to Love, Emotional Manipulation, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Slow Burn, Racism
A/N: Yeahhhh, so I ended up splitting the chapter anyway lol It was gonna be like 70+ pages, I freaking had to. So sorry for that wait just for a normal chapter!
Read Full on AO3
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Ugh, his head was killing him.
His neck too, although that wasn’t anything new. Nothing he shouldn’t have expected considering how badly he’d torn into it this time.
Shigaraki really couldn’t remember what about today had been so horrible and overwhelming (or maybe it was yesterday now, considering he had no idea how long he’d been out of it for). At any rate, it wasn’t just one thing, he supposed.
It was the anniversary of the day Sensei got rid of Mon-chan, that day each year was always a rough one. His dreams always seemed to be a lot worse, so he usually made a concerted effort to not sleep the night before, so he was tired. Not to mention the summer weather was sweltering, and it had rained the day before, that hot humidity causing his worn skin to sting in a strangely familiar and disturbing way.
And then he’d gotten to school. God, fucking school.
There were alternating stretches in his life among his school peers, where either they’d be scared of and avoid him, or be superior and bully him. He supposed actually that the former actions — the social isolation they consciously put him through — was technically a form of bullying too, but whatever. There was a difference. There were times where the general collective got a lot more hands on with asserting his pariah status to him.
This week fell during the “hands-on” period of the cycle, as evidenced by the words “die, pervert, die” scribbled across his shoe locker in sharpie. Not to mention the way he was continuously and subtly tripped by the other boys during their gym class. At one point he’d also accidentally bumped into that cute girl that sat next to him — Fuwa he was pretty sure her name was — and she had physically recoiled, whispering and giggling loudly with her friends after about how creepy and nasty he was. Practically making sure that he could hear every word of it.
But honestly, he couldn’t even say that that was the issue that really started to make his skin crawl. He didn’t really notice it much. His homeroom teacher sure had though. She asked him to speak with her in the faculty office during lunch. Expressed concern there over his antisocial behavior and lack of cohesiveness with his peers. Not to mention some of the unsavory rumors she’d overheard about him recently. At the end of the lecture she mentioned that if things didn’t turn around soon, she’d want to speak with his Guardian.
He supposed that’s what he’d ultimately been thinking about when calculus came around that afternoon, his fingers clawing deeper and deeper into the side of his neck as he tried to figure out what to do. Because, what the actual fuck was he supposed to do? How could he turn this around when he wasn’t the one to even put his life in this direction in the first place? He didn’t fucking do anything wrong, didn’t do anything to anybody. He had no control. He was helpless.
Even as he tried to stay in his seat when called up to solve an equation on the board, he could do nothing about it. There would be consequences if he didn’t get up right now. He was completely at the teacher’s mercy. At the other students’ mercy. At his Sensei’s mercy.
At everyone else’s mercy, just like he’d always been.
His life wasn’t his own, it never had been. And he couldn’t fucking take it anymore. He didn’t want to die, but he wanted everyone else to. He wanted everything around him to just crumble away and leave him alone and finally give him some goddamn fucking peace — whatever that was.
Because he couldn’t imagine peace, truly. He’d never had it. All he had was hatred, the desire to destroy everything around him. He hated this school, these fucking people, this life.
Himself.
Jesus, that’s probably what he hated most of all.
And then he didn’t have many more thoughts after that. It was all a blur of screams and people grabbing him and blood loss. Overwhelming pressure and a searing itch that seeped all the way down into his bones.
Yeah it had been bad, even he could admit that. It was pretty hard to deny when the scratching episode had ended with him in a forced stretcher and ambulanceride to the, several stitches, and an express ticket to the stark white intake room of Jaku Hospital’s Psychiatric Ward where little Miss Nurse Ratched was currently watching him like a hawk as he unbuckled his belt.
Seriously, if he wanted a woman to look at him this unimpressed while he undressed, he would’ve accepted a night with one of Sensei’s hookers.
Whatever, it’s not like any of that really bothered him that much now. It was done, he was here. The bitch could glare and gripe at him all she wanted, but what was really irritating him the most about this situation was the pounding in his head. For fuck’s sake, they were in a hospital after all. Was it too much for him to get some goddamn ibuprofen before he took his pants off? The hell kind of operation was Garaki running here?
Free from the loops of his slacks, Shigaraki dropped his belt onto the ground, pointedly next to, but not in, the personal items bin that the Nurse had set out for him.
She didn’t so much as blink at the disrespect, only informed him:
“Dress shirt too.”
Shigaraki shot her a look, “Seriously?”
“You could swallow the buttons,” she explained simply in that obnoxious deadpan.
He scoffed at the explanation, but did start to undo his uniform shirt. Whatever, he figured, as the bloodied collar slackened around his shoulders and into his view. It’s not like he could wear this one again anyway.
That didn’t mean he wasn’t going to be an asshole about it though.
“Sure you don’t need my pants too? I might make a noose out of them,” he spat as he tore the shirt from his forearms, “Ooh, or how about my underwear? If I’m determined enough, I bet you I could choke on those too.”
The Nurse just stared at him with that completely unimpressed expression.
“Just the shirt will suffice.”
Well, then. He was sure that she was just a blast at parties.
Stripped down just to his black undershirt and school slacks, the Nurse gave him a final onceover. She lingered for a moment on his uwabaki — having been rushed out straight from his math class, he hadn’t had the chance to switch out of them.
“No laces on those?”
“Does it fucking look like it?”
She circled around him, checking the shoes at every angle, before making another mark on her clipboard.
“You can keep those.”
“Well thank God for that.”
She looked up over her clipboard blankly, “You know, we have scrubs we can give you. Then we can skip this whole ordeal.”
Clearly she wished that he’d gone with that option. She wanted this over with just as much as he did. But the reality was that she was wasting her time even more than she realized. The doctor had told him that they were putting him on a 72-hour psychiatric hold sure, but they were fucking idiots if they thought that was actually going to happen.
He shivered a bit as a gust from the AC rushed over him, bringing up his bare arms to wrap around himself.
“I’d prefer you guys give me a jacket or something to put on in here,” he growled, “It’s cold as shit.”
“You can ask your guardian to bring any necessary items like that when you see him,” she explained, not looking at him, “Just make sure he reads all the guidelines first.”
Shigaraki rolled his eyes, because of course they weren’t going to offer him anything actually useful, “Whatever. Is he here yet? Are we done?”
Finally she seemed to be finished with her clipboard, bringing it down to rest at her hip and looking him in the eye.
“He just arrived, actually. Do you want to see him?”
Shigaraki gave her a confused look.
“Wha- yeah? Why the fuck wouldn’t I?”
“I’m just asking,” she explained, “I don’t know what your home-life situation is. And our goal here is to keep you safe and mentally stable. If he’s someone that might upset or trigger you, we want to respect that.”
Shigaraki’s eyes narrowed. God, this bitch was really pissing him off.
“Well I’m fine, so just get me the hell out of here already.”
She didn’t respond for a moment, just stared at him with that blank expression that Shigaraki was quickly realizing was a poker face. She was analyzing him, looking for cracks? Waiting for him to snap or break down or all of it? Whatever her aim was, it had him itching to grab the plastic bin next to him and cuck it right at her.
“This way then,” she finally relented, turning to lead him out of the intake room, “We’ll need you and your guardian to fill out a couple of forms before we can fully admit you.”
“Yeah well, good luck with that,” he said, happy to keep as much of that biting attitude in his voice as possible.
She paused for a moment after typing in her door code, remembering seemingly.
I like to think about the impact that being isolated as a teen had on Shigaraki as a person.
I don’t mean angst, not understanding his own feelings or awkward social life. I mean that he definitely has gotten most of his non-hero related facts about society and people from the internet.
imagine; Shigaraki genuinely not understanding the concept of gender or sexuality because he’s only ever seen it discussed in reddit debates. He is baffled when he meets Magne but accepting. That night he searches “how to support trans employee professional easy”
Shigaraki asking Quora, “Why is my father so insistent on me making friends? It makes me uncomfortable. I don’t like people.” And having 20 moms in his replies telling him to get out of his room and join clubs
Shigaraki not knowing basic things about women (seeing as he was not raised around any) and awkwardly googling the phrase “PMS-ing” when Toga complains about cramping, expecting it to be teenage slang and instead going down the rabbit hole of the horrific experience of periods
Shigaraki not knowing why Sako is bowing his head toward Kurogiri and saying “itadakimasu” every time he eats with the League and wondering if the magician is trying to usurp his spot as Kurogiri’s favorite via boot licking
Shigaraki taking a “Do you have autism” quiz on Quotev and expressing his concerns to Kurogiri at 2 am when he scores 100% (he doesn’t know what autism even is)
Overall, I think people don’t take advantage of how funny it could be to interact with the ultimate antisocial dweeb Shigaraki who has a total of zero normal experiences
